the winter winds are blowing in and the nights are getting much cooler here, the last few weeks have been nothing more than a fast blur with all that's going on. i have been staying very busy with work as well as with a few things here and there around the house. as many of you have seen i have stepped back from the fandom a good bit. i am not leaving it, i just have things in my life right now that come first, a few know that i am starting to work more on my wight gaining so that i not only feel better but i can start looking better. i have put on almost 20 pounds in two months. i am starting to feel it and i can say the hard work is paying off, along with working out more and keeping the wight in check i am not so worn out all the time. and if i must say so, i am starting to look good :) i have had some very good friends to help me along and they make it a point to show me how much i am cared for and loved, for that i am very blessed so i will end this with a short saying, this is not the end nor is it the beginning of the end. it is only the end of the beginning
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