...is to throw up incessantly before leaving your apartment. I've had this issue for years. The anxiety is so intense, it causes me to throw up or cry on the job. I just can't.

And I know there are worse jobs out there, I really do. But I'm agoraphobic. I just can't afford the luxury of being a shut in without any form of income. And work-at-home is damn near impossible for me to find. My sister found something but it was full time. I need part time.

I just... It's hard. And it's one of the reasons I have so many issues. I wish I could be left alone. I'm fucking disabled, diagnosed as disabled, but I can't seem to catch a break with Disability.