okay so at first I was learning how to draw like I said I was going to...
but then I got word that the megatenonline (shin megami tensei imagine) was shutting down next month and I got kinda upset and well... kinda binge playing it now untill it shuts down ^^;

I might end up streaming but what I've been doing recently has been kinda grindy and I doubt you guys would wanna watch that

Oh man are you guys ready to laugh? It's gunna be a good laugh I promise.
I got appeoved to get june 29th and the 30th off but got july 1st through the 4th rejected. At first I thought this was a mistake so I put it in a second time. It got rejected twice!
So I asked my manager why they got rejected even though I put them in 4 months in advanced. She told me that nobody gets the week of the 4th of july off... which is always the week of anthrocon. So basically I'll never be able to go as long as I work at Wal-Mart.

Haha funny right? I mean I made a huge deal to some of my friends about the hotel and now it doesn't even matter. I wasn't going to be allowed to go even though my manager said I was going to get it off.

Ahhh I'll never be able to meet my favorite artist who only goes to AC, I won't be able to meet my friends who only go to ac, I'll be missing out on drinking with my old friends I already made plans with. ..
Ugh I just want to break down and cry.

I'm tired of trying to impress or befriend terrible people.
You know the types. Those who ask for help then toss you away after you're done. People who gossip alot or pretend to be someone's friend then talks to you about said friend. Those who for lack of a better word spit at a gift you got for them. The ones who say they're you're friend but too busy doing drugs to be bothered to drink with you. Those with the over inflated ego who think they're to good to be bothered to talk to you unless they need or want something from you.
There's many other things that piss me off with the people in this fandom. Why can't we all get along?


(Also those who feel the need to point out that my spelling and grammar is bad. I know that I'm not writing a book here)

I doubt anyone noticed me gone or remembers my journal last month. But basically I went to learn to draw. but for the last month I've been distracted to say the least and I've had no motivation to do anything.
I just... feel like a failure right now but I'm not ready to give up yet.



I've also been feeling rather disconnected to the fandom lately.
Who knows maybe I was never ment to draw but I just wish I knew my "talent" or something that would give me that spark I've been looking for

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7409226/
Please consider commissioning her, she does great work

I was going to take this time to relax but I want to learn to draw

I'm going to work hard and I might get some help along the way but I dont plan on returning untill I made something that you guys will enjoy.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm good at nothing. I want to find something I can do...
I just need to find my inner spark, I've been in a rut for far too long and it's starting to destroy me.

for now goodbye...
I'll see you eventually

(from this place)

I recently subscribed to hulu and plan to go MIA for the most part for a while while I save up for the conventions I'm going to!
I'll check in daily on my phone but I wont be active if you need/want to contact me my skype is ryou.woodware

(wish me luck)

two of my characters that I used to use quite a bit.
I'm debating on bringing them back onto this account haha <3

big long list of sites that I want to make sure I dont lose feel free to ingnore if you want
http://www.thedrawingwebsite.com/be.....nners-drawing/

okay, not so long for now...

I have more than a couple gore commission and even some more kinky NSFW commissions that never left my little vault.
I was wondering if you guys would be interested in seeing them or should I keep them stashed away?

I've been getting a few random watches lately and I just wanna say thanks so much guys I really apparicate all of you, new and old watchers alike! you guys are why I post my commissions. I could easily commission and never upload but I know (or think) you guys like what I commission or at least my characters so I wanna share with you <3

If you guys have anything you'd like to see from me or get a split com together comment or toss me a note

sorry about the art dump but I have quite the backlog of stuff to post ;-;
I hope you guys enjoy the art though!

( warning, I was not nice to this cat but I got it down safely and only mildly annoyed at me)

YEP one of my dumbass cats got stuck in a tree (for the second time)
it was pretty high up there and one of those trees with like... zero branches that can support anything over 30 LB's
so what I had to do was pretty much get the cat to jump out of the tree (and hopefully land safely in the snow)
so my goal was to tie a tow rope to the tree and shake the cat down
so I tried throwing the rope up the tree... that didnt end well I almost hit myself with the hook more than once
so I grabed a ladder and manualy put hook it up around a branch, jumped down and got the ladder out of the way
what I was surprised with the most is the cat wasnt jumping or even moving much it just cried louder
what happened next was it started to climb down the tree (I guess it just took a little bit of encouraging :p )
so when it got to about the point where I can just grab it on a ladder I and tried to grab it but the little guy just started swinging at me and almost making me fall off the ladder (about 15 feet up for those of you who care)
so I grab it by the back of the neck like a mother would grab it's kitten and climb down the ladder just taunting it
it's now locked in the "punishment dungeon" aka the bathroom with food, water, and a litterbox until it learns it's lesson


sooo.... YAY STARTING THE YEAR OFF WITH GOOD KARMA?!

merry christmas
merry xmas
murry yiffmas
happy holidays
whatever you call it make sure you have a fun time

f5 m8's

-Step 1
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

Email is ryou.woodware[at]gmail.com
If you want my address shoot me an email or a note.

