**U.K TRIP & CONFUZZLED 2025 JOURNAL - THE TRIP OF THE DECADE** It's been four weeks since I attended my 44th Furry Convention, but this particular event was 'completely different' as it was my first ever convention held outside of North America. This was Joe Bear's FURST International Furry Convention. LIKE, WOW... This Dorky Brown Grizzly Bear from California became a Fluffy 'Globe-Trotter!!' I will detail my travels across The United Kingdom (England and Wales) by train and of 'Confuzzled 2025' in this journal essay, but the origins of this trip began in Boston during 'Anthro New England' in January, 2023. During ANE 2023 'TRAINS!' I got to meet two extraordinary people that touched my heart and my life. I was able to meet for the first time in person  anthrocoon, a 'Furst Fandom' Greymuzzle Raccoon and a Radio Personality from Salem, MA. As I once worked in Radio myself, our relationship had many similiarites as I grew up like Bob - 'Tuned In' on The Radio. We grew up listening to Top 40 on AM Radio in the 1970's and later Album Rock on FM in the 1980's, while we DX'ed Shortwave Broadcasts on our old Realistic/Radio Shack Radios during the early 1980's (Radio Moscow, BBC, Cold War-era Broadcasts.) For myself, I went to College and ended up as a DJ for Jazz KSBR 88.5 Orange County, CA under the name 'Joe The Bear' (This was WAY before I became a 'Furry' and joined 'The Fandom' in 2014.) I knew Bob for several years online on the Internet before we finally met in person during ANE 2023. My other close friend,  Daicymru from Port Talbot, Wales UK is a German Shepard fursona and similar to Bob 'Anthrocoon,' I have chatted online on the Internet via FUR AFFINITY and other social media for years. Unlike Bob, I had previously met David in Reno, Nevada during 'Biggest Little Fur Con' in June, 2022. During BLFC 2022 'Con Not Found,' we met for the first time while eating 'Round Table Pizza' located inside 'The Grand Sierra Resort.' What I found out while chatting with David, alongside my friends Ken  vvolfaith and Reid  Bodker that he's a well spoken, intelligent young man with a kind heart and generous spirit. We had a great time together during BLFC, then he flew back to Los Angeles (on a different airline than mine) and with my father's help, picked both of us up from LAX. My Dad really liked David, as they both were pilots and my Dad worked with private planes for decades. Dad dropped us off at my Apartment in Redondo Beach and he stayed approximately two days while I took him around my area, including my childhood hangouts 'The Redondo Beach Pier' and Dockweiler Beach. We drove PCH across Palos Verdes to Long Beach, met my brother Andrew and had dinner near 'The Queen Mary.' During his visit to L.A., we planned for me to visit The United Kingdom and do a mixed Normie/Furry vacation in which we would start from arrival in London to his home in Wales, and visit cities across Wales and Western England before attending Britain's largest Furry Convention and one that was on my bucket list 'Confuzzled' or 'CFz' in 2024. We had a verbal agreement to make this a reality. By the end of ANE '23, flights were being discussed and registration to fulfill after 'CFz 2023' concluded that May. Then, my Dad (Sid Goria) passed away unexpectedly in his sleep on March 14th, 2023. Everything changed overnight. Our 2024 plans were postponed until further notice, as our family had to deal with a disabled uncle who was under my father's care and we had to deal with Probate/Estate matters. It was very difficult time and extremely painful for me to handle. I appreciated my brother Andrew and sister Anita's assistance. Fast forward one year... In June, 2024 after 'Confuzzled' 'Dylan's Ocean Odyssey' concluded, with my disabled uncle 'Vin' moved out of my parents' house and now living with his 36 year old son in Phoenix, and with my father's Trust/Probate mostly settled – I revisited trip plans with David 'DaiCymru.' May is usually a busy convention month for Joe Bear as I attend my favorite furry con 'Furry Weekend Atlanta' or 'FWA' in Georgia. This year would be no different than the previous nine years (Exception of 2020 as there was no in-person con due to the COVID-19 pandemic, but a virtual con 'FWA At-Home' was held and which I was also involved in.) As I had done back-to-back weekend conventions before, Like 'FWA 2019' in Atlanta, GA and 'BLFC 2019' in Reno, NV the following weekend – I would have to plan for FWA and CFz as the dates were close enough on the May schedule to make it happen by appropriating the correct time off from work. In November, 2024 I got the weeks off to attend BOTH FWA and Confuzzled in May, 2025. After my time off was approved, flights to Atlanta, GA and London, England were finalized on American (FWA) and United (CFz). Thanks to David, we were able to get our hotel room outside of Con Block ('moxy' Hotel) alongside help with the registration and assistance with the wire transfer of funds to Confuzzled as it was different type of payment processing that they requested. It was very different from U.S. conventions, but once I received confirmation for registration, wire transfer and 'moxy' Hotel confirmation - WE WERE SET!! Regarding hotel choice – We were offered the 'overflow' hotel for CFz 'Crowne Plaza' but opted to stay outside con block with 'moxy' instead. It was the logical choice, for one 'moxy' is part of Marriott and as 'Bonvoy Platinum' we received bonus points and got a discount on breakfast and the walk was a whole lot closer to Hilton Metropole. We realized how lucky we were when we arrived on the Friday of CFz. Plans were finalized February 1st, the day before I moved out of my apartment in Redondo Beach after 20 years and 'Returned Home' to my childhood house in Inglewood, CA. I was looking forward to 'FWA 2025' and 'Confuzzled 2025' as these two cons would be my first 'Furry' events since moving back home. On Tues. May 13th, I returned home to Los Angeles after a week in Atlanta – and had one of the most electrifying FWA convention experiences in recent memory!! It confirmed to me why 'Furry Weekend' is a convention I HIGHLY recommend to others. I want to thank my 'BESTEST FURRY FURIEND'  goody2toad of Atlanta for his friendship and hospitality for allowing this dork to stay four nights at his house and four nights at Marriott Marquis Atlanta, the proud home of FWA since 2015. The growth of this con since FWA 2022's 'The Enchanted Forest' has been beyond extraordinary. Let's talk FWA 2022 (7,212) to FWA 2024 (15,036) THATS A DOUBLING OF ATTENDEES...PONDER THAT IN YOUR MIND FOR A BIT!! FWA 2025 'Cyberpunk' was no different, as it broke all attendance records with 17,736 attendees, besting ANTHROCON 2024 by a mere 97 folks (I also attended last year's Anthrocon '24 'Anthrocoaster' with the late Bob 'Anthrocoon' Nelson) After two days recovering (and cleaning my sweaty fursuit) from the excitement of FWA 2025, On Thurs. May 15th I returned to work for only two quick days. By Saturday, I was on vacation again!! I then realized this particular trip to Britain would be much BIGGER... LONGER (11 Days) and a FURTHER (5895 flight miles) than my recently completed trip to Atlanta, GA U.S. (1933 flight miles) I pondered this thought on Saturday as I packed Joe Bear inside my "Big Blue" American Tourister luggage for this furry convention, my first one in a foreign country. After the craziness of FWA, how would 'Confuzzled' be... A boring room party with cups of tea being passed out? “Want sugar and crème in your cuppa?” I thought CFz would be a 'Debbie Downer' compared to the high octane energy that I experienced at FWA in Atlanta. Well, I found out quickly it wasn't the case at all. *SUN. MAY 18TH - Los Angeles, CA to London, England I boarded United Flt. 923 (LAX-LHR) on a Boeing 'Dreamliner' 787 for an 11-hour flight mostly on night route (red-eye.) I sat in 56B which are the last seats in the back of the plane, and there was a reason. It only had two seats as the curvature of the Boeing 787 got narrower toward the rear. It provided more room, and I could put my fursuit head in one of single slot overhead bin, for privacy and protection from other people's luggage. Joe Bear was well protected as my flight attendant made sure no one could use that single slot overhead bin. The next day, I filled out to United a 'five star' review thanking 'Carol.' Shortly after takeoff, it was odd to see the windows darken tint by itself - a benefit of flying United Boeing 787 as it had self tinting windows. Cool!!! While we were at 40,000 ft., it was strange to see the sun in a low horizon setting for hours, I realized because it was summer and we were flying way far north over Canada, then Greenland. It was cool to witness what I believe was 'The Midnight Sun' (I took video.) I finished reading my book while listening to my favorite albums off iTunes, all the while utilizing United's flight map on the back seat TV entertainment screen. As we approached landing at London Heathrow, I was able to recall venues and buildings from my previous flights with Dad on British Airways from so many years ago. We landed at London Heathrow exactly 11:20am (5:20am Pacific) Monday. *MON. MAY 19TH – London, England to Port Talbot, Wales I was back in The United Kingdom for the first time since November, 2004. I waited for most of the passengers to disembark off the plane, as I was not in a hurry (Sorry, David.) After the extended walk through U.K. Customs with SMILE, yer on Candid Camera and 'Why are you visiting the U.K.?' (Well, I'm sightseeing and attending a Furry Convention in Birmingham..) Then, I got the green check. Once I got my luggage and along with my carryon backback and fursuit head in tow... I WAS ON MY WAY!! David 'DaiCymru' Lakin waved at me as I exited Customs & Baggage Claim and 'We Hugged!!' YES!! I was in awe to see Heathrow Airport T2 beautifully redone since my last visit 21 years earlier. United is located at “Terminal 2 – The Queen's Terminal” to honor Queen Elizabeth II (1926-2022) and dedicated in 2012. I was excited and ready for my FURST International Furry Convention 'Confuzzled,' but it was also a combination Normie/Furry vacation. We would do the 'Normie' stuff first such as sightseeing and visiting new cities in Wales and England that I've only read about in books. For my fourth time in The United Kingdom and first time back after 21 years, I was going to spend most of my time outside of London – I was going to see THE REAL U.K., with my Shep Pal 'DaiCymru' leading the way. The mark of a 'Good Doggo' is by being ready and to have a plan. David was truly 'spot on' ready - even before I left California, 'DaiCymru' sent a four page daily trip planner to follow accordingly. For the four days before the convention, we visited five cities/communities and took in the best of each one. He had Rail Passes and guides to determine what museum, park or downtown centre of each city we visited. Like a good Shep, he knew where to go and we had a splendid time!! We left Heathrow by boarding a London city bus to a nearby train station 'Slough' to catch a train to 'Reading' station outside of London, with transfer on another train to David's hometown of Port Talbort, Wales. The train ride from Reading to Port Talbot was a treat!! To see the English Countryside and not London Concrete was like 'Thank You, Jesus!!' It was sheer beauty to see the U.K. that my brother Andrew told me about when he visited Lincolnshire in 2000. Port Talbot is a quaint small town located south of Swansea with the largest city of Cardiff, a former coal mining and distribution hub now Governmental home of The Welch Parliament only 33 miles away by Rail and where David works for The Welch Government. The next four days (May 20th - 23nd) up to 'Confuzzled' went very fast. *TUES. MAY 20TH – Cardiff, Wales. After a breakfast of Weetabix and fruit, we left David's lovely spacious house in Port Talbot by taxicab to the nearby Port Talbot Rail Station for a train ride to Cardiff, to spend the day and sightsee Wales' largest city and center of Government. We spent the afternoon at Historic 'Cardiff Castle,' walked Cardiff's Downtown District and ended our day at 'Cardiff Bay' where we visited 'The Pierhead' building with it's historic past as a coal mining distribution center and headquarters to now part of The Welch Government complex that includes a Clock Tower called 'The Welch Big Ben.' We visited the modern Welch Parliament Building nearby. We stopped by one of the government buildings where he worked, while being allowed to sit in on a late afternoon session of The Welch Parliament or 'Senedd' (held in another building as the modern Welch Parliament building was being renovated) I had to wear headphones as they spoke in the Welch language though David didn't need headphones as he spoke Welch fluently. We walked over to 'Cardiff Bay' to take in a lovely sunset and stroll near the waterfront. We visited 'Red Dragon' Shopping Complex where I had my FIRST EVER Double Cheeseburger in The United Kingdom at 'Five Guys' (Yes, That FIVE GUYS) and it tasted just like home in America. Just Pricier ($30 with lousy Exchange Rate.) We came home to Port Talbot past 9pm. *WED. MAY 21ST – Bristol, England. After a hearty bowl of 'Weetabix' and fruit at David's house, and a quick visit outside to see his impressive backyard garden area, we departed after 11:30am by taxi to Port Talbot Rail Station to catch the Train to Bristol, England (across the border from Wales in Western England.) We took a taxi in Bristol, but our driver screwed up and instead of taking us to 'Aerospace Bristol' Aviation Museum, taxi driver took us to AIRBUS' U.K. Headquarters Building. It was a boo-boo, but we took it in stride. Though seeing the modern AIRBUS HQ was cool, the building next door stood out due to its history in British Aerospace. We did get to see the legendary “Pegasus House” which was built in 1936 and was The Headquaters of the company that AIRBUS took over, The Bristol Aeroplane Company. We were able to catch a bus over to 'Aerospace Bristol' Museum and after a short walk, we arrived just before 1:30pm. It was a memorable experience!! The museum was modern and I was extremely impressed by the many examples of aircraft and exhibits presented. I realized the importance of Bristol's contribution to Global Aviation alongside Britain's Industrial strength and it's influence in Aerospace Engineering across the world. I FINALLY got to walk inside The British Airways' Concorde (G-BOAF) or 'Alpha Foxtrot' which was the last Concorde to fly on November 26th, 2003. It flew home here to Filton, and they built this amazing hanger just for BA Concorde (The museum is located in an adjacent building next to Concorde hanger.) If Dad was alive, as he worked in Aerospace for almost 45 years, he would've LOVED IT!! This visit was one of the HIGH-Lights of my trip before CFz. After we left 'Aerospace Bristol,' we took a city bus to Bristol's City Centre. It was amazing to be in a city like Bristol, which is Britain's sixth largest city. A vibrant city with a creative edge which was more like Berkeley than San Diego. You can see the reflections of it history here, as I counted many World War II memorials across the city. As this Nation just celebrated the 80th Anniversary of V-E DAY (End of WWII in Europe) - The British NEVER forgot the destruction of Bristol, London and other British cities during 'The Battle of Britain' in 1940-41. Bristol was flattened by The Luftwaffe and you can see a bit of WWII history by visiting 'Castle Park' – the remains of St. Peter's Church serves as a reminder of those dark days and a memory to those who died during the 1939-1945 War. When Sir Winston Churchill said 'This Was Their Finest Hour' - It was more than to honor R.A.F. heroes that defended the homeland, but to also pay an 'ode' to the citizens of Britain. We headed from 'Castle Park' to Bristol's downtown 'Cabot Circus' shopping district. We walked around for a bit, had a LOUSY McDonald's meal, and did some shopping at Boot's Drugs. We took a bus out of downtown to the Bristol Parkway Rail Station for the Train home to Port Talbot. We got back late, after 10:00pm. *THURS. MAY 22ND – Port Talbot & Cymmer, Wales. We woke up after 9am and had a 'Sausage Biscuit' with bowl of 'Weetabix' before going out on our last full day of sightseeing before leaving for 'Confuzzled.' On this day, we didn't have to catch a Train to leave town, as we were going to walk locally in Port Talbot and to get to know David's hometown. We would also visit his childhood home of Cymmer by city bus in the hills northeast of Port Talbot. We took a bus to the local transit depot near a couple of Churches and a local cemetery. We walked to St. Joseph's Catholic Church, thinking there was a Daily Mass. They were closed, and only hold services on Saturday Evening (Vigil) and Sundays only. We decided to visit the cemetery next door, and a person of significant importance buried there. The gravesite of Richard Lewis (Dic Penderyn) is located here, who was executed for his part in labor riots in 1831. He is remembered as a martyr for Union Organizing and Labor Law Fairness. He paid the ultimate price for challenging fairness for worker rights. As a Union guy myself, he's a HERO!! David and 'Yours Truly' walked across the downtown shopping district 'Aberafan' and Port Talbot City Centre. We then took another bus up into the hills east of Port Talbot to Cymmer, where his childhood home was located. We visited a community center where he once worked, I met a couple of his former co-workers there while sipping on a nice cup of tea and snacking on a Nestle Kit Kat bar. After spending some time at the center, we walked across town to a local pub to enjoy a pint (or two) and chatted. An hour had passed at the pub, we then departed for a steady hike across a tree lined walking path in the Cymmer countryside where the old coal railroad tracks were once laid down for cargo of coal to move down from the hill toward Port Talbot. Once the coal mining stopped, the tracks eventually went away and a nice hiking trail for folks to walk and enjoy nature opened up. David said we walked two miles, but it didn't feel like it. I enjoyed the beauty of The Welch Countryside alongside David. It was an enjoyable walk. I finally got to experience the natural landscape I so wanted to see on this trip. We caught another city bus which departed from the hills of Cymmer back to Port Talbot so we could take an early evening walk on the beach before sundown and to catch a ride on the Ferris Wheel, all in plain view of 'The Best Western Hotel' – where 'DaiCymru' and a few friends are organizing Wales' FURST Furry Convention later this summer called 'ABERACON.' At the completion of this essay on July 13th, their pre-registration had EXCEEDED expectations. CONGRATULATIONS to David 'DaiCymru' Lakin and his co-organizing team. We walked back to David's house from the beach. He made a wonderful dinner for me, Beef Pie with the fixings. It was perfect end to four days of sightseeing while I snapped a lot of pictures. Great memories were made on this trip to last a lifetime. *FRI. MAY 23RD – Birmingham, England & CONFUZZLED 2025 'DAY ONE' David  Daicymru and Joe  Joebear67 woke up early at 8:00am to have a last breakfast of Weetabix, fresh cut fruit and Sausage Rolls before our taxi arrived. I packed my suitcase from the previous night after dinner, as I'm a person that's always 'packed and ready' to go on a moment's notice when it's 'DAY ONE' of a large Furry Convention. It was time to say 'Farewell' to Port Talbot after four memorable days, with more memories yet to be made. As David locked up the house, I thanked him for being a great host for the four days while I visited his part of the world. Our Taxi arrived at 9:10am and we got our bags in and off we went to Port Talbot Rail Station for the last time on this trip. Our next destination was Birmingham, England on three different trains, with stops in Cardiff and then Bristol with transfer on impressive British Rail 'Long Distance' Train that reminded me of Amtrak's fast 'Acela' Trains servicing The Northeast U.S. Corridor. The British Rail Train was PACKED!! After four hours riding across Wales and England, going through lush countryside that reminded me of Disney's 'Robin Hood' – we arrived into Birmingham, The U.K.'s second largest city behind London. Once we arrived at Birmingham's 'Grand Central,' we had to take ANOTHER Train to NEC Convention Center which is located away from the city itself to the southeast. I was 'trained out' once we arrived. It was past 1:30pm when we arrived at NEC and got to see the first two Furries milling about near the food court inside NEC. Of course, I had to take pictures!! As we exited NEC Birmingham's 'Piazza' Entrance, we immediately saw 'moxy' hotel located outside, near a park and lake adjacent to 'Hilton Birmingham Metropole' and 'Resorts World' Complex, which had a hotel, shops and restaurants. We were fortunate to have this very close by where we could walk and catch a meal or visit the drug store after fursuiting. We checked into 'moxy' hotel right away, and we were able to get a room for our four nights of CFz. We were greeted by 'Connor' at front desk, and because of having Marriott Bonvoy Elite status, we received drink vouchers, a discount for breakfast each morning (which I didn't partake as I slept in) and voucher for a FREE Pepperoni Pizza, which came in handy on our last night on Monday. 