You should hehe

I dunno. XD 😅

Maybe because you have a lack of motivation to even do so. In your 30s it's starting to feel like the internet is not as important as it is back when you were in your 20s. Second, you don't really have good technology and your family's poor as fuck.

Yikes, that got deep!

I feel it may be best to answer my own rhetorical question by saying that I have so many places I'm at and so many people that want to interact with me that I'm intimidated at times and just find it easier, as an introvert, to just ignore/avoid those interactions until I feel comfortable to return to them (=_= not easy to do, considering how distracted I get tho).

Still, I can kinda relate to this answer a bit, although I still have no problem just randomly faving other people's work I like rather than focusing on my own.

When I mean good technology, I mean the equipment you have to stream and play games on your laptop (Video Camera with a capture card, XLR microphone with a USB mixer, loads of steam and switch games, and being able to share your screen through OBS for drawing streams and such). That's what I meant by that, sorry for the confusion there.

Also, remember ThroughDarkDepths, even if you completely ignore me, I still read your posts to this very day. Will NEVER abandoned you just because of your rants and issues. Hell, you can throw shit and garbage into my DMs and I'll calmly respond to you, simple as that. But I get ya, not very easy to be an introvert has it.