A Epiphany that has made me realize how happy I am.
Posted a month agoSo. Most have noticed ive taken a break on social media. I needed a break to re-center and just think. And honestly I feel much better.
Ive come to realize in recent years ive been so focused on "winning" back relationships lost, that I put a lot the people i SHOULD be focusing on, on the backburner. Ive been more trying to win back lost relationships that ive been blind to the relationships I've had in front of me. From people who legit care about me.
It wasnt until recently. When someone pointed out im living a great life. And...they are right.
1. Im married. To the love of my life. Hes the reason im happy. Hes who i come home to every night. Hes the reason I bust my ass and move mountains for.
2. Ive a well paying job doing something i genuinely love. Im a driver in the medical field. Something ive enjoyed for many years.
3. I have a fantastic friend circle. Many who support me. Many who are there to lift me up. Who celebrate my successes. And many who mourn my losses. Friends who help me when I need it. Friends who give me honest opinions and help me solve issues.
4. I have the best fucking roommates any person can ask for. Bills are paid on time now. Im not struggling.
I live a good life. And ive realized that ive been squandering it worrying about the people who ditched me, blocked me, got rid of me, etc. People whom ive called friends/family.
That one persin who showed me I had a good life and was focused on the negative effectively woke me up.
I'm happy. I'm content. Im living a great life. Much to the chagrin of those who wish the worst of me. Lol.
So. I guess what I'm trying to say is... thank you. Thank you all so much for being the best part of my life. For allowing me to live my best life.
To all my friends. To my chosen family. I will be doing my best to shift my focus to all of you. I will no longer focus on those I've lost in hopes to gain them back. Ill focus on those whom have stuck to my side.
Im back to drawing more again as I enjoy it again. And ill make sure you guys join me on that too.
And to those whom have left me, ditched me, dumped me, and blocked me. They say the best revenge is a life well lived. And im living my best, happiest life, using your rage induced fire to warm my home, and your rage induced tears to sip my tea. Stay mad 💜💛
Im heading back to work now. Wanna get home to my husband and shower him in love.
I love all of you. You all make this werebeast dad the proudest dad.
Ive come to realize in recent years ive been so focused on "winning" back relationships lost, that I put a lot the people i SHOULD be focusing on, on the backburner. Ive been more trying to win back lost relationships that ive been blind to the relationships I've had in front of me. From people who legit care about me.
It wasnt until recently. When someone pointed out im living a great life. And...they are right.
1. Im married. To the love of my life. Hes the reason im happy. Hes who i come home to every night. Hes the reason I bust my ass and move mountains for.
2. Ive a well paying job doing something i genuinely love. Im a driver in the medical field. Something ive enjoyed for many years.
3. I have a fantastic friend circle. Many who support me. Many who are there to lift me up. Who celebrate my successes. And many who mourn my losses. Friends who help me when I need it. Friends who give me honest opinions and help me solve issues.
4. I have the best fucking roommates any person can ask for. Bills are paid on time now. Im not struggling.
I live a good life. And ive realized that ive been squandering it worrying about the people who ditched me, blocked me, got rid of me, etc. People whom ive called friends/family.
That one persin who showed me I had a good life and was focused on the negative effectively woke me up.
I'm happy. I'm content. Im living a great life. Much to the chagrin of those who wish the worst of me. Lol.
So. I guess what I'm trying to say is... thank you. Thank you all so much for being the best part of my life. For allowing me to live my best life.
To all my friends. To my chosen family. I will be doing my best to shift my focus to all of you. I will no longer focus on those I've lost in hopes to gain them back. Ill focus on those whom have stuck to my side.
Im back to drawing more again as I enjoy it again. And ill make sure you guys join me on that too.
And to those whom have left me, ditched me, dumped me, and blocked me. They say the best revenge is a life well lived. And im living my best, happiest life, using your rage induced fire to warm my home, and your rage induced tears to sip my tea. Stay mad 💜💛
Im heading back to work now. Wanna get home to my husband and shower him in love.
I love all of you. You all make this werebeast dad the proudest dad.
It birfmas
Posted 2 months agoHappy birfmas to me
Art schedule, FWA Canceled for me. Stream schedule!
Posted 4 months agoAlright guys.
So. As yall know, I've been drawing a lot these past few days. This was me testing a new schedule i am starting soon.