'Connor' was exceptionally kind, as was 'Margo,' as she served us the Delicious Pepperoni Pizza on our last night during 'CFz 2025.' 'moxy' reminded me of 'Aloft' hotel that I stayed during 'Midwest Fur Fest 2022' in Rosemont, IL. Very chic, neon in the lobby, a big teddy bear that I teased with my bear head ('DaiCymru' took pics!!) very much a hotel catering to a younger 'Gen Z' crowd. We were on the 5th Floor, Room #523 with King Bed. Of course, I didn't mind..=) The room was small, as most hotels in Britain are in my opinion – but modern. After check-in, and drop off of our luggage and fursuit, we headed straight to 'Hilton Metropole' for 'The Reg Line...' (Like The 'Foxes & Peppers' song!!) We realized how 'moxy' was the BEST choice as it was only a five min walk from their front lobby to the rear entrance of 'Hilton Metropole.' Poor Crowne Plaza... While 'DaiCymru' and 'yours truly' were walking on the pathway from 'moxy' toward The Hilton Metropole's rear entrance, I caught my first ever 'Furry Photoshoot' in-progress on a grassy field along the pathway and trees. The fursuiter looked like a blue and white Husky or Hybrid Husky male 'dressed to kill,' and the photographer aimed his camera on this character for different angle shots. Later on during 'Confuzzled,' I would get to meet this particular Furry, which I will write about later in this essay. As I was entering 'Hilton Metropole Birmingham' for the first time, I realized this wasn't FWA and for obvious reasons. Not only was 'Confuzzled' my 1st International Fur Con, it was also my 1st ever 18+ convention for adults. These are becoming more appealing (Like Las Vegas Fur Con) as many of the attendees can dress in more adult-oriented clothing and fursuiting. It was strange to not see any children or families with children present - NO 'Moms of Furries' like at 'Further Confusion' in San Jose, CA and even 'FWA' in Atlanta a couple of weeks before 'CFz 2025.' Similar to 'Furry Weekend Atlanta,' Hired Security Guards were HIGHLY VISIBLE outside of Hilton's front and rear entrances, and across all con space. Unlike FWA, Security were on the lookout for attendees not wearing badges. This con implimented changes that started this year, only attendees wearing 'CFz 2025' badges would be allowed entry to ALL Affliated hotels (Hilton & Crowne Plaza) and anyone not wearing badges would be asked to leave. I've never attended a con with such strict code of conduct rules in place like this one. 'Confuzzled' got serious in combating 'ghosting' issues that had been a problem at other large conventions. Despite these differences, I ended up having a BLAST!!! It turned out to be an experience that was quite different from any other 'fluff' gathering that I've experienced in my ten years attending Furry Conventions and Furmeets in The U.S. David 'DaiCymru' and Joe 'Bear' got through the CFz Reg Line within 30 minutes after confirmation of all required documents. However, my 'Confuzzled' experience on Friday got off to a weird start, and it was all in my head... but I combated it with reasoning and logic on Friday. A lesson learned from my 'MFF 2022' experience. People tell me I can be a selfish fuck, and yes – they are correct. As I wasn't going to fursuit until the Saturday evening dances, I set out to get a feel of this whole new world of 'Furry' in another country. So, I took pictures of unknown fursuiters alongside David and then later on, I took pics alone as David got to break off from me to do his own thing and meetup with a couple of fiction writer friends for a Panel. As I walked around the popular front entrance of Hilton with the large crowd of fursuiters, I was realizing 'Did I enter 'The Twilight Zone?' Unlike cons at home, where fursuiters would often come over to see me and chat and hang out (If I was in 'Joe Bear' or as 'Joe Hooman') here at 'Confuzzled' 5000 miles away in Birmingham, England (NOT Alabama) “I DIDN'T KNOW OF ANY FURSUITER” kept calling in my head and I started feeling awkward. I haven't mentioned this before, but I'll write it here. MFF was one of the most difficult cons I've attended. I got very upset with a few friends at 'MFF 2022' HEROES! On Saturday night as I was alone, not getting invited to parties. I remember one of my best friends in this fandom, someone who knew Dogbomb (Tony Barrett) alongside me and a person who is my 'brother in arms' in the fight against ALS as we support each other's ALS charity events in California and North Carolina tell me to my face the 'truth.' And, I needed to hear it.  kofu was headed to a 'pup party' inside Hyatt Regency and it was a private event. I was alone, as two others skipped hanging with me after a furry rock concert. Of course, It was a crazy Sat night at MFF, everyone was going somewhere, and I already had been stiffed twice (never happened before). Kofu Lion couldn't allow me to go, was not his decision. He had to leave and apologized. I went back to the hotel and turned in early. 'Selfish me.' The next day at the MFF photoshoot I organized, when everyone showed up and made my Sunday at MFF great, Kofu said “Joe, sometimes people are going to get caught up, to a party, out to dinner, having sex with someone. You have to understand it's not anything against you.” Kofu Lion said it with tough love. Now, I had to face this moment at CFz, to not make it 'me me me' only, to turn the tables to 'we we we.' I did make a new friend during 'MFF 2022' named Robert  ticklepig, and we got to spend most of Sunday together after the photoshoot. Since my Dad's death, I've grown a lot wiser and more understanding toward others. Kofu was right, there will be situations you can't control. But, instead of standing there and looking like a deer in headlights, get yourself out there and make a move!! If I didn't know anyone here at Confuzzled, then I was gonna change that. DaiCymru mentioned to me it was best to not always hang alongside someone 100% of the time, but to get yourself out there alone and meet someone. Talk to someone, get to make a new friend. I changed my way of thinking and I did quickly on Friday night at CFz. ON FRIDAY, I KNEW NOBODY AT CONFUZZLED. BUT, BY THE END OF MONDAY – I MADE FOUR NEW FRIENDS!! Furries you WANT to be with... In the end, 'Confuzzled' turned out to be a 'Good Con...' My hightlights of Friday at CFz - I took pictures of fursuiters, got a quick meal from the Food Trucks parked in front of Hilton and made a visit to the con charity “SAINT'S SLED DOG RESCUE” to pet some real cute sled dogs rescues. Some of these dogs had medical support issues while others just needed a helping paw, My favorite dog and one liked by a lot of others was 'Mylo-Pup' and I got some great pictures with him. 'Mylo' liked sniffing my pants a lot and he allowed me to pet him a lot!! BTW, Mylo-Pup's eyes were simply beautiful!! Friday evening, I attended 'Confuzzled's' ever so popular Opening Ceremony hosted by 'Matt Lion' and their 3 mascots 'Brok Badger,' 'Mel Badger' and 'Dylan Gator.' The con staff took great pride in hosting this event and what an exciting ending with all the exploding confetti raining down on the audience! After Opening Ceremonies, as 'DaiCymru' was doing something else, I went alone and had dinner at Nando's Chicken in 'Resorts World' Complex. Afterwards, I returned to Hilton to take more fursuiting pictures. Then, the fire alarm went off and we all vacated from Hilton Metropole to hang outside in their parking lot for an hour until the all clear was sounded. I decided as it was already past 11pm to call it a night and I headed back to 'moxy' hotel. Saturday was going to be a BIG day!*SAT. MAY 24TH – Birmingham/CONFUZZLED 2025 'DAY TWO' David 'DaiCymru' woke up early to go out and get breakfast and to bring something back for myself once I got up after 10:00am. I would fursuit for the first time at Confuzzled late on Saturday night during Confuzzled's Evening Dance. So, after David departed over to Hilton for a Panel, I had my late breakfast in the room and got dressed before I took the short walk to Hilton to snap more fursuiting pictures, check out a couple of Panels before a stopover at the CFz Car Show, which was scheduled later that afternoon. My Saturday at CFz started with attending “The e621 Panel Quiz Show,” which was PACKED!! I was extremely lucky to find a seat up front near the stage. It turned out to be quite entertaining, with the contestants quite knowledgeable with 'Furry Kink.' After the Panel, I went out to Hilton Lobby and it was so crowded, if I was in Joe Bear it would be extremely difficult to walk with my BIG Bear Foot Stompers. As I exited out to the front entrance onto Hilton's famous front patio and driveway, we noticed cars driving past as these vehicles were headed to 'staging' mode for the CFz Car Show, located to the side rear as the employee car lot was being used for The Furry Car Show. I thought that was nice of Hilton employees to sacrafice their parking spaces for this event. Similar to BLFC's Car Show in Reno, Furries showed off their wheels and so much more!! I caught up with 'DaiCymru' Shep and his friend  Huskyteer a sci-fi and ficton writer/author who was very kind and her smile was like bright sunshine!! I must had snapped at least 100 pictures of different cars, and even a motorcyle and moped scooters!! Furries LOVE to be creative and personalize their vehicles with their fursona/fursuit. The license plates of the UK and European Union are different than our own individual U.S. State/Canadian Province License Plates, but both have connections when 'OWO' and UWU are registered on the license plate. I guess as 'Colonial Cousins' we might be more inter-connected than we thought!! Following CFz Car Show, I visited The CFz Dealers Den to look around and purchase a few items for myself and for Ken  VVolfaith back home in SoCal. I got to visit their 'VR Portal' to interact with virtual visitors from around the world, as I waved 'HI' to a camera that was connected to a large video screen with a Hilton Metropole background crowded with virtual fursona characters that responded back in kind. It was cool to be a part of this ever growing portal that connected thousands of Furries who couldn't be at CFz. As late Saturday afternoon soon turned into evening at Confuzzled, I walked around con space to take a last set of fursuit pictures before I myself would head back to 'moxy' to 'Suit Up' for the first time at this convention. Before I left Hilton Metropole to get ready for dinner and fursuiting, I attended “Confuzzled's Got Talent” variety show. It was similar to Further Confusion's 'UNLEASHED' talent show and Anthrocon's popular 'ANTHROCON TONIGHT.' It was a treat to see Furries from different countries and backgrounds come together to perform on stage - from singing, dancing, stand-up comedy and more. It was amazing to see and hear the creative energy and sparkle that each performer gave, and how wonderful 'The Furry Fandom' is represented by such great talent. Each performer was a winner... No matter where you might be from – FURRY IS GLOBAL!! After the show ended, I left Hilton to go to dinner alone for a second night in a row. I went to 'FIVE GUYS' at nearby 'Resorts World' shopping and dining complex, and then visited a mini-mart store to get some sodas and snacks. As I walked back to 'moxy' Hotel, I called David to join me in our room to help me suit up into 'Joe Bear' for the first time at CFz. The magic was about to begin... Once David 'DaiCymru' arrived, he immediately assisted me with partial suiting, as the weather was unpredictable with a chance of light rain. I wore my 'Cal' Football Jersey and used my boots instead of Bear Footpaws because of a threat of rain, and it would be easier for me to dance at a PACKED Rave on Confuzzled's Main Stage this Sat night. It was PERFECT!! By wearing my Bear partial with the Body Armour 'Cal' Football Jersey, it kept me from overheating in extremely overcrowded conditions. It felt right. Before we headed to Hilton's Main Stage for the dances, we walked out in front of Hilton Metropole's entrance, where Furries congregated and I was able to hang with some fursuiters from previous contacts. David was there with his camera to catch  Joebear67 with amazing Furries such as  Silkyfur a Bovine fursuiter from Sweden and fellow American  thesammon a Saint Bernard fursuiter with a kind heart. It was great to finally 'connect' with different fursuiters who don't usually attend U.S. Furry Conventions, many only attend British cons like Confuzzled and ScotiaCon, and or other European conventions and furmeets. This was like a bridge into a whole new world, even though in my case being from North America it was more like traveling the opposite direction to 'The Old World.' Confuzzled's Nightly Dances was a highlight for most younger Furries during the convention, especially on Saturday night at CFz (known as 'BIG NIGHT') as it's usually the peak of the con weekend. Being so crowded, to have my fursuit handler 'DaiCymru' beside me proved to be a lifesaver in many ways – as he was not just my handler, but a trusted partner who could watch things and hear things I might miss while wearing my bear. Believe me, It's a different world altogether when you are in fursuit. During the latter part of the first DJ 'Dogstorm' set, things got interesting...and I meant QUITE INTERESTING. As I was dancing, with my handler watching from a distance – a blue and white Husky fursuiter came near to my side as he tried to get my attention. I was looking primarily at the stage and continued to dance without care, but as he got more 'noticable' my handler 'DaiCymru' Shep came up and said 'this guy appearantely likes you.' Then, it happened... We started to dance together. This particular Husky fursuiter with cute eyes and a lovely streak of blue hair on top of his head got very excited, kept referring to me as 'Coach' (Sports Furry term) while we danced. It was obvious to me that this was meant to happen. I met  Strangey during a high-powered 'Deep House' Rave mix on Confuzzled's Main Stage and then realized that he was THE guy!!! Looking back from my first cons a decade ago and the friends I've made in Atlanta, Memphis, Reno and San Jose - these friends I've made are people of great caliber, Furries that I've stayed VERY close to this day. These are people that are 'near and dear' to me in my life. Example, I just got an wedding invite by two of my best furry friends that I first met at 'FWA 2016.' Tony Bear & Kyle Wolf's Wedding Celebration will be held next October in the 'other' Birmingham (Alabama, USA.) So, it was meant to be that I would become friends with this extremely talented, intelligent and VERY CUTE fursuiter. Strange told me later he was thinking "Damn, Who's That Sexy Bear Daddy?" And being a forward person, Strangey came to me while I danced alone, and I'm glad he did. After the Rave, I looked back at pictures from the previous day and discovered HE was the one I saw outside of 'moxy' Hotel in that photoshoot. I also found out he's a 'Dancer Fur' (Like  Neo-RevenG - who HATES the term 'Popufur'. So, I won't say that about Strange) who had won awards at various cons here in Britain. 'Strangey Corgsky' is from Manchester, England – Home to a large Furry community alongside London, and proudly 'GAY' (LIKE ME!) I was blown away by Strangey's personality, kindness and assertiveness that truly 'TOOK MY HEART.' People who know me will point out that when I feel this way about someone, I want to get to know that person then go to bed. GET LAID!! Go to 'Pound Town.' I wanted to get to know Strangey better, not for sex but to chat and get closer with this fascinating young man..err, dog. Strange and I swapped our social media info and agreed to meet on Sunday, maybe with his help get invited to a room party or two? Read On..This con started to become GREAT!! My new friendship with Strangey and other fursuiters helped ease the frustration of not connecting with the con on Friday and once I started fursuiting on Saturday the dots suddenly connected. FINALLY!! I had broken the ice. *SUN. MAY 25TH – Birmingham/CONFUZZLED 2025 'DAY THREE' Joe Bear's fursuiting Sunday of 'Confuzzled 2025' was one of the most incredibly entertaining days in my 11 years being with 'The Furry Fandom.' It cemented Confuzzled as a con I would return in future years and one I would HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! David 'DaiCymru' Shep and 'yours truly' started our Sunday morning with breakfast, then he helped me 'suit up' for most of Sunday afternoon into evening. This was my BIG FURSUITING DAY – A TOTAL OF 7 HOURS!! My 'Shep' Pal helped me with fursuit handling and took a lot of great pictures around the convention, I got to be interviewed for a TV documentary and we went to the 'CFz Fursuit Menagerie and Inflatable Meet.' Afterward, we headed over to Library room and watched the first 30 mins of 'Puss In Boots : The Last Wish.' It got a bit stuffy in the room, so we left to check out 'Dealer's Den,', and this time I walked the entire room wearing my Bear. Thoughout the afternoon, we got to hang out in front of the crowded Hilton Metropole entrance area and fursuiter meeting area to snap pictures with several amazing fursuiters such as  freddythepanda, 'Trunk The Bear,' 'Saethur Dragon,' 'Bulk Bear,' 'Deiku Panda' and  Corasik Beside 'Strange,' three other fursuiters touched my heart –  Tocs Red Panda,' 'Tim Stoddard'  gamepopper - Author of 'Furtannia : The History of the Furry Fandom in The U.K.' and a fellow 'brown' fursuiter 'DASPRiD' Thylacine (Who also DJ'ed a HARD ROCKING set later Sunday during 'CFz Nightly Dances') My Shep friend 'DaiCymru' did a fantastic job handling this 'ol bear around crowded con spaces, helped me with caution when going down stairwells that are all around the Hilton while being my 'photographfur' as he took so many great pictures on Sunday afternoon. We did so much on this day, with the highlight being our 5:00pm CFz Professional Photoshoot – located in 'The Churchill' Room. Sadly, 'Furry Weekend Atlanta' did NOT offer ANY Photoshoots for the second straight year!! During 'Confuzzled,' they had a professional photographer available with themed props laid out for use and to help fursuiters create a lasting photo memory from CFz '25 'Mel's Goes To Fashion Week.' We arrived before 5:00pm, as we had a reservation made in advance before the con. After a small delay, the photographer led me to the spot where he took amazing solo pictures of Joe Bear, then DaiCymru Shep joined me for additional pictures while we used the large button props with long needles!! It was a BLAST!!! These pictures were released on CFz website last weekend (June 30th) – they turned out simply RADIANT!! Thank You, Confuzzled for providing this service to fursuiters and attendees. After 7+ hours of fursuiting, I was done for Sunday, 'Day Three' at Britain's largest Furry Convention. We walked back to 'moxy' Hotel to 'break the magic' and take a cold shower! Once I dressed back to 'Hooman,' we headed to TGI Friday's at 'Resort World' Complex for a quick dinner before heading back to Hilton Metropole. We invited 'Huskyteer' to join us for dinner and she met us at TGI Friday's. It had to be quick, as she and David had to be at another panel to attend at 7:00pm called '5-Sentence Fiction' (I found out that 'Huskyteer' was part of the panel as one of the judges and David had written a '5-sentence fiction' essay to be analyzed.) 