Hello everyone ^^/ I know it's been awhile since any art has been posted on this account ..; and I'm here to explain a few things going on as of late

When it comes to art and the like, simply put, my focus has been on a lot of other things as of late, specifically on my classes over the summer since I've finally been able to get into computer science! So I've more been thinking about coding and where I can go with it

I'm not sure how things will go in the future because of this, but I am curious to see what I can do with it in terms of both here and in my life outside of FA

Although as of late when it comes to income, I am working at a loss atm as class work and such has started to outpace my income, so that being said, i may try to run some commission work in the future to try and keep things flowing in the meantime, as well as try to get the creative juices flowing, along with some art trade work I know I still owe folks, we'll see how things go!

That being said, I may at least try to post some Commission art I've gotten over the year to both here and at my nsfw account  MooBlueMerry since I got a lot to share of the Goo and Moo~ that being said, I hope you all have a good day~!

~Berry

It's okay if you haven't spoken to your friend in awhile, if you've wanted to speak with them again, it would never hurt to try

They may be busy at the moment but will always take the time to at least write back! and will always appreciate you speaking up, infact it would be like a pleasant surprise to them!

it could be a chance to speak a bit more about things you two like! or even just a chance to hang out a bit or find time to do something together

and most importantly: if you are shy or anxious, take a deep breath, give yourself time to calm down, and build up that courage to at least send a greeting to someone, don't push yourself but at least try, it is better then nothing and oftentimes are worth it~

trust me; this goo is shy too ^^; y'all have a good morning!

I just wanna thank y'all for all the birthday wishes, I know a lot of the time the Goo tends to get a bit too personal with these journals but at the core I just wanna do my best to improve myself and be open and honest to all of you

I'll try to find that balance of work and art so I can try to get more pieces out there, as well as getting the pieces I owe to folks in their hands as well! and I just wish you all a good rest of the year!

Tis the Goo's Birthday today! And while I won't be able to celebrate it much due to work, but even then I just hope you all have a good day

As for the Goo, well, I've been cracking down on why my motivation to do anything seems to reach a low at times and now is just learning how to take care of it, it won't be easy but...I wanna be able to do better and improve when I can! For now I wish you all a wonderful wednesday!

Hehe, in exactly one week from today will be my birthday! I'm not sure what it might entale but I'm eager to see where it will go!

Also, about the journal from a few days ago, I want to thank everyone for the love and support at the moment, after thinking on things and coming to terms with some aspects of myself, I've begun to understand myself and see why I struggle a lot with socializing

The main thing being this: I feel I've spread myself way too thin ..; and it can be tricky to keep up with everything when there is so much to take care of, ontop of that while I try to be open to everything and anything, not everything clicks right away and it can take awhile for the Goo to get certain things vv; hence why I may be lost in some things

To those who maybe I haven't replied back to right away or haven't spoken too much yet, I deeply apologize, it just has been a very tricky thing to accept mentally and I'm still not sure how to handle it, perhaps some professional help may be needed for that, in the meantime i still wish you all a very good day!

Well...the past few weeks were rather interesting...I don't know how well I can explain this but I'll do the best I can

Since the Summer started I have just been working at my job and resting my mind before the summer classes starts, replaying some old games and bringing up some old memories and gosh...it also reminded me a lot of how I used to be when I was young...

For the longest time I was always afraid of speaking up and interacting with people, due to a lot of bad thoughts I have saying I am awful and interactions and have nothing special to share...it's a tough mentality to shake off only because it's one I've had for so long...and that I didn't realize how bad of a grip it had on me till now...

And for that...I'm sorry Everyone, I feel like I was expressing myself in a way that wasn't natural for myself or anyone...I'm unsure about how I'm going to deal with all this, Maybe I just need some time to myself and try to get to know everyone in a better way then before...Man, what have I been doing with my life for the past ten or so years...

if this all comes off as random rambling...I apologize, I just needed to let it out somewhere or let someone know just so I don't forget...I hope you all have a good day

So...things went slower then I anticipated ..;

school work bogged me down heavily along with some mental health issues vv; but I'ma try to step things up as we move into the summer

...though I'm not sure by how much considering I do have summer classes...but I want try to put more focus on art work as much as I can, I do want to get the art I owe finished so you all won't be waiting much longer for it

the Goo hit a slump at the start of the year, and it's been a slow process getting out of it, but I'll do what I can to ensure it all is done at least for the end of the year