Starting this coming week, I will be working on OWED commissions on stream again.
Streams will be at 4am until 10am CST.
As for FWA, Im NOT going. As I do not have the funds, I've canceled my going to the con.
Instead, starting THIS WEDNESDAY, 5/7, until 5/12, at 12p CST, I'll be live for 12 hours also doing owed commissions.
Please refer to the schedule linked here!
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....t?usp=drivesdk
See ya soon!
So. As yall know, I've been drawing a lot these past few days. This was me testing a new schedule i am starting soon.
Starting this coming week, I will be working on OWED commissions on stream again.
Streams will be at 4am until 10am CST.
As for FWA, Im NOT going. As I do not have the funds, I've canceled my going to the con.
Instead, starting THIS WEDNESDAY, 5/7, until 5/12, at 12p CST, I'll be live for 12 hours also doing owed commissions.
Please refer to the schedule linked here!
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....t?usp=drivesdk
See ya soon!
Thank you all for a fantastic charity week!
Posted 6 months agoAnd with that, my 24 hour stream has come to an end, thus ending my charity event.
A week of art and games all to raise money for Starlight Children's foundation.
I set a goal for $1000. We managed to raise $1300. You are all so amazing.
Thank you to my community, twitch raiders, and friends. I remember why i love streaming. Ill be streaming more for sure.
For all of March, all twitch subs/bits/donations will be donated to the charity.
If you wish to continue to donate, this link will remain active until April.
https://tilt.fyi/zV5ng0q2bm
Thank you all so much for a fun fantastic week
A week of art and games all to raise money for Starlight Children's foundation.
I set a goal for $1000. We managed to raise $1300. You are all so amazing.
Thank you to my community, twitch raiders, and friends. I remember why i love streaming. Ill be streaming more for sure.
For all of March, all twitch subs/bits/donations will be donated to the charity.
If you wish to continue to donate, this link will remain active until April.
https://tilt.fyi/zV5ng0q2bm
Thank you all so much for a fun fantastic week
NEW YEARS PAY WHAT YOU WANT PARTY!!
Posted 8 months agoYou heard right lovelies!
regarding my streams on wednesday, through sunday.
as i am off for those 5 days, I will be hosting my New Years Pay Whatever you want Sketch party on Piczel! Im currently getting the logistics ready for it, but itll be like the last one.
You come in, you order a sketch, you pay whatever price you want, or the Base minimum, and i sketch your piece!
all streams will be from 2pm to 10pm, though there will be one day, where i will be taking a roommate out to work so they can have money. ill keep you posted on that.
so yeah! Mark your calendars!
PWYW New Years Party!
Jan 1st to 5th, 2025
2PM to Midnight CST.
Minimum per sketch - $20.
SEE YOU THEN!!!
regarding my streams on wednesday, through sunday.
as i am off for those 5 days, I will be hosting my New Years Pay Whatever you want Sketch party on Piczel! Im currently getting the logistics ready for it, but itll be like the last one.
You come in, you order a sketch, you pay whatever price you want, or the Base minimum, and i sketch your piece!
all streams will be from 2pm to 10pm, though there will be one day, where i will be taking a roommate out to work so they can have money. ill keep you posted on that.
so yeah! Mark your calendars!
PWYW New Years Party!
Jan 1st to 5th, 2025
2PM to Midnight CST.
Minimum per sketch - $20.
SEE YOU THEN!!!
The Werebeasts Schedule (Week of 12/16-22/2024
Posted 9 months agoAlright lovelies. We are gonna try this schedule thing again, now that ive discussed things with roomies, and weve solidified things, which has, as you can all see, allowed me to get back into drawing and posting. so with that said. I have finally designed and Solidified My schedule for this Week!
Please follow the link below, and keep it saved! I will update this Schedule EVERY SUNDAY
Also note, the schedule is subject to change, and updates will be reflected on the side of the table!
The Werebeasts Schedule for 12/16-22/24
Please follow the link below, and keep it saved! I will update this Schedule EVERY SUNDAY
Also note, the schedule is subject to change, and updates will be reflected on the side of the table!
The Werebeasts Schedule for 12/16-22/24
LIVE ON PICZEL
Posted 11 months agoSTREAMING LIVE NOW!
