So... Out of the blue my Surface decided to behave. I've done everything I could think of to fix it but it didn't do anything. Left it alone for a week and decided to try to fuck with it the other day. Bam. Works. It's still a little buggy but it isn't unusable. The bugs are very slight, like they used to be. Random and infrequent. So you know what, I'm not gonna question him. If he wants to be weird, then that's on him.

But I also don't want to get rusty with the pc either so I plan on keeping balance this time. Now that I have it back, that is. I use it mainly when I'm drunk, lol. The pc is a bit much for me in that state. I can use it high but drunk... Ehhh...

I started drinking again, as I've kinda let slip through the cracks. Life's been rough on me. I lean on vices. Figured I'd ride that train until I can't. So far it's been good to me so I'll continue. Flickie's job beats him up mentally and I beat myself up mentally. Sometimes directly as I have a lot to be guilty for and sometimes it's just depression/suicidal ideation... I need out and since suicide is off the table for a variety of reasons, booze doesn't sound so bad by contrast.