I know it's a tad early to speak for the rest of the year but it's only because I get the feeling things may still be stiff even after the fact ..; but I will do my best to accommodate as I can to ensure everything works out

tis also the same for trying to reconnect vv; lots of it is mostly due to shyness and anxieties speaking with folks due to feeling like my personality may be much for folks but...I'll do what I can to try and get myself out there

just know I want to do the best I can to ensure I can complete what I owe and try to keep up with everyone as well, it's not easy but I want to show that I am V̸͊̇̓ͅe̷̜͕̼͚̍̓̿r̸̹̟̅̎̀͝y̸̢̪̙̪̋́͛ Serious about this! I'll get everything done!

Hello everyone, it's been a while hasn't it~?

yea...I'll admit ^^; the Goo has had a lot of stuff getting in the way at the start of the year, but it is mostly for the better then for the worst, lets see now...

first off yea, the drawings have come to a halt for awhile now mostly because the Goo has felt sort of burnt out a bit in terms of ideas vv; and while it is slowly coming back, I think that feeling is more now that I want to try and make more then just simple vore related art pieces

Yes the Sally colored sketches are still being worked on, I've just been halted by things but I do wish to get back to them as soon as possible

in truth I'd enjoy to try and put more stories into my work, see if I can not only have a fun vore drawing, but also have a sort of set up for said drawings as well! I'll see what I can do from there with all that

as for the Goo personally, I've gotten the mental help I've been seeking and finally got an answer to why I may struggle with certain things, I am a lil hesitant to speak up publicly about it but I don't mind sharing it about via DM's to folks if possible and speaking of that...

I want to try and reconnect with some old folks that may have been around before the Goo stopped being about so much ^^; and I apologize for that, I still see a lotta folks good arts and I'd wish to reconnect however I can

so TL;DR art burn out, wanting to make more story related vore art, am still working on Sally requests, and Goo has been doing better mentally and wanting to reconnect as much as he can again!

and that's about it! well...I guess aside from one thing I won't tease too much, just know i̶t̵s̸ gonna be very interesting~ hehehehehe! Goooooooooo-d night everyone ^^/

A good friend of mine  EverythingUnderWraps need some money for their cat who is very ill and needs some major medical assistance, he is running commissions at the moment to help with all the medical bills!

They've done some wonderful pieces for the Goo in the past for examples like here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44501863/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32118390/

if you think you can help; here is a link to their journal explaining the situation more which also includes a link to their prices!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10101652/

even if you can't help by taking a commission, please do spread the word to some friends you know who may be able too! I want to offer help however I can and if you can do the same I thank you greatly!

Snivies and their evolutionary line have really good bellies =////=; this goo would want to be squished up in a Snivy belly of all kinds, no matter what

That is all

-Berry

So tis a new year ^^

And...the Goo is already starting off a bit rough vv; but, I'm not gonna try to let it get to me too much, things have just been so tense and iffy at the very tail end of the year and some things have not been resolved

That being said I know a lotta folks have plans for the year, but me...honestly I am not sure...as of right now things are so tense it's hard to really know what to say, but I do hope that I can at least achieve something I hope ^^; I just hope yall have a wonderful year, and here's to hoping it will all end alright~

Well, we are now in that lul between halloween and christmas where things seem to slow before the final part of the year ^^ and I hope you all also had a good year

I'm grateful for the opportunities I had as well as the chance to meet a lot of folks over the years, especially with the amount of folks who wish to follow my work

I don't like drawing attention to it, but seeing that I am at nearly 450 watchers as of now has me really surprised all things considered, especially by a lot of the more recognized folks in the community >>; Honestly this Goo never thought he could go far with his limited drawing skills and in a way I still feel as such ><;

Truly, I appreciate each and every single one of you who decided to watch this Goo's draw silly vore senarios over the years and just wanting to stick around, I'll admit I've become more reclusive and introverted as of late due to just being weary about my social cues (or lack thereof vv;) but know that I do truly wish to know folks better, I'll just be upfront in saying I really suck at speaking up and am constantly afraid of pushing people away due to my sort of hyper focused personality

but just know, The Goo would be more then happy to speak to every one of you if given the chance, just that...please be patient if I get a bit nervous or anxious about speaking at first

all that being said, I wish you all a wonderful rest of the year~ and I hope your holidays will be a fun way to enjoy it all~!