Starting late as i got home late but we are gonna try and finish up some works! Gonna go until 10AM!
come on in, enjoy some chill vibes, good music, and lots of beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
Starting late as i got home late but we are gonna try and finish up some works! Gonna go until 10AM!
come on in, enjoy some chill vibes, good music, and lots of beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
STREAM SCHEDULE (as of 9/25/24)
Posted 11 months agohey lovelies
My stream schedule starts this week. To refresh yalls memory.
Fri: 4a - 8a
Sat: 6p - 12a
Sun: 8p - 12a
Mon: 12a - 8a
Tues-Thurs: No Stream
Gonna be working on a bunch of backlog stuff. I'll have a pic that shows my schedule up here later today!
These are OVERNIGHT streams, so the times above are stated in a "Thurs into fri" deal.
ALSO. Sundays stream is 12 hours, it just becomes Monday at midnight, which is why you see 12a to 8a. It's Sunday into Monday.
Hopefully that clears up any timing confusion.
All times are in CST.
Love yall!
My stream schedule starts this week. To refresh yalls memory.
Fri: 4a - 8a
Sat: 6p - 12a
Sun: 8p - 12a
Mon: 12a - 8a
Tues-Thurs: No Stream
Gonna be working on a bunch of backlog stuff. I'll have a pic that shows my schedule up here later today!
These are OVERNIGHT streams, so the times above are stated in a "Thurs into fri" deal.
ALSO. Sundays stream is 12 hours, it just becomes Monday at midnight, which is why you see 12a to 8a. It's Sunday into Monday.
Hopefully that clears up any timing confusion.
All times are in CST.
Love yall!
STREAMING IN 25 MINUTES
Posted 11 months agoHey yall! I'll be streaming here at 5AM CST until 10AM CST.
Gonna be working on commissions.
Also. Starting this week, the stream schedule will be as such. THIS is also the schedule moving forward. (All times in CST)
Monday - 4a - 10a
Tuesday - OFF
Wednesday - OFF
Thursday - OFF
Friday - 4a - 8a
Saturday 6p - 2a
Sunday - 6p - 10p
Until further notice, this will be the stream schedule. Hope to see yall there!
Gonna be working on commissions.
Also. Starting this week, the stream schedule will be as such. THIS is also the schedule moving forward. (All times in CST)
Monday - 4a - 10a
Tuesday - OFF
Wednesday - OFF
Thursday - OFF
Friday - 4a - 8a
Saturday 6p - 2a
Sunday - 6p - 10p
Until further notice, this will be the stream schedule. Hope to see yall there!
STREAMING LIVE NOW ON PICZEL!
Posted a year agoGOING LIVE NOW!
Starting late, cuz i had some things i was handling, but I am going live, and with the husmeowf!
Come on in, enjoy some tunes, and enjoy the beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
Starting late, cuz i had some things i was handling, but I am going live, and with the husmeowf!
Come on in, enjoy some tunes, and enjoy the beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
Hey there. Quick update
Posted a year agoSo. 24 hour stream will be on Saturday. it will start at around 4PM CST.
it will be 12 hours of art, 12 hours of games.
from 4PM - 10PM ill be doing PWYW Sketches.
then from 10PM to 10AM i will be doing a variety of games! Ill have a list soon.
and then from 10AM to 4PM will be more Art!
this is my VERY FIRST 24 hour stream im doing as I am celebrating my birthday!
as of today, i turn 35!
So. please join me on Saturday 7/13/24 for my very first 24 Hour stream!
it will be 12 hours of art, 12 hours of games.
from 4PM - 10PM ill be doing PWYW Sketches.
then from 10PM to 10AM i will be doing a variety of games! Ill have a list soon.
and then from 10AM to 4PM will be more Art!
this is my VERY FIRST 24 hour stream im doing as I am celebrating my birthday!
as of today, i turn 35!
So. please join me on Saturday 7/13/24 for my very first 24 Hour stream!
EMERGENCY PWYW STREAM IS LIVE!
Posted a year agoPWYW Sketch Stream is Live.
Raising money for the security deposit needed by tomorrow morning.
rising total on stream too. Any help is welcome. Come get a sketch.
$10 minimum
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
you can also donate to
dariusleogator[at]gmail.com
or $WereBeastArts on Cashapp
Raising money for the security deposit needed by tomorrow morning.
rising total on stream too. Any help is welcome. Come get a sketch.