'Huskyteer' left early to join her colleagues 'Kandral' and a cute fursuiter with a long tail (I mean a real long tail) named 'Photographotter.' David and I left shortly after finishing dinner to join her at Hilton. We went straight to The Hilton's 'Salisbury' Room for '5-Sentence Fiction.' It was quite crowded for a writer's panel, with many well received entries from attendees in the room. It came as a pleasant surprise when David won 2nd Place for his submission. It was a very well written piece, and got excellent remarks from the judges including 'Photographotter.' CONGRATULATIONS, DAVID!!! I said 'goodnight' to David after the panel, as it was time to go PARTY on this U.K. Bank Holiday weekend ('Memorial Day' in U.S.) Maybe catch a party with  Strangey help. I had trouble locating an elevator to get to Strangey's room. However, after 10 minutes, I eventually found his room and my night began. After spending quality time with 'Strange Corgsky,' I found out why he is so special. He reminded me a lot of another Dog Furry – my bestie David 'DaiCymru' German Shepherd who's so dear to me. Strangey is a beautiful young man who's actually a couple years younger than my oldest nephew 'Ian,' went to university and started his career - with something many younger folks don't show or spotlight on their resume – DETAIL, DEDICATION AND DETERMINATION. Strangey (His real name is Michael) is an embodiment of the three principles. He has a great personality and his sense of humor is refreshing. A Kind Doggo... I was blown away by him, and it's rare for me to make a comment like this about someone. Along with David 'DaiCymru,' I hope to keep in touch with Michael 'Strangey' by continuing to meet along life's journey. I wished Strange and David had resided in California, instead of England or Wales - but at least we can reach each other by social media technology. I'm NOT going to lose contact with these amazing men. After we spent time in private, 'Strange' was getting ready to attend a couple of parties on another floor inside Hilton Metropole. I asked if it was okay for me to join him? He said 'sure' and off we went. This was going to be different than the disaster of 'Midwest Fuck Fest' in 2022 - Strange allowed me to come with him to an '80's Retro Room Party' on another floor. He brought a handheld Yamaha keyboard and was playing synch tunes in the hallway while walking to the elevator. Strangey plays music too? COOL! We arrived at the room party, and Strange gave his custom greeting 'AHROO!!!' Heck, I learned new 'Furry Slang...' and the room was PACKED AND HOT!! The Host of this party  Skawinski wore a long hair wig like a friend I knew of in the late 1980's when we used to go to Heavy Metal Rock concerts on The Sunset Strip in Hollywood. Strange left to go to another party, however I decided to stay with the aging 'long haired' rockers. Just like FWA's 'Bear Parties', I stuck around until the very end. Booze was freely flowing, and one party goer ended up consuming just a little too much alcohol. Skavi and his roomie helped the party goer along with assistance. BTW, I didn't drink as much at this party, as I stopped drinking in fursuit after PAWCON in San Jose in 2022 when I almost barfed in my bearhead. That was my cue.. no more drinking due to age and knowing if I damage Joe Bear, it's game over. I thanked Skavi and left the party to return back to 'moxy' before 2am, took a cold shower and hibernated. *MON. MAY 26TH – Birmingham/CONFUZZLED 2025 'DAY FOUR' This was our last full day of 'Confuzzled 2025,' and we were gonna make the most of it!! It was 'Memorial Day' back home in The U.S., while our British cousins enjoyed their Monday off known as 'U.K. Bank Holiday,' which is a type of national public holiday when schools, offices and governmental institutions are closed. So, many attendees had that extra day off to enjoy the convention in earnest. We woke up a bit later on Monday, after 11:00am as I partied the night before into the wee hours until 2am and then after shower and cleaning the sweat inside my bear head, I finally went to bed after 3:30am. David went out around 10:00am to take a train from NEC to 'Greggs' Bakery Store and brought a pack of donuts to share and a premade sandwich combo with Walker Crisps and a Coke. What a good guy my Shep truly is. Dogs and Huskies are this Grizzly Bear's BEST friends. After lunch, around 12:00pm we headed out from 'moxy' Hotel in 'Normie' clothing to Hilton Metropole to take some more pictures before I came back to get into fursuit, my plan was to wear Joe Bear continuously for 8 hours on my last day of CFz. I got to see Strange hang out with others outside Hilton Metropole's entrance as he would soon dance for a trophy in Confuzzled's Dance Competition to be held later in the afternoon at 4:00pm. My only regret was that I wasn't in fursuit at noon... I did return to 'moxy' with David an hour later at 1:00pm to 'suit up' for two events occuring prior to Dance Comp - “Dragons, Dragons and More Dragons” at 1:30pm and the popular 'Fat Fur' Meetup called “Bellies In Fur” held in 'Salibury' Room after 3:00pm. WHAT A BLAST I HAD AT THESE EVENTS!!At “Dragons,” David got some great pictures with a Dragon fursuiter friend, who is also from Wales. The National Flag of Wales consists of a red dragon on a green and white field. Like Our Grizzly Bear on California's State Flag, it represent identity, independence and strength. “Y Ddraig goch ddyry cychwyn” ('The Red Dragon Leads The Way') The 'Dragon' fursuiters all walked out to the field near the 'moxy' and the lake for a group photo. There were a LOT of beautiful fursuits in that one photo. I got in on the last picture with their fans and other non-dragon fursuiters. After the photo, It started to get very cloudy with a chance of rain. With limited time remaining, we headed back to Hilton via the rear entrance to check out The “Bellies In Fur” Panel. It was a very enjoyable event, with many people requesting 'bear hugs' alongside great photo opportunities – they also provided lots of free snack foods and beverages. Though I couldn't eat in fursuit (I stay hydrated by drinking ONLY water in fursuit) with David's help, I grabbed the small bags of Walkers Crisps and 'DaiCymru' packed it in his bag for enjoyment later when we returned to 'moxy.' It was so cool to have 'DaiCymru' snap a picture of 'Joe Bear' alongside 'CFz' Con Chair  Fioxy at this panel. We left the 'Fat Fur' panel early to get over to Confuzzled's Fursuit Dance Competition in Main Events. Once we arrived, David left as he didn't want to stay to watch the almost two hour event. I ended up being seated in the third row in front of the stage. I had originally planned to attend this very popular event on the con schedule. It's a hightlight of 'Confuzzled' overall and wanted to see for myself how U.K. & European Furry Dance Competitions differ from the American ones. I usually attend Furry Dance Competitions when I know of a friend who's a finalist and performing in the event. I've seen friends like  ReoGrayFox,  Neo-RevenG, Motomo21, and  TerraKun perform at 'Further Confusion,' 'FWA,' 'BLFC' and 'Anthrocon. Bemani just performed at 'FWA 2025' Dance Comp two weeks earlier, and I cheered him on!! It made much more importance once I met  Strangey and how I got to know him. Of course, I would attend to 'Cheer Him On' Loud and Proud!!! I always tell Bemani that he's such a 'Popufur' and he HATES IT!! I don't know if Strangey will get pissed off if I call him that, as I believe he's England's version of 'Popufur'... I better not start. But, nevertheless he's one fine Dancing Dog!! CFz 2025's Fursuit Dance Competition was quite thrilling to watch, with a variety of talented fursuit dancers showing their moves and delighting the audience. The format was similar to Dance Competitions at U.S. Furry Conventions with a Host or Presenter to introduce the acts on stage, alongside a three judge panel to critique each performance and a final vote to decide the top three dancers at the conclusion of the event. This year's CFz Dance Competition was broadcast globally on www.Confuzzled.tv. I felt each dancer did a wonderful job, as each performer proved to us why they're on that stage. The two hours went very fast, as I cheered each dancer and at certain times I stood up to cheer, not knowing that I probably pissed off A/V handling the broadcast. It was held in Hilton's 'Main Events' Ballroom, but a much smaller room compared to 'Atrium Stage' for FWA's Fursuit Dance Competition at their host hotel 'Atlanta Marriott Marquis.' FWA's 'Main Events' Space is FOUR TIMES LARGER than Hilton Metropole's and we were densely packed in that room. I had grabbed a good seat in the third row up front by arriving early, but I didn't realize the TV cameras in rear were behind me and during the telecast, you could see my big bear head in the audience. Watch it on www.confuzzled.tv under 'Archives' for 2025 and 'Dance Competition'. When Strange's dance performance came up at the 80 minute mark of the program, I realized why he is one of the best 'Dancer Furs' I've ever known personally in my 11 years of attending furry conventions. He put in a lot of effort and it paid off... Strange was 'well dressed' for his performance (LOVED his coat!) the music selection perfect and it flowed along exquisitely well during his choreography-style dance piece. The judges loved it and I did too!! When the awards were announced at the conclusion of the dance competition, with 'Mason Buontoro' taking 3rd Place, My new doggo friend 'Strange'  Strangey won 2nd Place for his prolific dance performance while 'Panriel'  Faolan won 1st Place for his extraordinary dance performance. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE WINNERS!!! After the show ended, I went up on stage in fursuit to congratulate Strangey and the other winners - then departed Main Events to meet up with DaiCymru Shep for one more walkaround through con space for the last time at CFz. Just after 7:30pm on Monday evening, Joe Bear's fursuiting at Confuzzled came to an end. After saying a few goodbyes to a couple of Furries we met from the front entrance, we came back inside and walked the hallways for one final time in my bear before exiting from the rear doors back to 'moxy' Hotel. I was in Joe Bear for 7+ hours on Memorial Day Monday at Confuzzled. It Was A Good Con... We headed back to our 'moxy' room to get out of my sweaty bear, took a quick shower before heading down to the hotel bar for the complimentary Pepperoni Pizza while David used his drink coupon for a Margarita. He bought me Pepsi to go with the pizza – and our pie was large enough to satisfy the both of us. After dinner, we both headed back to Hilton for our last night at Confuzzled 2025. It was not over...yet. I had a meetup with another amazing Furry whom I just met the day before. Tocs 'The Red Panda' and 'yours truly' met in the lobby after David departed to meet up with 'Huskyteer' in the bar. TOCS took me up to his room and we spent time together. We first met during the “Bellies In Fur' meetup, and we agreed to find time to chat and get to know each other. He's a very intelligent and super sweet guy – he moved to The U.K. from his native South Africa and eventually became a school teacher north of Birmingham. His fursuit was so cool - though he is classified as a 'Red Panda' its all BLUE!! Of course, Blue is MY favorite color. Maybe that's why I find so many of my best Fursuiter friends are 'Blue?' After we spent 'quality time' together, TOCS went to a 'bear party' that (sadly) I wasn't invited.. But, unlike 'MFF' - I continued my con night by going to Main Events to catch 'DASPRiD' Hard Rocking Dance, then a final visit to Strange's room to take a picture of him holding his CFz Dance Competition trophy before I said farewell to Confuzzled and The Hilton Metropole Birmingham. I caught DaiCymru and Huskyteer at the hotel bar while in transit to DASPRiD's Concert, and I said my goodbye to Huskyteer. After the quick meet, I left as fast I could to get to Main Events for D.J. DASPRiD's 'Hard Rock' set past Midnight on Tuesday Morning, May 27th. I WITNESSED FURRIES DANCING, MOSH PITTING EACH OTHER AND EVEN ONE FURRY EVEN FALLING TO THE FLOOR, BANGING HIS FIST DOWN WHILE I FILMED HIM LITERALLY SINGING THE LYRICS TO ONE SONG PLAYED DURING THE HIGH OCTAGE ROCK SET. I never would've thought something like this could happen here at a con in Britain, and was pleasantly pleased. Ironically, I noticed much the same reaction from attendees two weeks earlier during the Sunday night 'Dead Dog' 'Hard Rock' DJ music set in “CLUB FWA” Secondary Dance Space. The excitement of 'DJ DASPRiD' music set here and the FWA Rock Dance Concert proved to me that both cons can play Rock and succeed with a good following of fans. To add, The British Furries here were true PARTY ANIMALS - just as WILD, LOUD AND PROUD as we American Furries. It was a good sendoff for Joe Bear. I got off the 3rd Floor elevator a little past 1:00am to head over to Strangey's room. We agreed on Telegram that I could come up to his room after the dance to get a picture of him holding his Confuzzled 2025 Dance Competition 2nd Place Trophy. He got his fursuit head and paws on and held his trophy for me to snap some cool shots. I thanked him and gave him the biggest 'Bear Hug' I could muster. I told him to keep in touch, and he agreed he would. As I left The Hilton Metropole lobby for the last time and bidded farewell to Confuzzled, I felt a little sadness that the con was winding down, but I also felt grateful with lots of gratitude for the people I met during this journey. The Furries I met here are truly good people, as they made my con a truly 'UNFORGETTABLE' experience! I plan on keeping in touch with DaiCymru, Strange and TOCS over the next few years by strengthening my friendships with them from 'Across The Pond.' *TUES. MAY 27TH – Birmingham, England to London, England As soon as I got back into the room, I started doing a tradition dating back to the first time I received Joe Bear at 'FWA 2019' by spending the early morning hours cleaning my fursuit head to place inside the blue IKEA carrybag, while cleaning the rest of my fursuit and packing it nicely in the large American Tourister 29' Luggage. While David slept, I completed my fursuit packing before 5:00am – and after a final shower, I went to bed before sun-up.I woke up around 10:30am to see David gone – he had left to go to Hilton to say his 'goodbyes' before returning to the room. He left some donuts for me so I could eat as I watched the Furries below from our hotel window scurry as heavy rain made travelling difficult. Joe Bear was already packed and ready to leave Birmingham and Confuzzled after four fast-paced days. Once David arrived before 12 Noon, we were ready to check out and race with our luggage inside NEC to catch the Train and head out of town. Once we boarded, we departed NEC before 1pm with a quick transfer onto The British Rail 'Long Distance' Train from Birmingham International to London Euston. We arrived into London after a very crowded and cramped 2 ½ hour trip. It was raining and windy, not fun at all while pulling your large fursuit suitcase on the streets of London's St. Pancras area. DaiCymru did the hard work of pulling my large suitcase (Thank You!!!) while I handled my bearhead in his blue IKEA bag while holding an umbrella and carrying a backpack while gusty winds were knocking me around. No fun at all. We scurried into nearby London St. Pancras International Train Station to cover ourselves from the rain and wind. Our hotel was just on the opposite end of this massively large train station, where I visited 'The London Underground' for souvenirs to bring back home. **MIND THE GAP**The rain had finally let up, allowing us to enjoy the three minute walk from St. Pancras Train Station to our hotel on a street alongside other small boutique inns and lodges. We checked in at 'Hotel Meridiana' and we received 'Room 1' – right on the ground level. We were Blessed. Once we checked in around 3:30pm, I felt a sense of relief. The room was the type of lodging that Dad and I experienced exactly 25 years ago when we visited London's Westminster area, to visit Big Ben and The U.K. Houses of Parliament. British Airways' 'The London Eye' Wheel was our top attraction, and Dad recorded video while I snapped a ton of Canon 35mm pictures during our visit in October, 2000. The room at 'Hotel Meridiana' was small, but modern and comfortable. I took a nap after exhaustion from lack of sleep and traveling from Birmingham. A few hours later, I woke up and we departed the hotel to catch 'The London Underground' to 'Hyde Park Corner' and walk over to The ORIGINAL 'Hard Rock Cafe,' the one that Dad and 'yours truly' visited in 2000 & 2001.After 24 years, I had finally returned. The London 'Hard Rock Cafe' had been completely renovated since the last visit in October, 2001 (Exactly one month after the 9/11 Terrorist Attacks at Home.) Many of the guitars and exhibits were still there, including Eric Clapton's Guitar and Jimi's Dazziling Display of Guitars moved toward the front for all to see. It was cool to dine right next to Joe Walsh's guitar on the wall when he played for 'The Eagles' and a Gold Record of 'Hotel California' to the opposite end where our table was located. Coincidence? After we finished our meal and paid a quick visit next door to 'Hard Rock Cafe Store' for some gifts to bring back to L.A., we headed on 'The London Underground' for our subway ride to 'Trafalgar Square' (Charing Cross Station) and a short walk to 'SHERLOCK HOLMES PUB AND MUSEUM' to enjoy the last night in The United Kingdom with my dearest friend David 'DaiCymru' Lakin while paying tribute to my late father 'Sid Goria' with a toast. My Dad LOVED coming here when we visited London almost 25 years earlier!! It was recently remodeled and the classic outdoor signage changed (bummer..) Still, the bar was still there as I remembered with a wider selection of beers and ales on tap. The collection of Sherlock Holmes memorabilia still graced the walls of the bar, but sadly the video games and dart board were long gone and removed. Though we visited 'Sherlock Holmes' to honor my late father, it was also a celebratory time to conclude 'The Trip of The Decade' with our travels throughout England, Wales and by attending 'Confuzzled' Furry Convention in Birmingham. This moment in time was very special and something I'll cherish for the remainder of my life. We paid a toast to my Dad... and I truly felt that his spirit was with us in the room. We left 'Sherlock Holmes' pub when it closed at 11:00pm and walked back to London Underground's 'Charing Cross Station' to take the subway back to 'St. Pancras Station' and strolled the three blocks to our hotel. Just like that, Joe Bear's U.K./Confuzzled Trip had come to an end after TEN AMAZING DAYS!!! Photos were taken and Memories made on this trip to last a lifetime. *WED. MAY 28TH – London, England to Los Angeles, CA (End of Trip) We had our luggage packed and ready to go when we checked out from 'Hotel Meridiana' before 9:00am for the quick walk to London Underground 'King's Cross' St. Pancras Station to get on the subway for the 25 minute ride to Heathrow Airport and my return flight on United Flight #935 (LHR-LAX). This was the moment when David and I said 'goodbye' as he wouldn't be on the Underground rail to Heathrow. I gave 'DaiCymru' the biggest 'Bear Hug' I could give, and wished him well on his travel back to Port Talbot. I was able to ride 'The Tube' to Heathrow and then board my United flight for the 11 hour journey back home. In closing, this was 'The Trip of The Decade!!' for Joe G. Bear Four people stood out – Actually 3 Dogs and 1 Red Panda. *One Welch-speaking German Shephard with the kindest heart and spirit *One proflic writer and 'Huskyteer' who was just 'Intellectually Stimulating' *One energetic and AMAZINGLY loving 'Dancing Dog' with a lust for life *One Red Panda who's actually BLUE with a gentle heart and full of grace Thank You for those who read through the entire journal. Here's a Milk Bone... These 10 days wouldn't been possible without the help of my dear friend, host and roomie David 'DaiCymru' Lakin. Thank You for allowing me to be with you and being a part of your life. The memories we made will stay with me. BEAR HUGS!! JOE G. BEAR

**The last time I posted here was right after Anthro New England “TRAINS” in February, 2023. I was living the life I so expected, going to well known furry conventions located across the country in the Eastern U.S. - on back-to-back weekends in late January with Further Confusion 2023. Things were looking good to attend my first Anthro Weekend Utah in July of last year, alongside FWA and BLFC. Then, like a thief in the night, my beloved Dad “Sid Goria” unexpectedly passed away in his sleep on March 13th. My life changed in an instant overnight. Not just because of my Father passing away, but we had a disabled uncle named “Vin” that we now had to watch over as my Dad was conservator over watching him. My Dad’s death threw me into a talespin, one that I never had expected. Though I was very lucky to have a brother and sister to help, to take care of funeral, expenses, the house and caring for a disabled person was overwhelming. Losing Dad was like losing my best friend, my right hand man, someone I can get advice and support. That was all gone, as if I was released into the wild to fend for himself. The period from April 2023 right after my Dad’s funeral to October when we were able to break the conservatorship trust and move my uncle to a power of attorney situation that allowed Vin to fly to India where he would be better taken care of was the darkest period of my life. Thanks to my friends near and far to be by my side, and at cons like FWA 2023 “The Lost City” (Thanks to my Aunt Manju for flying here to LA from Toronto to help us and give me the chance to travel for FWA). Since November, things are gradually improved, but with probate coming and the house - if I’ll even move in, I’ve been hesitant on moving out of my Apartment of 19 years back to my childhood house if I ca. handle the house and pay rent to three siblings. I will be working this summer to finalize a plan of living and being fair to family. However, I did want to write a small journal of my recent Anthrocon 2024 experience. SIMPLY PUT..Anthrocon 2024 will come down as an event that I’ll NEVER FORGET. This weekend will be cherished in my collective memory for the remainder of my life. ALL Furries should plan to attend this convention at least once in their lifetime. You won’t regret it!!! It’s a very special event in a city that welcomes us like rock stars. My friend and roomie Bob ‘Anthrocoon’ wrote an amazing journal that’ll I’ll post here. We went to many of the panels, and he recorded my “Fur The Grey” Greymuzzle Panel with my partner in crime Dr. Mel White, which had the largest attendance of any Greymuzzle panel I’ve hosted since 2017. Amazing!! We had 17,639 attendees, making AC the largest furry convention once again with over $100,000 raised for GreyPaws Sanctuary for older Senior Dogs. Journal will follow after this. Thanks for your friendship and support these last few months. Things are not as dark as one year ago, but I’m trying to live like my Dad would like me to continue. I Love Ya All!!! #Anthrocon2024 ********* Following post below From Bob Nelson -