-Step 2
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special

-Step 3
The List (in no particular order)

1. your kind words. you know those commissions I get, I would love nothing more than if you guys would comment on them every now and then.
2. art of my OC's? I'm an art whore, what can I say?
3. furoticon cards! I'm attempting to learn how to play and I have a decent collection so far but I'd love to expand it even further.
4. your favorite alcoholic mixes! yep, just the recipies or your favourite flavour combos
5. a drawing buddy? I'm stuck in a point where I want to learn how to draw but I cant motivate myself to do it.
6. someone to talk to. I love meeting new people.
7. storys to go with my commissions. I'm really bad at writing and giving context to pictures, it'd mean the world if one of you guys would write a story to go with one of your favorite pics that I commissioned <3
8. donations for the "get pinku the fuck out of canada" fund! more info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7232582/
9. cool halo pokemon cards! I dont play but I love to collect them <3
10. donate to the help leatherlick survive fund! more info here
https://www.gofundme.com/anc3aju4


Do this, too, and I'll link it on my journal so we can spread the cheer! <3

-Step 1
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

Email is ryou.woodware[at]gmail.com
If you want my address shoot me an email or a note.

-Step 2
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special

-Step 3
The List (in no particular order)

1. your kind words. you know those commissions I get, I would love nothing more than if you guys would comment on them every now and then.
2. art of my OC's? I'm an art whore, what can I say?
3. furoticon cards! I'm attempting to learn how to play and I have a decent collection so far but I'd love to expand it even further.
4. your favorite alcoholic mixes! yep, just the recipies or your favourite flavour combos
5. a drawing buddy? I'm stuck in a point where I want to learn how to draw but I cant motivate myself to do it.
6. someone to talk to. I love meeting new people.
7. storys to go with my commissions. I'm really bad at writing and giving context to pictures, it'd mean the world if one of you guys would write a story to go with one of your favorite pics that I commissioned <3
8. donations for the "get pinku the fuck out of canada" fund! more info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7232582/
9. cool halo pokemon cards! I dont play but I love to collect them <3



Do this, too, and I'll link it on my journal so we can spread the cheer! <3

6/

I keep tabs on what commissions are owed to me, I may as well keep tabs on money that I owe


bolty 40$

to start on our new year's resolutions?
I think I'm going to attempt (again) to learn how to draw but this time I'll give it my 100%!

YOU HEARD RIGHT!
me and my band of nerds are staying at the main hotel at MFF and I cant be more excited for it!

okay... not me in pain but a friend is in a LOT of pain. she busted their tooth on their grandmother's granite counter while helping her cleanup dinner and has no insurance to help cover the bill to fix or remove the tooth.
please consider commissioning or donating money to help her out

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7205068
^^^^^ more info here

A lovely secret part four of the recent pics I posted <3
That dia and Alice are just trouble I swear!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18237540
gawd if I had the money to kill I'd grab it for myself c,c

Where are you staying?
double tree I have a little walk but I'll live

What day are you getting there?
the whole con

Who are you rooming with?
 8bitfur

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
ummm 8bit and some others... I know alot of people whose going to this con o,o

Are there any panels you might be attending?
maybe

Will you be suiting?
Yup.

What is your gender?
dood

How tall are you?
5'11" or so

Can I talk to you?
why would you want to do that?

Can I touch you?
if you want!

How can I find you?
that's a good question

Can I visit your room?
if you're up for the walk sure I guess

Can I buy you drinks?
sure can!

Can I give you stuff?
HAHAHAHA yes

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
both!

How long are you going?
whole con!

Do you have an artist table?
I dun draw

Will you be going to parties?
it's a strong possibility

Will you be performing?
Nope.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Calista, Ryou and any other name you know me as

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
MIA

What/where will you be eating?
nooooo clue

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Sure~ I'm not eating anywhere fancy, but I'm happy to have to company.

Can I take your picture?
sure!

you know how it goes!
ask away