$10 minimum
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
you can also donate to
dariusleogator[at]gmail.com
or $WereBeastArts on Cashapp
My Return from FWA! - Schedule Changes!
Posted a year agoApologies for not keeping everyone up to date about my returning from FWA. But ive been back since yesterday.
I had to go straight to work upon arriving as they changed my schedule from 4p - 4a, from 12p - 9p.
As soon as i got home from work, I was out like a light.
FWA was great, but honestly, I'm thrilled to be home. and now that I'm on a 12p-9p Shift, I can adjust my schedule for streams!
Ill have an official schedule posted later tonight once i finalize things. but yes! Morning Art Streams and Nightly Gaming Streams will be returning!!
All in all, i had fun at FWA. saw old friends, made new ones. and despite shenanigans that happened, Im glad to be home.
now if youll excuse me, Im gonna go hop in the shower, and prep for work. then have some breakfast! Love you all!
GLAD TO BE BACK HOME AND WITH YOU LOT!
I had to go straight to work upon arriving as they changed my schedule from 4p - 4a, from 12p - 9p.
As soon as i got home from work, I was out like a light.
FWA was great, but honestly, I'm thrilled to be home. and now that I'm on a 12p-9p Shift, I can adjust my schedule for streams!
Ill have an official schedule posted later tonight once i finalize things. but yes! Morning Art Streams and Nightly Gaming Streams will be returning!!
All in all, i had fun at FWA. saw old friends, made new ones. and despite shenanigans that happened, Im glad to be home.
now if youll excuse me, Im gonna go hop in the shower, and prep for work. then have some breakfast! Love you all!
GLAD TO BE BACK HOME AND WITH YOU LOT!
At FWA
Posted a year agoI forgot to announce.
I'm at FWA. If you see me, say hi!
I'm at FWA. If you see me, say hi!
Regarding monster hunter adopts.
Posted a year agoI have lowered the price by 50%
So each adopt Is now $75.
They will still come with a reference sheet.
Here is a link to each of them. It is First Come First Served.
So each adopt Is now $75.
They will still come with a reference sheet.
Here is a link to each of them. It is First Come First Served.
Female Nergigante Adopt
SOLD: Owned by Valron the Oni on Twitter.
Intersex Male Nergigante Adopt
Price - $75.
Click Here to View
Female Deviljho Adopt
Price - $75.
Click Here to View.
Intersex Female Deviljho Adopt
Price - $75.
Click Here to View
If you expect RP don't add me.
Posted a year agoAs the title says.
Lately I've been put off with rp because people can't differentiate lines. Some people assume that when you rp with someone, boom. Automatic boyfriend/girlfriend/partners.
I used to use RP/ERP as a tool for my art. Recent events have made it rather sour and so I stopped. Yet people tell me thier frustrations on that matter.
Others fucked around with me, and now it's ruined for everyone.
Do I still rp? Yes. With VERY select few CLOSE friends. To put in perspective. My rp partners are enough that I count on a SINGLE HAND.
I will not rp with randos. I will not be your virtual boyfriend/fucktoy. Get to know me, and MAYBE you'll have a chance. But don't count on it.
If none of this applies to you, and you just want to add me to be friends, you know how to find me. Just note. I'm busy. I work 12 hour days, and draw for 6 hours a day. I'm off weekends.
That cool with you? Sweet. Let's link up.
Lately I've been put off with rp because people can't differentiate lines. Some people assume that when you rp with someone, boom. Automatic boyfriend/girlfriend/partners.
I used to use RP/ERP as a tool for my art. Recent events have made it rather sour and so I stopped. Yet people tell me thier frustrations on that matter.
Others fucked around with me, and now it's ruined for everyone.
Do I still rp? Yes. With VERY select few CLOSE friends. To put in perspective. My rp partners are enough that I count on a SINGLE HAND.
I will not rp with randos. I will not be your virtual boyfriend/fucktoy. Get to know me, and MAYBE you'll have a chance. But don't count on it.
If none of this applies to you, and you just want to add me to be friends, you know how to find me. Just note. I'm busy. I work 12 hour days, and draw for 6 hours a day. I'm off weekends.
That cool with you? Sweet. Let's link up.
LIVE ON TWITCH! - TP Randomizer
Posted a year agoMore Hyrule Shenanigans. AND THIS TIME I READ THE RULES FOR SHUFFLING! NO MORE SOFT LOCKS!
Come on and see me run around aimlessly! WE WILL SAVE THE WORLD ONE ITEM AT A TIME!
https://twitch.tv/DariusLeoGator
also. GASP! EARLY STREAM?!
Less common than you think!
Come on and see me run around aimlessly! WE WILL SAVE THE WORLD ONE ITEM AT A TIME!
https://twitch.tv/DariusLeoGator
also. GASP! EARLY STREAM?!
Less common than you think!
Pec/Tit YCH is NOW OPEN!
Posted a year agoI have 5 Slots open for them. You can view them by going to the corresponding Links below!
If you would like to claim one, you can note me, or leave a reply below!!
I will be doing these in batches of 10. ive already sold 5, so 5 more slots remain!!
$50/Character.
$10/Variant
1st Variant Free.
Intersex/All Species are welcome
Can design clothing/color
Can mix and Match!
Muscle Male:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988019/
Belly/MPreg Male:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988037/
Muscle Female:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988064/
Belly/Preggo Female
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988084/
If you would like to claim one, you can note me, or leave a reply below!!
I will be doing these in batches of 10. ive already sold 5, so 5 more slots remain!!
$50/Character.
$10/Variant
1st Variant Free.
Intersex/All Species are welcome
Can design clothing/color
Can mix and Match!
Muscle Male:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988019/
Belly/MPreg Male:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988037/
Muscle Female:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988064/
Belly/Preggo Female
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55988084/
Art stream postponed to tonight maybe!
Posted a year agoNo stream today due to StreamLabs having to update, which caused a lot of my pre-fixed overlays and settings to be reset. So i had to spend time to fix it.
I just finished, and with work being in less than an hour, it would make no sense to stream.
Ill be releasing the YCH today once its done! if you want one, please DM me! Im only taking 10 of them right now.
Ill see you all tonight at 9PM for some ALTTP Randomizer, OR art! (Maybe Art lol)
love you all! 💜💛
I just finished, and with work being in less than an hour, it would make no sense to stream.
Ill be releasing the YCH today once its done! if you want one, please DM me! Im only taking 10 of them right now.
Ill see you all tonight at 9PM for some ALTTP Randomizer, OR art! (Maybe Art lol)
love you all! 💜💛
Late start, but LIVE ON PICZEL!
Posted a year agoLate start today, but thats ok!
Working on more of the ref sheet i was doing yesterday for FinShifter. Gonna try and get done as much as i can!
Come on in for some real good times, positive vibes, Hella big Beef and Chill AF Tunes!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
Working on more of the ref sheet i was doing yesterday for FinShifter. Gonna try and get done as much as i can!
Come on in for some real good times, positive vibes, Hella big Beef and Chill AF Tunes!
https://piczel.tv/watch/WereBeastArts
LIVE on Piczel! Working on Backlog
Posted a year agoWoke up late after getting some much needed sleep.
we will be live for 4 hours working on art, so come on in, enjoy the tunes, and some beef and keep a Werebeast Company!
STREAM IS LIVE!!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator
we will be live for 4 hours working on art, so come on in, enjoy the tunes, and some beef and keep a Werebeast Company!
STREAM IS LIVE!!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator
LIVE on Piczel! Working on Backlog
Posted a year agoHappy Wednesday! Hope you are all doing well!
Just letting yall know im live on Piczel! working on more art until i have to work! so come on in, enjoy some tunes, and some hot beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator
Just letting yall know im live on Piczel! working on more art until i have to work! so come on in, enjoy some tunes, and some hot beef!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator
Art Dump Incoming!
Posted a year agoI got a LOT of art prepping for upload here in 2 minutes.
5 minute intervals. 60 Pieces. Ill change the names and add descriptions once they are all done!
See you in a bit!
5 minute intervals. 60 Pieces. Ill change the names and add descriptions once they are all done!
See you in a bit!
To JaguarMaster. A Public apology.
Posted a year agoTo 
I owe you the biggest apology in my life.
I placed you in such an uncomfortable situation, a situation you never deserved to be a part of, simply because I was angry at the situation itself. You were but an innocent bystander who did everything correctly, but because of my own emotions on the subject, I chose to ignore that, and I forced you to do something I promised you I would never do.
I forced you to choose between our friendship and the cause of the situation. I forced you to choose between me or a group. Solely because the group hurt someone I was near and dear to. I let my rage blind me and I took it out on you. Especially after you were so ecstatic about not only joining a group, but doing so exceptional they made you admin to the group because of your skill and charisma.
But because I was blinded by rage at how they treated someone close to me, I bared my fangs at you, someone I call family, and caused all this.
None of this was your fault. You hadn't known what you now know. And I should have remembered that. You even told me multiple times you never knew, and you abstained and that you wanted no part of the situation. But because I stupidly blanketed everything, I made you suffer for something you had no involvement in.
I've since calmed down. And as time passed...I just felt more and more horrible. I've tried messaging you, but end up deleting my messages because the more I dwell on what happened, the more I realized I Royally fucked up with you. I knew I needed to apologize. I HAD to.
I wanted to apologize so bad. Ensure to you that you did nothing wrong. That I fucked up. That I caused this. And that you did everything right. But I was so scared you would never forgive me.
I was so scared that 15 years of our life- of our friendship...would just disappear. Which brings me to now.
As of this morning. I was not only notified of my worst fears...but I sadly confirmed you blocked me everywhere. My rage. My blind rage. My acting out before being rational...has put 15 years of friendship in dire jeopardy. I've tried reaching out however and whereever I can. Hoping. Praying that you will reach out to me. That you will message me.
Jaguar. I am groveling at your feet. On my hands and knees. I am begging you for forgiveness. I apologize profusely for EVER causing you this much mental pain, anguish, and torment. I apologize profusely for placing you in a situation you had no reason to be a part of.
I apologize to you, Jaguar. For absolutely devastating what was 15 amazing years of our friendship, with my unforgivable behavior.
I don't want to lose you. You are like family to me.
Please.
Please forgive me.
I really don't want to lose you...

I owe you the biggest apology in my life.
I placed you in such an uncomfortable situation, a situation you never deserved to be a part of, simply because I was angry at the situation itself. You were but an innocent bystander who did everything correctly, but because of my own emotions on the subject, I chose to ignore that, and I forced you to do something I promised you I would never do.
I forced you to choose between our friendship and the cause of the situation. I forced you to choose between me or a group. Solely because the group hurt someone I was near and dear to. I let my rage blind me and I took it out on you. Especially after you were so ecstatic about not only joining a group, but doing so exceptional they made you admin to the group because of your skill and charisma.
But because I was blinded by rage at how they treated someone close to me, I bared my fangs at you, someone I call family, and caused all this.
None of this was your fault. You hadn't known what you now know. And I should have remembered that. You even told me multiple times you never knew, and you abstained and that you wanted no part of the situation. But because I stupidly blanketed everything, I made you suffer for something you had no involvement in.
I've since calmed down. And as time passed...I just felt more and more horrible. I've tried messaging you, but end up deleting my messages because the more I dwell on what happened, the more I realized I Royally fucked up with you. I knew I needed to apologize. I HAD to.
I wanted to apologize so bad. Ensure to you that you did nothing wrong. That I fucked up. That I caused this. And that you did everything right. But I was so scared you would never forgive me.
I was so scared that 15 years of our life- of our friendship...would just disappear. Which brings me to now.
As of this morning. I was not only notified of my worst fears...but I sadly confirmed you blocked me everywhere. My rage. My blind rage. My acting out before being rational...has put 15 years of friendship in dire jeopardy. I've tried reaching out however and whereever I can. Hoping. Praying that you will reach out to me. That you will message me.
Jaguar. I am groveling at your feet. On my hands and knees. I am begging you for forgiveness. I apologize profusely for EVER causing you this much mental pain, anguish, and torment. I apologize profusely for placing you in a situation you had no reason to be a part of.
I apologize to you, Jaguar. For absolutely devastating what was 15 amazing years of our friendship, with my unforgivable behavior.
I don't want to lose you. You are like family to me.
Please.
Please forgive me.
I really don't want to lose you...
STREAM IS LIVE NOW!
Posted a year agoSTREAM IS LIVE EVERYONE!
Working on more backlog commissions. tis the life for me right now!
Come on in and enjoy some good times, positive vibes, thick beef, and Doctor Who!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator
Working on more backlog commissions. tis the life for me right now!
Come on in and enjoy some good times, positive vibes, thick beef, and Doctor Who!
https://piczel.tv/watch/DariusLeoGator