Surgery update !
4 years ago
The surgery was a success, I’m in recovery and will be discharged later today. I had a full abdominoplasty, muscle plasty, as well as surgery on my chest.
I can walk a little, in horrible pain but I’m so relieved it’s over with.
To share a little more with you, my mom loaned me the money to get it done as soon as possible. As many of my friends and old followers know; she’s abusive. She’s using this as a way to control me and as a form of ‘ownership’ because I couldn’t handle the gaslighting and psychological abuse anymore, I was looking for somewhere else to live. The surgery was my key to freedom, but i am still a prisoner to her. I’m begging, please share By no means is anyone obligated to donate, however with a rt it might reach someone who can help me. I’ve been trapped my entire life, I’m ready to start living as me, for me. By no means is anyone obligated to donate, however with a rt it might reach someone who can help me. I’ve been trapped my entire life, I’m ready to start living as me, for me. She was incredibly upset to see Dillon had made a gofundme, she insisted I didn’t need anyone else but her; she asked me to take it down. Called me a limosnera, pathetic and shameless for accepting help. She’s using me as a pity party to all of her friends and family, how Expensive it is and how taxing it is. How exhausted she is. She slept soundly, snored loudly and kept trying to wake me when she would wake up. It’s been like this since she got here, I’m so sleep deprived I’m delusional. She wasn’t supposed to come, she showed up the day before I was lectured about how I’m not doing enough, not eating enough, not trying hard enough. She kept pressing until I cried, then told me she was only saying it because she loves me “a lot more than I love her”. She’s lying to people about how I’m nauseated and dizzy, can’t stand How much she’s suffering to see me this way, how she doesn’t care how much it costs her as long as I’m okay. She isn’t paying a cent, she’s even written down the cost of the jello I asked her for because I wasn’t able to eat.
My gofund me is over halfway there and I’m incredibly moved and forever grateful for the love and support I’ve received from the community ; my friends, my followers. I isolate myself because of my depression, ptsd, and anxiety - I feel that I don’t deserve to be close to the people I love, that care about me, so I tuck myself away and ultimately find myself alone. Yet each and every time i come back around, my friends are still here. Grizzy, old man, limo, cake, kolae, shard, hamstern, dark, pines, and so many more - I can’t thank them enough for everything they’ve done for me.
It would mean the world to me if you’d share the link, if you make a journal entry or post you’re entered in the raffle - if you make even a $1 donation you get an extra entry. ♥️
I can walk a little, in horrible pain but I’m so relieved it’s over with.
To share a little more with you, my mom loaned me the money to get it done as soon as possible. As many of my friends and old followers know; she’s abusive. She’s using this as a way to control me and as a form of ‘ownership’ because I couldn’t handle the gaslighting and psychological abuse anymore, I was looking for somewhere else to live. The surgery was my key to freedom, but i am still a prisoner to her. I’m begging, please share By no means is anyone obligated to donate, however with a rt it might reach someone who can help me. I’ve been trapped my entire life, I’m ready to start living as me, for me. By no means is anyone obligated to donate, however with a rt it might reach someone who can help me. I’ve been trapped my entire life, I’m ready to start living as me, for me. She was incredibly upset to see Dillon had made a gofundme, she insisted I didn’t need anyone else but her; she asked me to take it down. Called me a limosnera, pathetic and shameless for accepting help. She’s using me as a pity party to all of her friends and family, how Expensive it is and how taxing it is. How exhausted she is. She slept soundly, snored loudly and kept trying to wake me when she would wake up. It’s been like this since she got here, I’m so sleep deprived I’m delusional. She wasn’t supposed to come, she showed up the day before I was lectured about how I’m not doing enough, not eating enough, not trying hard enough. She kept pressing until I cried, then told me she was only saying it because she loves me “a lot more than I love her”. She’s lying to people about how I’m nauseated and dizzy, can’t stand How much she’s suffering to see me this way, how she doesn’t care how much it costs her as long as I’m okay. She isn’t paying a cent, she’s even written down the cost of the jello I asked her for because I wasn’t able to eat.
My gofund me is over halfway there and I’m incredibly moved and forever grateful for the love and support I’ve received from the community ; my friends, my followers. I isolate myself because of my depression, ptsd, and anxiety - I feel that I don’t deserve to be close to the people I love, that care about me, so I tuck myself away and ultimately find myself alone. Yet each and every time i come back around, my friends are still here. Grizzy, old man, limo, cake, kolae, shard, hamstern, dark, pines, and so many more - I can’t thank them enough for everything they’ve done for me.
It would mean the world to me if you’d share the link, if you make a journal entry or post you’re entered in the raffle - if you make even a $1 donation you get an extra entry. ♥️
https://gofund.me/f5c8a4b1
raffle : https://twitter.com/softpuppi/statu.....998033925?s=21

Tallon-1
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