Tue 7-2--picked up roommate Joe G Bear at the airport; his first time at AC and in Pitt. As he has said it is now his favorite con. He loves the way it's run, the people in the con, the locals etc. We wound up at Marriott City Center for six nights. I treated him to Primanti Bros. for a fries-and-slaw-in-the-sammich and we went to Pirates game. Locals lost but great stadium, some home runs. After, we took a long walk around the downtown.

Wed 7-3 included a trip on the incline (or was that Tue? prob Wed) for a great view, then we visited WESA and WYEP studos on the southside. He is a fan of them and their unique music, listening online and we toured the studios and we met Rosemary the DJ. Roomie Cyan Glaciertooth from Waltham was to meet us and we said join us at an Applebees in suburban Robinson. We had about 8 of us, a great time! Thanks to Dave for helping Joe keep his fursuit in his room at the Westin. Do we dare try for AC or a similar close hotel next time? The Heinz History Museum took a long time to see. It's worth it.

Thu 7-4 had the Fursuit Friendly Cruise, really hot for the suiters but a fun look at the three rivers. Horror stories about reg lines but as a Sponsor (me) and Supersponsor (him) it took very little time. A panel on historic preservation in furry fandom and it made me late for 5 pm Opening Ceremonies. Only caught parts of Baseball Mascot and Cartoon Network panels. Furry Press Your Luck followed. Fireworks were eventually held but we were told not to go on the DLCC roof for safety reasons. Saw bits of them elsewhere.

