Frustrations lately
    4 years ago
            
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                    Why cant I get my life back together? Why do I procrastinate? Why am I always tired and depressed? Why cant I get anything done? I just want to draw, do art, do content, do commissions, and actually get somewhere but I can’t because I cant seem to ever get it together. I’m sorry that I have been failing at doing really anything this summer and even for the past year. 
Why haven't I posted any comics or much art lately? Because I procrastinate
Why haven't I reuploaded all my art from Deviant Art onto here? Because I procrastinate
Why did I basically abandon my Instagram account? Because that place is a million times worse than Twitter and because procrastination
Why haven't I posted more art on my Twitter? Procrastination
Why haven't I done more YouTube stuff? Procrastination
Why did I not even do stuff for myself outside of social media and just do stuff that I enjoy apart from my family going on vacation and me just tagging along? Because I feel tired lately and not sure why
I just want to get SOMETHING done. I hope I can complete a few more things before I have to go back to college
                    Why haven't I posted any comics or much art lately? Because I procrastinate
Why haven't I reuploaded all my art from Deviant Art onto here? Because I procrastinate
Why did I basically abandon my Instagram account? Because that place is a million times worse than Twitter and because procrastination
Why haven't I posted more art on my Twitter? Procrastination
Why haven't I done more YouTube stuff? Procrastination
Why did I not even do stuff for myself outside of social media and just do stuff that I enjoy apart from my family going on vacation and me just tagging along? Because I feel tired lately and not sure why
I just want to get SOMETHING done. I hope I can complete a few more things before I have to go back to college
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Other than that it also helps to just sit down and force something just to get the ball rolling.
Procrastination is usually a self defense mechanism because you think you're not good enough in the ways of art in this particular setting. Bundled with depression makes one hell of a negative combo.
I hope that you're able to break out of it soon, because I know very well what hell it can be.
If you ever want to talk or share ideas, hit me up c: