This summer is better than my previous ones.

Two weeks ago, I visited 2 furs across the border and I thank them for inviting me. I should visit the Vermont and the New Hampshire. The White Mountain Park seems like a friendly place to do some hiking. That should be doable in mid September because I got a week off.

Then, back in Montréal, I went to the LGBT pride parade. I have been in Montréal for 7 years and I've finally decided to go. There was a small furry meet organized to attend to the parade. I did bring my 6 foot tall inflatable Zilla to cheer up on the sidewalk. Zilla did attract a lot of attention. When we walked next to the parade I had to stop very often because people wanted to take photos. Closing in to the finish line, it was really hard squeak in between the crowd. I sure did excuse myself countless of times. I stayed a bit at the Vilkage to take off Zilla of my shoulders and rest a little. Two kids gave him a few punches just because it's fun to fight with Godzilla. My way back to the car was way much longer than I expected, but it allowed me to enjoy the Ste-Catherine Street. People were playing chess with oversized pieces. Again, I had many looks because of that big lizard on my shoulders. Once I reached my car, I was relieved and quite surprised that the inflatable was still intact.

And last week, I enjoyed 2 different beaches by myself in my area. I'm quite surprised that I haven't tried it before. I was even able to bring my inflatable mattress and Intex Friendly Shark. With my body hairs shaved, my tanned skin looks great. I don't look like someone who spends countless hours at the computer anymore... but that might change: I just received my Oculus Rift DK2 virtual reality headset. The thing is really immersive, but I have yet to try a game that fully utilizes its potential and without bugs.

Feel free to poke me if you want to enjoy some beach time or do some running. My cardio is getting better and better and I'm taking interest into doing a marathon. ^'===='^

Nosgoth just sent me 3 Closed Beta access keys. If you loved playing Left 4 Dead and love biting people, you probably will enjoy Nosgoth. ;E

First come, first served. Just ask for the key in the comment.

Got to try some Evolve. Oh my Godzilla! The pet lizard in the menu is so cute! ^'===='^

Oh wait, I can't Livestream! The NDA! BAH! D:

Been stressed recently because my little brother who lives with me owns me a lot of money and he keeps going in night clubs, he visits the pawn shop often and I suspect he also plays slot machines. This week-end, he had 2 friends visiting the city, one stayed here during 2 nights and was left unattended Monday morning. The other one, the one who stayed at the hotel, was a 22 years old tattooed girl. Stuff is missing in my bedroom. I texted him that if he doesn't find them during the following week, I'm kicking him out. I was very angry back then and wrote the message in capitals and used a swear word. He said he went to his girlfriend's place. I have yet to get any news from him. I've been staying here for days and I'm calling off for this week-end. I need to talk to him to set my mind at ease. I surely can't do a good job at work if my mind is troubled.

Yeah, I'm getting paranoiac again. I feel used by my family. Now, whenever I answer the phone I answer "How much?" or "What's not working with your computer this time?" It's this bad.

We have been raised with no real needs to discuss about serious topics or be real with our feelings in the family. I wish my brothers and my sister would try to save some money just like me. They also don't seem to share my sense of altruism like my worries for future generations for example.

This time again, I've got an urge to move in another province and stay away from my family. That should be for my mental health and their benefit as well. Some day, they will understand... hopefully.

So, yeah, I might not be too... ugh, beh, that probably won't change much about my chatting mood these days after all. Sorry to bother you all with this. I just wanted to explain a bit why I'm... err... me.

No, I'm not the one giving away the keys. I wish I could give you many gifts, but I'm not Santa Clauss or part of the 1%. :E

Plus, there is a major free update coming up for Dino D-Day. The graphics were aging and they will do something about it. Dino D-Day runs on the popular Source engine.

http://www.pcgamer.com/2014/07/02/free-steam-key/

I was too fast and did buy this package during the Steam sale from my phone. It was on sale for $9.99. I already have Borderlands GOTY. I probably thought I was getting Borderlands 2 GOTY. How misleading. :E

What you get:
- Borderlands GOTY
- Borderlands 2

Comment or note me.

Hi.

Will be off for the week-end visiting my parents in Sagnenay on a camping site. I have the week-off and I have nothing else scheduled. I'm ready to travel some around Québec, Ontario or more preferably the USA East Coast. I sure could use some beach time. So, if anyone would like to endure me for a couple of days, feel free to invite me or something.

See you around and enjoy the sun! :D

Squeak! ^'===='^

PS: I want to apologize to my friends for being somewhat moody these past weeks. My procrastination problem isn't fixed yet and it causes me some stress. I'm more angry toward myself more than anything. Sorry again for not being a good chatter.

***edit***

PSS: I also got a basic camping kit: big tent, air mattress, sleeping bag, pillow, pool toys, etc. XD;

Inflatable commission anyone? L'été arrive à grands pas! :D
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5796729/

A friend recently complained that there isn't enough balloonie vore. I answered him that the reason is simple: balloonies are fragile... well, most of them are, just like me. A predator isn't a real predator if this one can be taken down by the prick of a claw or a simple bite. I also think many preys prefer the comfort of a warm and wet and dark and slimy and gutsy and etc. stomach. :E

Anyway, I showed him that balloonie vore has existed from a long time ago and showed him few pictures from Strega's old gallery.

*** NSFW NSFW NSFW ***
http://aryion.com/g4/view/11399
http://aryion.com/g4/view/11395
http://aryion.com/g4/view/11397
http://aryion.com/g4/view/10883
http://aryion.com/g4/view/10838
http://aryion.com/g4/view/165837
http://aryion.com/g4/view/11436
*** NSFW NSFW NSFW ***

There are also stories in his gallery.

Other artists...

SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/102264
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/26895
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/206150
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/206151
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/206152
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/202162
SFW http://aryion.com/g4/view/202163

Personally, I can digest, but only the latex, rubber ans plastic material. I'm only a real predators for balloons and other pool toys. I might be able to drug flesh and bone creatures in case I want to take them in. Who knows, perhaps one day I'll get a major vinyl upgrade and be as tough as this vorish balloonie gul. ;E

Hi everyone,

I recently upgraded my Samsung Galaxy Note 2 to a Note 3 and so far I'm pleased with the snappyness of this phone. ^'===='^

I'm currently downloading Samsung KNOX which came preloaded on it. Samsung KNOW allows you create a complete new virtual phone... within your phone. This kind of app is very useful if you use your personal phone for both your personal life and your work. Whenever you start work in the morning, simply enter your KNOX password, and voila, your work environment is unlocked on your phone and you can start using your personal phone as if it was your work phone.

I have barely no life at all, but for the little that I have, I try to separate my human life from my furry life. Being an inflatable Zilla isn't something everyone could understand or even accept. When going to a furry meet or a furry convention, I'm pretty sure many of you had to change your various app account settings to reflect your current furry life and keep in touch with furry friends during such event. What a unpleasant task trying to figure out and remember your user account name and password for all your human and furry accounts. So far, I've been using a separate browser to keep track of furry things related and so it does a great job. Even though, browsers have their limits and that's why there are apps such as Facebook, Skype, Twitter, etc. that exist to make your life easier. On the PC, it's sometimes possible to have multiple instances of the same app loaded, but with a different user account. On a phone, this is not possible. Well, not until such app as Samsung KNOX arrives.

All this talk is theorical so far as I haven't tried KNOX yet. I'll keep you in touch as I'm going to discover if this 188MB download is worth it or not.

Deko The Deflatable Zilla
^'===='^

Hello peeps,

Look at this nice little jewel I just found on the Web.
http://mangafox.me/manga/the_dragon_next_door/

If you love webcomics, games, sillyness AND dragons, you're gonna love it. ^'===='^

Testing... testing... 1,2,3...
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/deko-gaming

I was browsing the "anthropomorphism" tag on BakaBT and found that out of luck. There, they have it on Daily Motion.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xs.....ip1_shortfilms
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xs.....ip2_shortfilms

Happy holidays, people, furries and friends... and also the others, but they probably won't read this journal.

Yes, I'm still alive. Recently, I've ceised contact with online people because I went into some anti social pass or I still have this procrastination problem. My social life seems to pretty much be confined to the web sphere. Im sorry if I didnt warn anyone before. I have that tendency and I hate that... but I think it's necessary.

Im not perfect and although I try to be social... and sometimes I think highschool just screwed up my social skills. So, sometimes I just go "Fuck the society" and then I just close myself just like I used to do during highschool because society brings out bad feelings and my worse sides, so it hurts me or the others.

Because of these troubling thoughts and feelings, I try to change my mind, to get my brain busy with something else like games or day dreaming about various adventures where Im the hero... or Im the vilain when Im really pissed or sad. I also found myself to numb my consciousness by being tired and I liked that somehow as it just happened on its own.

There is also this fetish that I sometimes curse. Im pretty sure my social and sentental life would have been different. Yes, Ive never had a mate in my whole life. Im a virgin... because these air bags dont count after all.

So to resume, Im a sad procrastinator who is addicted to video games to forget about his problems and his responsabilities up to late hours so he gets tired the next day to forget even more about things such as how society bullied him and so he repeats this loop and gets stuck in there for a long time.

But I have health, a job, a home, a full stomach, a family hours away... and probably some friends... well, online friends. I tend to forget about it, about the friends thing. Surely it's because I try not to get attached to them in fear of being rejected. Sometimes I try to imagine what would it be like to break up with my love and Ive got this feeling that my heart wont survive it... so I close it.

Dont worry guys, I will survive. Im though. I now sleep better and more. I stay away from overtime shifts. I still have to get back into the gym, fix my old computers, sell all these parts scattered around in my apartment, fill up my taxes and perhaps find a roommate or just move and also to find a more rewarding job.

Sorry again for disappearing and disappointed some. Please, take care and cherish the things and people close to you. ^'===='^

^ Title :P

... and nothing is planned yet. So, I might just be stuck at home unless someone has something serious to propose in private message. And you know, I quite miss the summer already as I really didn't get the time to enjoy it this year. D:

My birthday is pretty soon too. 32 it is. Good thing I go to the gym so I don't feel old. ^'===='^;;

More updates later about what's up with my life and what is my current flow of thoughts.

Well, it had Dead Space 3 in it, so I had to jump on it. Sure, I presume no money goes to the developers, but instead it goes to a good cause. The thing is, I still don't know why I gave money to American organizations while I'm Canadian. Perhaps I've been a little too excited. :E

We surely could play some coop, no?

www.humblebundle.com

... you."

What... in... the... hell?!

What kind of sick feature is that, FA?!

If you feel harassed by blocked people faving your stuff, just disable the fav notification from blocked people, that's it. It avoids drama, Furaffinity. Now, your message sounds more like: "Oh, we are sorry, but it seems this artist thinks you are not worthy of admiring his art, so we humbly stop you from faving his submissions. Have a nice day, loser. ^^"

If someone wants to fav your art, this person will be able to with an alternate account. That's it. But when you block users for trivial reasons or no given warning or reasons at all and disallow them form faving your gallery, you are just being a dick.

The problem with that, and I've mentioned it before, there are some elitists, snobish artists and circles jecks that enjoy blocking people they hate for what they are (species, religion, fetish, nationality, etc.) and like spreading lies so people can block them.

I feel the rage coming inside me, still. I've always supported Furaffinity in the past, but now, I'm really... I don't know. I might need break and get a life instead. Meh. >'===='>

Looks like I'm spreading the virus. >'===='>;
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4825471/

Rercherche colocataires / Looking for roommates

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(english version will follow)
Voilà, celà fait 1 an que je vis seul dans ce 5 1/2 à Anjou à 675$ par mois et je n'ai toujours pas décidé de déménager. J'ai eu beaucoup de temps avec moi-même pour réfléchir et je croix être prêt à vivre avec des colocataires. J'ai bien apprécié vivre seul, mais si je peux me trouver des personnes de confiance, celà ne devrait pas me faire de tord. Je sais qu'il est tard pour faire cet annonce, mais il faut comprende que celà n'a pas été facile de décider de risquer de briser cette vie confortable.

Donc, voilà les conditions importantes:
- N'a pas de chien ni de chat (peut-être un chat s'il est dégriffé)
- Ne fume pas
- Me laisse dormir le soir parce que je dois me coucher très tôt (ma chambre est à côté de la cuisine, donc il n'y ne devrait pas y avoir de problème pour le salon)
- Fait sa part de ménage (j'ai un aspirateur, c'est essentiel pour mon allergie à la poussière/acariens)
- Achète sa propre nourriture (on peut partager quelques petits trucs, mais sans plus)
- Paie sa part égale du loyer et des factures (électricité et Internet)
- Je suis ouvert à toutes les orientations sexuelles

Envoyez moi un message Facebook ou bien un courriel à (d)(e)(k)(o).(d)®(a)(k) Google Mail Dot Com si vous êtes intéressés pour que l'on puisse se rencontrer et en discuter. Merci. ^'===='^

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There, it has been now 1 year that I live alone in this 5 1/2 in Anjou for 675$ a month and I haven't decided to move yet. I had a lot of time with myself to think and I believe to be ready to live with some roommates. I have appreciated living alone, but if I can find some thrust worthy persons, that wouldn't make any harm. I know that it's late to post this ad, but try to understand that it hasn't been easy to decide to risk to break this comfortable life.

So, here are the important conditions:
- Do not own a dog or a cat (maybe a cat if it's declawed)
- Do not smoke
- Let me sleep in the evening as I need to sleep very early (my bedroom is next to the kitchen so the living room should be fine)
- Do your share of house keeping (I have a vacuum cleaner, it's essential for my dust mites allergies)
- Buy your own food (we may share some little stuff, but nothing more)
- Pay your fair part of the rent and bills (electricity and Internet)
- I'm open to all sexual orientations

Send me a Facebook message or an email to (d)(e)(k)(o).(d)®(a)(k) Google Mail Dot Com

Amusez-vous bien, chers amis francophones... et puis tout le reste aussi en cette journée ensoleillée de la Saint-Jean-Baptiste! Soyez prudents si vous conduisez. ^'===='^

Et sur ce, je vais faire une sieste. J'arrive de travailler... et je travaille demain aussi.

Deko Le Zilla (Dé)Gonflable


No english version for obvious reason. TROLOLOLO. :V

This is now officially summer in the northern hemisphere. I know that retail stores are already pushing the Halloween stuff, but summer is just starting given we get a lot of snow during winter and our spring was pretty meh. Perhaps I should plan to socialize some this summer and also bring some pool toys. Whatever.

The main focus of this journal was to discuss the general absence of pool toys in most summer themed pictures on FurAffinity. How many times I've wished to see some drifting inflatable shark on the beach next to 2 kissing wolves? How often I've wished to be laying flat on the sand as a killer whale is preparing to inflate me to get a memorable afternoon? Or how multiple times I've wished to be the floating zilla on the water supporting a couple of frolic dragons who seem to have a total disregard of how sharp their claws are? Yes, you have probably guessed right by now that most likely I have imagined myself in one of your pool or beach scene. I could be that creepy shadowy toyish figure in the corner of the scene watching every of your single movements. O'===='O

As a genderless inflatable zilla, I often like to imagine myself just as an object that you would buy from the store to play with for some instants and will eventually deflate when the need comes. If you would happen to get affectionate with this blow up zilla, I could certainly be able to fill in partially the role of a mate, but if you ever decide to deflate me and leave me, my heart wouldn't be broken... perhaps my vinyl would be if you punctured me. XD; Or you could also invite your new mate because I might be jealous a bit, but sharing some love with some inflatable zilla wouldn't count as cheating... in my book. Hell, I sure wouldn't mind being there when you two would have some fun. I sure could help you both in some way. ^'===='^;

So, if you plan to commission some summer themed picture and want to include me somehow in the picture, please note me your idea and I shall share the commission price if the idea interests me. You don't want a zilla? Fine! There are plenty of other inflatable or balloon creatures ready to have some summer fun on FurAffinity. Go ahead and nudge them. Please, share the squeakyness. :D

Deko The (In/De)flatable Zilla