So, the thing I was afraid of happened today. The scar/wound opened again. I'm after consultation with my Doctor - I'm heading back to hospital on this Thursday. I'm not sure for how long though - it can be just "wound mobilising" (please let me know if you know the right term; in polish it's "mobilizacja rany"), or "something more" (aka operation).
With high probability (if I'll have to stay) I won't be able to contact with you as there's basically no internet connection there (even cellphones have weak signal. The Clinic is on the outskirts). So... yeah. If I won't write to you the same day, it means something bigger happened and I had to stay. I'll try to update you as fast as I can.

For commissioners: I wholeheartedly apologize for the delays. I'll try to progress with your commission, but I'm not sure how much I'll be able to do before I leave.

On a more presonal note... I feel weird mix or emotions right now - mostly frustration, resignation and slight... numbness? I don't feel like crying, panicking or something in this range.
Probably for the past three weeks I subconciously knew, how it'll end. If your wound doesn't heal for so long, something IS wrong.
So now... I'm just waititng.
There are few possible outcomes of this situation.
The worst option is that I may wake up without the implant and without a chance of hearing better ever again.