Alright...so the Goo has been much more quiet then even he thought, what's the reasoning and hold up for the radio silence over Discord, DM's, ect?

in Honest truth...I've hit a very deep and hard slump, one not just from anxiety and paranoia, but of expectations as well...

College classes have been too hard with it all being online, which hurts the most since it is now the classes I do truly want to take that are giving me this much struggle...I'll persevere but I don't know if I can deal with it emotionally till the end, it's just not been fun to deal with

ontop of that; there has also been this lingering feeling I've had for awhile here too which I wish to ask to you...Am I really worth the trouble to meet?

a very common question I am aware, so I'll get right to the personal stuff here; My art isn't all that great (I still struggle with proportion, lining, and shading) and socially I'm awkward and very off I notice, and aside from being a Blueberry Goodra, do I really have anything big or special about myself?

that is the question I wish to ask you all; what keeps you guys around me or wishing to meet me? I know this is a selfish question to ask but...well, I just am curious since right now, I'm really struggling to figure out myself what I am doing right now and what I can do in the future to make things better vv;

For those pondering about why I've been sort of quiet both on FA and on Discord for awhile now, I've just been busy both with family life and working on some personal works with a friend ^^; I'm still getting around to some of the art and such I owe folks as well as the Sally pieces (infact I'm only 1 piece away from the next batch) I've just been very pre occupied by a lot of things, so I apologize for all the silence and delays vv; I'll do my best to get back to folks about various projects when possible

if yah haven't seen it yet, I am hosting a special Request page starring a certain Grass Snake Character named Sally~!

I'm hosting unlimited slots there (only limited to one per person) and it will close by the end of the day, so if you want to get a free Massage then just follow the link here to the submission and read the description on how to acquire your slot now: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43118686/

So...I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things after my little episode vv; but here is the gist of what's happening

Until August 6th, I'll still be rather silent or at least not doing much art as of late since I'm essentially retaking an ACT test for my college and I want to put as much time as I can studying for such an exam, but on the bright side I am mentally doing better now then before, it took a bit of calming down, spending time with friends, and taking some time for myself to quell my Paranoia and be in a better mindset

All that being said, after this ACT test is pretty much done, I wanna try to get back into the swing of art stuff and for that I had an idea for this

I've mentioned a bit that Sally the Servine is a masseuse, she knows how to use her belly to offer great Massages when possible, and this is what I wanna put to the table:
I'd want to open a Massage Parlor Styled Request Board where folks who are interested can get a free Vore Massage from Sally herself

I'm thinking about how to do this so it wouldn't be so taxing for me to handle it cause honestly I'd be more then happy to draw Sally more if folks want too, but I imagine it would be more akin to like a sketch or a colored sketch at best, do let me know what you all think

with all that said, I hope you all have a good night, and remember, even if times do get tough, they don't stay hard forever, we all at least get a chance to breath even in the worst of times!

to put it simply, I just went through some really serious and personal issues recently, and thus I'll be taking some time off to try and recuperate myself because gosh...I'm not even sure what I want to do anymore, I'm perfectly okay, but I just...really need some time to sort myself out...

Hehehe, get it, cause major sounds like "May"jo- *ahem* anyways

This month will likely be my busiest yet, not only because of the fact I'll be working on my finals this month, but also because I'll be focusing on doing the art and animations I owe everyone, I feel that drawing urge coming back and I wanna capitalize on it as soon as possible

That being said. Chat may be slow for a little while while I do all this, but I just want to ensure I give tl everyone I owe and then some! I appreciate all of your patience and I promise to try and get it all done in due time, thank you for waiting on me till then!