Fri 7-5--with his body set to Pacific time, it wasn't easy for Joe but he made his 10 am Fur The Grey panel with Mama Mel White. Well, she looks familiar. This longtime fandom member worked for years with Dorsai Irregulars security! Missed out on various panels--and believe it or not was so busy with stuff that I was unable to see Dealer's Den or Artist Alley other than buying my Charity Comedy Show ticket. After a quick commisary lunch (actually eaten AFTER the panel) it was Highwing and me hosting Zootopia: The Fan Discussion, an AC tradition since 2016.
A reminder you can hear con audio at http://www.anthrocoon.com
5:30 was time for Ony The Runaway Circus Bear, a wonderful musical featuring Rhubarb, Bennie, Sue, Cosmik and others. Got a very close seat for it,
and recorded. Wheel of Furtune would have been nice but I couldn't miss Uncle Kage's story hour. Did anyone notice that at UKSH and at the comedy benefit, Mr Conway was not imbibing a potent potable? I doubt he's gone sober but maybe backing off a bit. I go back to the days when you could buy a DVD with UKSH even if you already were there for it.
Furry History: A Conversation followed with Tofte, Bash and Chipper.
Horror stories would have been fun but it was getting late.

Sat 7-6 meant my Classic Cartoons panel, fun and a good crowd. Got Joe ready for the fursuit parade and block party which had a bear meetup at 4:30 in front of the Courtyard. We saw part of Anthrocon tonight which featured Cyan and Randy Ringtail, among others.
Well, Joe has been so excited to tell how well that whole day went with him in suit. I only wear a tail.

Sun 7-7--In the late morning I helped Joe raise money for the charity, Grey Paws (senior dogs). He couldn't really put paper money into the tub what with his big paws so I was there and we both yelled out requests for dough carnival-barker style. Make their tails wag! Oh, and the charity for the first time raised more than $100,000! It was up to 91k during closing ceremonies then Alkali, maybe Boozy and others made a last minute push.
1 pm was the Iggy's Pyramid game show. After another quick commisary meal, I went to the Kage-Boozy-Alkali comedy charity benefit. Then we had closing ceremonies--over 17,000 attended! Once again we are the biggest furry convention in the world! In 2023 I shouted out "The Biggest! And STILL the best!" at closing ceremonies. MFF and FWA went on to surpass us. But now...I yelled out the same thing and it was perhaps the greatest and proudest moment of my life.

Some con friends went to the taco place, while I chose Bill's Bar, then Joe went to the dead dog dance. I was kinda dog tired myself but we got Joe's stuff out and back to our own room.
For the next morning we headed out to the Flight 93 Memorial, a long drive but special for Joe given the brave souls who gave up their lives in the plane that crashed in Somerset County. "We have to do something."

That night we went back to Pitt as Joe bought souvenirs and several of us went for a great German meal at Hofbrauhaus. The next morning after little sleep I took Joe out to the airport so he could fly back.

Tue 7-9---On to Ohio and my 2 radio friends. We met in a Panera, then a Chinese buffet, and talked. The next morning a farewell breakfast and I began to head back. I first went to Pitt on Wed to retrieve 2 recording devices I left, plus get Joe's flagpole. That's OK. A little more time in that nice city.
Getting to Wilkes Barre was long winded with some heavy rain near State College.
Finally on Thu the 11th, I headed the final 330 miles back home.

What a week. Thanks to all including roomies Joe and Rich (Cyan), Dave ("Good mornin'" he says, no matter what time of day), and others.

Today is my 56th “Bearthday” - I’m shocked I’ve reached this age so fast!!! Still, I’m healthy for the most part, and able to travel to different events I’ve never been to before. One such ‘event’ just concluded in Boston called “Anthro New England.” Originally, my plan was to take it easy after an AMAZING “Further Confusion” 2023 “2000’s MILLENNIUM EDITION” (Next Journal) - but, after driving home on Tuesday of Post-FC, I had only one day to sleep in my own bed before flying out to Boston on a free United plane ticket (Thank You, MileagePlus) and staying with my roomie  Anthrocoon) at the impressive Westin Seaport District Hotel, the new home of ANE (after being at Park Plaza Hotel in downtown Boston for several years.) It was my first time back to Boston since 2009, when I visited with the family. Now, I was now attending my first ever Furry Convention on the US Eastern Seaboard!! And, I had so much FUN!! I’m going to paste the details from my roomie “Anthrocoon” (Bob Nelson) as he was my driver and part fursuit handler as well. I’ll have more to write later, with pictures!! Thanks to  DaiCymru for being there too, as we had good times together while he was ANE Staff holding GOH responsibilities. More to come.. Bear Hugs, Joe G. Bear
****Last year turned out to be the final Anthro New England to take place at the Park Plaza in Boston, as this year was the debut of our new home--the Westin in Boston' s Seaport District. It also would be Joe G Bear's first East Coast con, and he roomed with me (first face to face meeting). Had a great time though dampened by a lingering cold/ cough.
I picked up Joe at the airport and we got to the hotel; grabbed room and our badges. There was opening ceremonies and (after some room confusion) Dan Wolfie's fun "Railroad Safety" panel (cartoon clips). Cirrus did Game Show Grab Bag later.

My Classic Cartoons panel went very well, with clips played and audience participation. I am doing it again at Furcationland (Maine, April) and Anthrocon (Pittsburgh, July)
I read the schedule wrong and missed out on a panel about MBTA History (it was to end at 5:30 not start then!) I enjoyed panels on convention history, a scholarly look at the furry fandom,
how to fly in fursuit (best advice: don't!), Cirrus' Wheel of Furtune (I was a contestant) and so on. Only saw a bit of Animal Music: tail end of Full Color, and Sarah Rose (nice originals).
Fursuit parade: tried to be there with Joe but didn't last long due to my cold.

I was part of the individual and group fursuit pictures (nice). Joe and I had two good meals at M.J. O'Connor's (their sister restaurant in Back Bay is next to Park Plaza) and a really fun post-con meal at
Union Oyster House--with Runtt Wah, Jasper, Dai, and Joe. Funny and lively talk!
On Mon. I was able to get Joe to the airport (it started to snow really hard!) but was pleased to drive him around a bit, showing him our two previous hotels--the Park Plaza in Back Bay and the
Hyatt Regency in Cambridge. Joe's laughter and good spirits showed how much he enjoyed this con, and I only wish my cold had ended earlier. Still had a good time.
More later if I think of it. It went by way too fast. The hotel is AWESOME. Great breakfast buffets!

Oh and quite a bit of the audio I recorded is at http://www.anthrocoon.com

Major Storms are affecting travel statewide!! It’s intense, and I’m seriously not happy to have to drive up from SoCal in torrential rain and wind for 400 miles. However, I’m prepared.. A great webpage from Caltrans and I use it often. https://quickmap.dot.ca.gov/ Also, those driving in (like myself) please tune in to KCBS 740 AM & 106.9 FM for weather and traffic on the 8’s. The Bay Area’s NPR station KQED 88.5 is also a great source for latest traffic and weather. Be Safe as we all meetup in San Jose. I’ll be driving to FC on Wednesday from The East Bay to San Jose via 680. More to come. Bear Hugs. Joe Bear

Howdy, Folks!! I wanted to let you know how much I’m feeling so grateful this November, being involved with two very special events that I truly care about. On November 4th, I flew up from John Wayne Airport (Orange County, CA) to San Jose Mineta Int’l Airport for Pacific Anthropormorphics Weekend, or “PAWcon” for a most memorable weekend. The theme was “Pawston Paradise,” futuristic theme of a Californian society that promoted peaceful coexistence of diversity humming alongside advanced technology. This was Joe Bear’s second P.A.W. and wished I had flown in a day earlier, as the con was pure fun!! I roomed with my awesome friend and Blue Wolf “Truce” - he’s such a great roommate and his selection of alcoholic beverages kept this Bear ‘tipsy’ most of the weekend. Friends like Truce are truly special and I’m very grateful to know him as a close friend. PAWcon is considered a small con, as compared to other West Coast cons like “Further Confusion” and “Biggest Little Fur Con,” but smaller cons don’t necessarily mean less fun. Though “PAWcon” had nightly dances, and they were fun to attend, this con is well known for its “Patio Parties” located on the 2nd floor of Doubletree Hotel San Jose. As this was my second P.A.W., I had already experienced many of the parties from last year, so I focused on ‘private’ parties that I was invited to this year. It was nice to enjoy a relaxing time with many of my furry friends taking in good drink, and socializing late into the night. Unlike a bigger con, where you run from room to room, this was way more relaxing and to spend quality time with those you haven’t been able to at BLFC. This con was a lot like Mephit Fur Meet “MFM” near Memphis, TN that is a small con but very popular to those who attend as it’s ‘A Furry Family Reunion.’ To me, “PAWcon” is a lot like “MFM” - A small con with a big heart!! It’s very gratifying to know that if I can’t attend “MFM” one year, I have “PAWcon” as a good alternative as “Californian Furry Family Reunion.” Most of the Intrastate Furries I know (NorCal, San Joaquin Valley and SoCal) attended, and man it was so much FUN!! Thanks to Spectrum Fox and The PAL Board of Directors for a GREAT weekend. Truce and “Yours Truly” were able to get donations from attendees for The ALS Association Orange County “Walk To End ALS” the following weekend. I flew back late Sunday night, November 6th after closing ceremonies, where the con chairs of BOTH “PAWcon” and BLFC on stage announced their dates for hosting back-to-back furry conventions in late October and early November, 2023. I like the idea of seeing a major con hosting during the week, like the plan BLFC is following through from Mon- Thurs October 30th-November 2nd and then PAWcon on the next day right after BLFC on the weekend of November 3rd-6th. Many of the younger kids were not happy, but for myself I thought “Wow - I can take one week off as vacation and do TWO cons!!” So, I’m in support of this format. I asked Tyco if he might see attendance drop, he said “as long as we can host the best con possible, that is the plan.” After coming home on Sunday night, the following Saturday, November 12th - Joe Bear was proud to be part of one of my personal favorite furry events of 2022. As many of you folks know, I’m deeply involved with The ALS Association of Orange County, and the “Walk To End ALS” charity event. I was so proud of this year’s event, a return to a full walk after three years. Though I was involved with the Virtual and Drive-Thru “Walk & Roll” events in 2020 and 2021 due to the Coronavirus pandemic, it is not the same. I like being involved in a charity walk attended by thousands of people, including those that I walked with this year. It was nice to work with Trip E Collie, Whiskey Foxtrot, Zarafa Giraffe and Cosmo Shepherd among other Furries who knew Tony Barrett “Dogbomb.” The walk was a great success as TEAM TONY exceeded its fundraising goals of $15,535.00 for ALSOCC. Trip and I both agreed that events like this bring greater importance than attending a social event or furry convention. We are doing something for the Greater Good, and I will be continuing to do more charity events in the future, especially The American Cancer Society “Relay For Life” to honor my furry friend and fellow Greymuzzle who recently passed away from pancreatic cancer, “Luico” (Patrick Dan Davis), so watch out!! I will be attending my first Midwest Furfest next weekend, and will come to Chicago with an open mind and low expectations. If yer attending “MFF” - please catch me and say HI!! Happy Thanksgiving - I do have LOTS to be “Thankful” for!! Bear Hugs - Joe G. Bear

Joe Bear’s con season is going strong with my fourth convention of the year starting Wednesday in Reno. “Biggest Little Fur Con” is the ‘party con’ for many, including yours truly. This will be my third BLFC, all in fursuit. The weather will be warmer, so I will be partial suiting for most of the con, to keep my BP under control. The nice thing is that I won’t be alone, as  VVolfaith will be with me and will be my handler on con space. This is Ken’s ‘FURST’ BLFC - so, if you see him please make him feel welcome as he’s not comfortable with larger crowds. After the high I had at FWA in Atlanta, I’m hoping BLFC will continue that excitement with the many concerts, panels and dances to keep attendees busy. I will be seeing folks here that I didn’t see in Atlanta earlier in the month. I will be involved with photoshoots, including a personal photoshoot with Blue Hasia, one of The Fandom’s finest fursuit photographers. I’m honored to know the best behind the lens, and Blue Hasia will make you look good. I’m also hosting my “Furries That CRAVE In ‘N Out Burger” 2022 Panel on Saturday Night at 9pm in Sierra Conference Room at GSR. If you’re attending, please join us for an interesting look at California’s Finest Burger and I will be giving out gift cards at the end. Please arrive early for a guaranteed entry. I hope to see as many friends at BLFC 2022. Please stop and say HI!!! Hugs are preferred as always. See you in Reno this weekend!! Joe Bear

