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That laundry room can get fucked
4 years ago
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Doing laundry is so hard. It used to be at the edge of my abilities. I had a hard time, but it was doable, eventually. Ever since it's gotten harder, though, I think it's crossed that line. I can't get myself to do it. I can't. I haven't been able to. I did it once after having multiple people encourage me to do it, but I don't want to always have to ask other people for their encouragement.
I don't know what I can do. I don't know how to make this any easier. I don't know how to make it any less painful. Any more enjoyable. I just don't know. We're out of towels, and I don't know. The dirty ones are just sitting, waiting to go out. They're ready. I'm not. It hurts too much. What can I do? How can I change things? Is there anything I can do???
I know there are tiny personal like clothes washing things. I wonder if I could get something like that and just like, do some laundry every day. Because I can't handle those machines any longer. I can't do that. It's too much. It hurts too much. We need towels, and I need a shower desperately. But I can't do it. I can't get it done. I need to do it. But it's not real. It's not REAL.
And it hurts. It huuuurts. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Doing that damn laundry hurts. I can't do it. I can't make myself do it.
I reek. I need a shower. I need a towel, so I can shower. Doing the laundry will make me sweaty and I'll be even more disgusting and I hate it. I can't stand how hot and sweaty and in pain I am after doing the laundry. It's humiliating, it's degrading, and during covid, I do NOT want to be in that tiny room. I HATE it. I am fucking done. I am DONE. Okay? I need to find a different way to do this!!! I can NOT do laundry like this any more. Maybe... maybe I need to find a way to do it in the apartment. Maybe there's something I can put in the bathroom? IDK. I just NEED something different. I can NOT do this.
So, what will I do? I don't want to go in that laundry room ever ever ever again. Never ever again. Fuck that laundry room. I don't need to put up with this. No, no I've allowed it to consume me too long. Yeah. I've suffered far too much for that laundry room. I won't do it again.
I don't know what I can do. I don't know how to make this any easier. I don't know how to make it any less painful. Any more enjoyable. I just don't know. We're out of towels, and I don't know. The dirty ones are just sitting, waiting to go out. They're ready. I'm not. It hurts too much. What can I do? How can I change things? Is there anything I can do???
I know there are tiny personal like clothes washing things. I wonder if I could get something like that and just like, do some laundry every day. Because I can't handle those machines any longer. I can't do that. It's too much. It hurts too much. We need towels, and I need a shower desperately. But I can't do it. I can't get it done. I need to do it. But it's not real. It's not REAL.
And it hurts. It huuuurts. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Doing that damn laundry hurts. I can't do it. I can't make myself do it.
I reek. I need a shower. I need a towel, so I can shower. Doing the laundry will make me sweaty and I'll be even more disgusting and I hate it. I can't stand how hot and sweaty and in pain I am after doing the laundry. It's humiliating, it's degrading, and during covid, I do NOT want to be in that tiny room. I HATE it. I am fucking done. I am DONE. Okay? I need to find a different way to do this!!! I can NOT do laundry like this any more. Maybe... maybe I need to find a way to do it in the apartment. Maybe there's something I can put in the bathroom? IDK. I just NEED something different. I can NOT do this.
So, what will I do? I don't want to go in that laundry room ever ever ever again. Never ever again. Fuck that laundry room. I don't need to put up with this. No, no I've allowed it to consume me too long. Yeah. I've suffered far too much for that laundry room. I won't do it again.