As of late I've been struggling not only with motivation, but also just emotional push as well, it's been tough to get myself up and going mostly due to a lot of personal issues in life right now, and I know that has made me come off as sort of apathetic and impatient with folks, it is obvious it is a mix of a lot of things so I will say this at least

I'll be trying to get all commissions done within the next month at the very least, I'll also be trying to get myself some help and find that motivation that won't leave me so out of it, I am sorry everyone and I thank you for understanding

Heyo! Just wanting to spread the word around about a board game my friend  Anthrus1127 has been working on for a good while (which includes an art piece made by the Goo!)

here is a description that Kevie himself wrote about this game called

NOM2:

HEY YOU!
Do you like Boardgames?
Do you like VORE themed Boardgames?
How about you come on down and try out NOM2: THE UNOFFICIAL SEQUEL TO NOM!
Adventure on an island of 5 unique locales, fully drawn cards with their own unique stats
BOSSES!
And the Elusive new GAMBLE Cards!
Will you be given praise and smite the monsters that lust for the taste of your flesh?
Or will you fall into the depths of the underbelly as yet another victim to the island's riches.
LOOT, MONSTERS, VORE...

if you are curious bout the game, here is the link to the roll20 release (it does require an account but signing up is quick and easy) plus the rules of said game is available within a google doc supplied on the webpage itself!

https://app.roll20.net/join/7132594/AEk2ow

lastly, Kevie himself is willing to make custom cards for the game if you wish to include your own creatures and characters into this game! just contact him for further details!

It's been something I've been wondering since a friend told me, would you consider how I draw right now an art style? I personally don't think it is but I am very curious about what you guys think

I'll admit, I have been in quite a big slump with all the art I owe folks, so with that said I think I may need to set some things down to ensure that I'll at least have something going on

-I'll be putting a lot of focus on art I owe folks as of now, I want to just finally give folks what I promised after such a long time and I apologize for the wait vv;
-I'll be putting commissions and trades on hold for now, I already got quite a few submissions I need to do and I don't want to keep them waiting any longer, the situation between all the YCH and commissions I have currently on right now are what I want to complete in due time
-I'll be reducing activity here for quite awhile, I wanna focus on some non-furry projects after I get all the art done as I want to spread my wings out and actually get more things done in due time and finally
-I'll be focusing more on art improvement, My art skills have gone little to nowhere in the past year and I really want to improve and do better, it's tough learning all the skills alone but it is something I truly wish to do in the end just so I can make better art in the future!

these are what my plan for this year is going to be, so if I seem inactive or quite whether it is on here via comments or notes or on my Discord, this may be why, and I appreciate you all who took time to read through all of this and understand what I wish to do in the following year!

until next time this is the blueberry goo signing out!

This will be an interesting and different start of the year for me so I may not be very active as I usually am, despite the...rough start last year I still have a long way to go with my education ^^; that being said I'll do my best to keep up with all of the art I owe everyone

I am very sorry if there has been any major delays on that, I've just got really caught up in the end of the year with a lot of things and I'm still trying to figure things out, in the meantime I'll likely not be very active here as I have been the past year so sorry if I may not respond right away ><; but with that said I do hope you all have a good new year ^^/

First of all, Happy New Years to all ^^/ I hope you all are enjoying the first step into 2021

I don't have to say that this year was...quite a year, I had my own personal hard ships within it all as well ^^; though at the same time I think it also helped me begin to realize where I wanna take my skills moving forward, as the Goo it has been a fun ride so far here but I dunno how much longer I may take it, I know I say that often but tis cause there is sort of a truth to what I've done here all this time

this whole Berry Goodra thing? it's not something I'd want to do forever, though it's not something I want to stop very soon either! it's fun to go around and do silly art stuff, but my heart is in somewhere else, somewhere that isn't exactly here, but I still feel far away from achieving that, in the mean time I'll still be here doing my usuall Goo thing with everyone around~

for now though, I hope you all have a happy new year, and let's hope for a better one shall we~?

With the end of the year upon us and things starting to settle down (at least where I am >>;) I've been thinking and considering a few things for awhile

This year alone was indeed quite an eventful year with all that was happening vv; (yes I'm being vague cause I don't want to focus on it too much) but the most important thing for me would be that I may have rediscovered my old ambitions and ideas for what I wanna do with my life moving forward

although, that idea of a life does not necessarily involve this whole Berry account, which I did sort of make to be a sort of alt persona in a way, and as time moves on forward, the less and less I feel the need to focus on this account as much, if at all

it's just been a thought that comes to pass once in awhile, especially with how much I stagnate due to a lot of things here, but it is just something to think on for the future, for now I'ma just likely try to draw up the art I know I owe folks to ensure I draw back what I promised them