Hiya!! I had a BLAST at Golden State Fur Con last month, then got my 2nd Covid Booster the weekend after GSFC (April 15th) then I got Covid!! Unbelievable time I had just gone through, and they said it was a ‘mild’ case. Trust me, you don’t want to get this!!! I was able to take two weeks off work (paid Covid time thanks to State of California) and quarantined from April 18 to April 30. Per LA County Department of Health, I’m out of quarantine and therefore I can travel and go to FWA in Atlanta - and I fly out tomorrow!! I will be in fursuit and see folks, but will avoid the crowded room parties and space out at the dances. I will wear my mask on con space at all times when not in Joe Bear. If yer attending FWA, you will most likely see me as I’ll be out in fursuit a lot. Rooming with  Goody2Toad and  beagle_bae - I believe it’s Monty’s first FWA and is making a special badge just for me!! I know a LOT of Californian furs flying out. It’s gonna be WILD!! See ya in Atlanta Marriott Marquis for my SIXTH Furry Weekend. This is along with Further Confusion my favorite con and where Joe Bear was unboxed three years ago this weekend. What a way to celebrate his Bearthday, where it all began. This is my Disneyland, and it’s called  FurryWeekend Bear Hugs - Joe Bear

Hiya!! I wanted to write in about what I've been doing as of lately, and future events in April. Earlier this year, Though FURTHER CONFUSION 2022 was 'Postponed' (In hindsight 'CANCELLED') due to the ongoing Coronavirus Pandemic, some Bay Area and Sacramento Furries decided to keep their hotel reservations and we were able to meet up in San Jose from January 13th to 17th by making 'This Con Our Own!!!' I had A BLAST, while making new friends during our weekend meets. I was so pleased how things turned out, from Mandy at The San Jose Marriott upgrading me into a Suite, to the many friends who welcomed me into their rooms for small intimate get togethers - from Fursuiting events down on the SJ Convention Center outdoor patio area to the Sunday Fursuit Picnic at nearby San Jose State University. It felt like being at FC, without getting my badge and conbook (Which will come later.) Since FC '22 "Joe's Way" in mid-January, I've done very little Fursuiting as I've been working a lot of overtime and traveling with my Dad and Friends. That will soon change. I will be attending Golden State Fur Con right here in L.A. April 8th to 10th at LAX Hilton on Century Blvd, only ten mins from my apartment in Redondo Beach. I drive by this hotel often, as my Parents live near LAX. I will be having a room at LAX Hilton for Fri and Sat only, rooming with  Truce (Though I live only ten mins away, I don't wish to risk getting a DUI by drinking & driving.) I will also be hosting The Greymuzzle Panel at GSFC on Friday afternoon 4pm, so please join us. If yer attending GSFC, please come and yell 'JOE BEAR' - I'll come up and give you a HUG!! Peace - Joe Bear

I’m sure many of you have heard, but due to the state of California being SLAMMED with an uptick of Coronavirus cases (Omicron variant) and out of abundant caution (including a loss of staff, panelists, artists and dealers) - Further Confusion had to postpone the 2022 convention, an event that meant so much to me. I was truly looking forward to attend my favorite furry con - I pinned my hopes that we would be passed the most critical phase of this almost two year old pandemic to have FC hosted safely, but this virus had other plans. It’s depressing, but necessary - as people are getting infected a lot faster and I knew of one furry who has died (Fred Michels Phrez Bear). I had my vacation time reserved, and decided to go ahead with the trip by staying 3 nights at San Jose Marriott (Instead of 5 nights) and like last year, support the hotel and restaurants that support US annually in mid-January. I will fursuit once again outside on the outdoor patio in front of San Jose Convention Center and participate in a outdoor ‘picnic’ nearby at San Jose State University on Sunday Afternoon (01/16). If your a local Bay Area Furry, please consider joining us at SJSU on Sunday (Info on the NorCalFurs page above.) I hope all of you are vaccinated and boosted, please stay safe and look out for your friends and family. Bear Hugs!!! Joe Bear

It’s been a long while since I wrote anything here. My Last Journal was just before TFF 2020 and our world changing forever with the onslaught of the Coronavirus Pandemic and it’s many lockdowns. It’s not over…Folks, as we approach this Christmas - do yourself a favor, GET VACCINATED/BOOSTED!! I will be at Further Confusion in a little over three weeks, and co-hosting the Greymuzzle Panel once again with the incredible Dr. Mel White (Mama Mel) - I’ll have more about FC after the new year with a detailed journal here. I’ve lost three friends to the virus, and my world hasn’t been the same, but we have each other here and I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas 2021 and Happy New Year 2022!!! Joe G. Bear

I'm typing this pre-con journal from Dallas, TX near The Hyatt Regency, where Texas Furry Fiesta 2020 is set to begin tomorrow night. I've been in Dallas for almost two days now, visiting the museums and sites while getting to experience this city for the very first time. My dear friend, tour guide and fellow Greymuzzle  MelWhite along with her daughter Amy White have been more than gracious hosts - giving me the opportunity to see this city in a way Grey Line Tour can never provide with someone who is local, knows her stuff and provides that personal touch only a friend can give. Experiencing The Sixth Floor Museum at Dealey Plaza (JFK) Museum was something I won't ever forget. The events of 11/22/1963 is spotlighted alongside the legacy of Pres. John F. Kennedy and his family. It's a MUST SEE Museum when you come here to Dallas. Now, regarding TFF - I'll be rooming with  TonyTheBear and Kyle Wolf  Fenris5856 at The Hyatt Regency Dallas, and will visit The Reunion Tower on Friday Night In Fursuit. Watch for Joe Bear as I'll be on the con floor and at the dances all weekend. TFF is my 15th Furry Convention, hence it makes sense that TFF really means The Fifth-tenth Fur con'. If yer attending Texas Furry Convention, please come up and say 'HI' or ask for a hug!! Promise I won't BITE!!! See Ya'll Here!!! Peace - Joe Bear

Hiya!!! I'm writing this from my friend's house near Sacramento, preparing for my THIRD consecutive 'Further Confusion' being held in Downtown San Jose at The SJ Convention Center. I'm looking forward to this particular convention, as FC is 'California's Furry Con' and the impact this fur con does for The Bay Area and it's charity 'The Billy DeFrank LGBTQ Center'. If it wasn't for Furry Weekend Atlanta being my Favorite Furry Con, FC would be the ONE!!! It's a very close second. I will be rooming with 4 fluffbutts, a couple I've roomed with before  VVolfaith  incredible_crocodile and first-time roomies to FC  Thomasfox and his partner  tokilai - We will have snacks and beverages throughout the con. Please join us in our room at The San Jose Marriott, from Thursday 01-16 to Monday 01-20. For the second straight year, I'll be co-hosting the Greymuzzle Panel with  MelWhite on Friday afternoon at 5pm in The Guadalupe Meeting Room at San Jose Marriott. Please join us for 90 minutes of 'joyful noise' on being an older furry and tips to maximize the best in your second half of life. We have a lot of fun hosting this panel, and I would love to personally meet ya. Don't be shy, you are invited!!! As a first-time fursuiter to FC 2020, Joe Bear will be walking around - my 'Bear-sized' Cal cap will finally be on my bear so it would feel complete and at the con of my choosing. Rom is a wonderful fursuit maker, though she didn't make my fursuit, she is making the cap so it would have a 'Made In California' touch to my Bear. We are also planning a 'Joe Bear & Friends' fursuit meet on Friday at 2pm in the Lounge area near 'The Zoo''. If you have a fursuit and wish to join us in the Photoshoot, please let me know. Once Again, Thanks for being my friend here on FA and looking forward to seeing ya at Further Confusion 2020 'CyberPunk' Theme. See ya in San Jose!!! Joe G. Bear

I want to wish y’all a Happy New Year AND New Decade. The 2010’s were memorable for me in so many facets, including joining The Fandom in late 2013 and I haven’t looked back since. I would’ve never conceived the idea of not only having my own Grizzly Bear (which is technically ME, but covered in Fur) but having my own creation, Joe Bear’s fursuit THIS last year of the last decade!!! The Furry Fandom (despite some internal issues - just keep politics and religion out and you’ll be fine) is a welcoming and enriching hobby. I wrote an article in Dogpatch Press last month spotlighting my journey on becoming a Furry, getting my fursuit and using it for the common good by focusing on the positivity fursuiting can be in relation to supporting charities like The ALS Association. The ALS Walk in Irvine opened me to new opportunities in the future for Joe Bear. “The Fandom” can do wonderful work like supporting The ALS Association In “Dogbomb’s” legacy, alongside other charities by volunteering your time fursuiting and spreading kindness. To me, that is something I’m so looking forward to doing more this year and the New Decade ahead. Let’s make it “The Rawring 20’s” together at charity events, alongside the cons that most furries attend. Speaking of Furry Cons...it’s that time of season again. The FIRST convention on my schedule is “Further Confusion” 2020, being held in San Jose, CA this month (January 16-20). If going, please come up and say “HI” or “Howdy”. I’ll be staying at the San Jose Marriott for all four nights, and will have light snacks and beverages. Please stop by our room if attending FC. I’m rooming with Thomas “Foxyboo”, his friend “Tucker” Bear, Gus “The Incredible Crocodile” and Ken “Tigur” Murata. I hope to see ya there and if you DON’T know the way to San Jose?! Ask Dionne Warwick on Spotify. Peace - Joe G. Bear p.s. - I’ll have more information on Further Confusion 2020 in my next Journal next weekend (01-12-20)

I was thinking of writing a long, sappy essay about how special this year’s Mephit Fur Meet truly was. But, I’m gonna write as I feel, so it won’t be short (and I’m also writing this while attending a Dodgers MLB Game in a crowded stadium with a distant relative from out of town, and Dodgers are winning BIG!!). As I look back at recent furry conventions I’ve attended (now that I’m becoming more of a pro by attending these events) it appears that the Magic was NOT coming from how LARGE a Furry Convention has to be to enjoy elite status - nor having popular furries hosting state of art panels, or the top notch musicianship each con brings - its THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW AND LOVE ALONGSIDE THOSE WHO MANAGE THE CON WITH GENUINE LOVE BECAUSE THEY CARE!! When Jose Pacheco “Toad” literally convinced me to come to MFM in 2018, I said “Sure” (MFM 2018 was planned before my Mom’s untimely death and it was my first vacation after Mom died, which helped me through the healing process). I arrived halfway on a Saturday and I was denied entry until Saturday night (I was quite pissed) and I missed a good part of the 2018 con. What saved me from a total bad con experience was my dear friends Tony Tenacious Kyle Hicks and Eddie Krech (who comforted me as I was still reeling from losing Mom and Eddie’s assistance in commissioning of Joe Bear’s fursuit). I made sure I wouldn’t judge MFM honestly until I attended the ENTIRE Convention, from Opening Ceremonies to Closing Ceremonies!! So, I was able to juggle my work vacation schedule to attend MFM 2019 in its entirety. I’m very glad I did, as I became a believer of why people would come from near and far to attend and praise such a small furry convention (#42 according to WikiFur, versus #3 for Biggest Little Furry Convention and #6 for Further Confusion). IT WAS THESE PEOPLE WHO MADE IT VERY, VERY SPECIAL FOR ME, FROM THE CON LEADERSHIP INCLUDING THE STAFF, TO THE ATTENDEES AND MY OWN FRIENDS THAT MADE IT SO MEMORABLE!! Thank you Papa Woof Roth, Mike Wielder, Waldolf Ursine “BJ”, Papa Rob, Abra Floyd “Paddlefoot” and her Mom “Panda Mom”, Josh Smeltzer “Jase Husky”, Buck Daniel Riley “Buck Husky” (He’s A Great Guitarist and fellow BIG Death Cab for Cutie fanatic too), Trevor Rush, Jared Clark and Iain James Armour that comprise Foxes & Peppers, Christopher Leavy “Cosmik” and Ned Wilkinson “Rhubarb”, and Victoria Staley to the new friends i made in 2019 including Logan Sweeney, James Thompson (Keanu The Red Panda ), Bryon Parham, Dahan Chanur among others. If I forgot yer name, please remind me. THIS IS THE FAMILY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING AGAIN IN 2020!!! This will be an annual tradition unless my health fails or my work situation changes. As a young cub, I grew up watching The Jerry Lewis MDA Labor Day Telethon - I would watch for hours as it was something I looked forward to on Labor Day weekend. 40 years later, I have started on a NEW FURRY Labor Day tradition. Joe Bear will be near Memphis, TN if God Allows. Peace - Joseph Goria (a.k.a. Joe G Bear)

Thanks to all of you who helped make my #FWA2019 experience the BEST EVER!!! My fourth Furry Weekend was like a dream... From Jose "Toad" picking me up last Tuesday and gorging on Waffle House, from visiting the FWA Offices in Sandy Springs on Wednesday, even helping the staff move props onto moving vans, the unboxing ceremony of Joe Bear after Opening Ceremonies on Thursday, and spending the weekend suiting up and moving around like a grizzly bear on the con floor, to The Mystery Skulls concert that just blew me away - meeting and getting to know the GOH's Sean Chiplock and Caraid alongside my many friends who helped bring this all together. It wasn't the partying that made the 'magic', and I had no sex (believe it). It was my FRIENDS here in the South that truly made me feel at home and treated me like family (and a few friends that came in from Southern California too like Bodker, Growly and Whiskey Foxtrot). It's your friends that help make the magic come alive, and those are my friends I would take a bullet for. These last four years have truly changed my life - it has made my life much more fulfilling (Lest, I cannot forget how I value those who've been with me for decades - like my best friend Jon Chauvie in Utah and my college friend and old confidant Jose Tingson among others who are non-furry - I LOVE YOU ALL!!!) To my family who are spread out in three different countries, I love you all very much as well. This weekend has cemented my love for this fandom and those outside as well. Thanks for being with me and I hope to see all of you soon!! Joe G

I've arrived in Atlanta, GA for my FOURTH consecutive  furryweekend with  goody2toad - So much has changed since that very first FWA in 2016!!! When I became a Furry in late 2014, thanks to a very special friend of mine from San Diego  fullmetalfurryman (Kaz Sasamine) who had a German Shepard fursuit in the trunk of his car and I inquired one day 'What Was That"? Kaz-Kaz explained to me in a nutshell what Furry was and The Fandom in general. Honestly, if it wasn't for that moment - I might've never been interested in the Furry Fandom. My life has definitely changed since Oct. 2014 - I'm one day away from becoming a fursuiter myself, my 'Alter Ego' of the Grizzly Bear I've been inside for decades. It's now coming out, being birthed at FWA 2019!!! I want to thank so many people alongside me through these last five years, from Kaz to  DJ-Rodney in assisting alongside me in creating my fursona, to the many new friends I've met along the way. My Life has been much more fulfilling, thanks to all of you. It's been a GRRRREAT Journey, and if you are attending Furry Weekend Atlanta 2019, you are INVITED to my Fursuit Unboxing Event in our room 30 mins after Opening Ceremonies tomorrow night (Thursday, May 9th).  Eddiebear will be presenting my fursuit 'Joe Bear' and please find time to attend, as I would love to meet as many folks as I can. Hope to see many of you this weekend and at BLFC in Reno next weekend for my West Coast debut!!! Thanks for being here, and for being my friend. Hugs - Joe G. Bear

Howdy!!! As I'm typing this, THERE'S SO MUCH HAPPENING!!! Or, should I say IT'S HAPPENING!!! My Fursuit is being made right now by  Eddiebear, ready for unboxing at "Furry Weekend Atlanta" on May 9th. It's gonna be a milestone event, and for those attending FWA 2019 'Pirates' please join me for the unboxing and small party in our room (Rooming again with  goody2toad for the fourth consecutive year!!) More details to come. In the meantime, I'm working a lot and saving for FWA & BLFC back to back in May!!! See YA Soon!!! Joe G. Bear

THANKS to all of ya who joined me in San Jose for FURTHER CONFUSION 2019!!! I had such a blast, meeting my old friends while getting to know new furries. Great Memories were made, and my Greymuzzle Panel with co-host Mel White went well. I will post some pictures on my page soon. Next con is FURRY WEEKEND ATLANTA 2019 - where I will be debuting my fursuit 'Joe Bear'. It's been 5 Years since I joined the fandom, and having this milestone with getting a fursuit sounds so right. I'm hoping you'll be in Atlanta on May 9th for my special day. More details to come. Chat later. Joe G. Bear

Happy New Year!!! I'm hoping 2019 will bring in much more happiness than what 2018 was. Sadly, as we all get older - the people we truly care most will be taken away from us. Experiencing a death of a parent was something I didn't think would be so painful. Now, with this new year, my goal is "renewal" for myself as I make 52 years on January 25th. This is the year I will finally have my Grizzly Bear Fursuit (May 9th 'unboxing' at 'Furry Weekend Atlanta'). It's appropriate to debut 'Joe Bear' at FWA, as it was the con that truly changed my life in so many ways. The friends I've made in The South have been beyond anything I could've even imagined. The Furry Fandom has been an amazing bridge to meet and know younger people and making very close kinships!! True Southern Hospitality EXISTS!! I Love Ya and Thank You Y'all!!! **FURTHER CONFUSION 2019** I will be flying from Long Beach (LGB) to San Jose (SJC) on JetBlue - Wednesday 01/16 arriving at 7pm. I will be staying at a friend's house (non-furry) for Wed night only. My friend will drive me to San Jose Marriott on Thursday 01/17/19 at 12 Noon. My goal is to check in to the room before the Pre-Reg Line opens 2pm at 'THE HUB' (SJCC). My 'Roomies' who will be with me include  starkid89  incredible_Crocodile  vvolfaith This is my second consecutive FC - I'm hoping to duplicate the fun I had in 2018. This will be my last furry con before I become a fursuiter. If you see me, please come up and ask for a hug!!! **FC PANEL** I will be co-hosting my FIRST Greymuzzle Panel at Further Confusion with my partner  MelWhite on Friday 5pm at San Jose Marriott "Almaden" Conference Room. Unlike FWA's Panel, there will be no prizes to giveaway. Having Mel White as a cohost is an honor - she is Associate Professor of Anthropology at Richland College near Dallas, TX and has been involved in the fandom for decades, including being involved with FurScience. If yer attending FC next weekend, Please join us for this very special event. I will also have  thomasfox assist me with transport beverages and snacks from Safeway to my room, so if the 4th Floor Party Area is a bit too much, come up to our room for a bottle of cold water or a soda/ice tea anytime during our stay from Thursday to Monday 01/17-01/21. I'll see ya in San Jose!!! Joe G. Bear

I'm writing in to wish y'all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2019. This is going to be a very somber Christmas, as it'll be my first one without Mom. I've started to cry already, but my Dad and the rest of our family will be together to celebrate and pay homage to our Mom. Six months since her death, Mom is so greatly missed by all of us. I do want to remind those who are going to Further Confusion in San Jose, CA on Thursday, January 17th - I will be flying in on Wednesday evening to stay with a local friend. I will be staying at San Jose Marriott for 4 nights (Thurs to Mon) with three other furries. More details to come. I will be cohosting my first Greymuzzle panel with Mel White, an Associate Professor from Richland College in Texas most likely on Friday. More details to come here. Keep in touch if attending FC as things can change quickly. Merry Christmas Fluffbutts. JG 'Bear'

Howdy!!! Just to let ya know, I'll be attending ARIZONA FUR CON 2018 near Phoenix (In Mesa) for Sat. October 27th and Sun. October 28th, 2018 at DELTA (Marriott) Hotel Mesa Convention Center. My Uncle Vin will be with me, and he'll have no idea what he's going to expect when he see Fluffbutts invading the premises!!! He's coming as his two kids (My cousins) live in the Phoenix area, and his oldest son (my cousin Karan Goria) wants to attend a furry convention. What a great time to see one in your own backyard!!! If yer attending AZFC, please see me and expect a hug!!! Thanks - Joe G. Bear

It's been an awful summer for me - my Mom (Edna Goria) passed away from complications of a stroke on June 29th, and had been coming to terms with our family loss. My Dad has taken the brunt of this tragedy, and I feel helpless. This reminds us how life is very fragile and our time short. Still, I'm looking forward to my first 'Mephit Fur Meet' on Sat. September 1st near Memphis, TN (Olive Branch, MS - in the Memphis metro area). I've heard good things about this convention, which started 20 years ago as a furry 'pizza party' that mushroomed into a furry con that prides itself as "A Furry Gathering" with its homey feel and its motto "Welcome Home." I'm looking forward to being there, rooming with  tonythebear and  fenris5856 - hanging with  goody2toad and  mavwolf while meeting new southern furry friends. This will be my first trip since losing Mom, and I really need this vacation. If yer attending MFM, please say "HI". Bear Hugs!!! Joe G. Bear

I'm waiting for my flight out of Atlanta as I write this small journal - I want to say THANK YOU to those I've got to meet and hug at 'Furry Weekend Atlanta' 2018 "Galactic Gunslingers". My third consecutive FWA was THE BEST!!! Connecting with your southern furry friends that you truly care about, while meeting new furballs made my Convention so much complete with a healthy dose of PHUN!!! I value each and every one of ya, with big bear hugs. I hope to see you here in Atlanta next year for #FWA2019 "Pirates" May 9-13, 2019. See y'all back here soon. Joe G. Bear

HE IS RISEN!!! Those three words have true meaning to me as a Christian!!! Happy Easter to you and your loved ones. Also, to my Jewish furs - I hope ya have a most Blessed Passover. We are 4 DAYS away from MY MAIN FURRY CON - "FURRY WEEKEND ATLANTA" (FWA)  furryweekend. This will be my 3rd consecutive FWA and I'll be once again rooming with my best bearfriend in Georgia  Goody2Toad and we are hosting our first ever Panel (Greymuzzle Panel on Friday night @ 7:30pm - Panel Room 4). I'm giving away TWO Insignia HD Radios (I have two myself - one at home in the bathroom and one in my luggage for traveling) and these babies offer a GREAT sound. It's the future of Radio (You furballs just might have HD Radio and not even know it - just check your car stereo system if you have a 2015 or newer vehicle). This is gonna be an OUTTA THIS WORLD EXPERIENCE as the theme is 'GALACTIC GUNSLINGERS' - FWA has their own soda pop to sell at the con (If you didn't know, I gave up drinking all sodas on Ash Wednesday for Lent, and I'm used to drinking tea now so I'm staying off sodas!!) I'll be on the watch for ya furbutts  AltarusDemios  AtlWolf  DannyCaliforniaShepherd  Dark_Bear_108 (In Spirit)  fatbadjah  Fenris5856  HeavyMetalBear  Heize  MavWolf  SpectorFox  TheLilDino  TonyTheBear  Wingman985  Tsudodog  Incredible_Crocodile  wayajarrard and many others!! Now, It's Time To GET PACKING and Prepare For PHUN!!! See ya next weekend. Joe G. Bear

Howdy, Furries!!! I'm about three weeks away from what appears now to be a 'Spring Break' tradition for 'yours truly' as I'll be returning to Atlanta, GA for my third consecutive 'Furry Weekend Atlanta' with  goody2toad - He's been a valuable friend and confidant. His presence is always fun, and to have Toad handling photo duties on "SpaceStation FWA" will keep me from lugging my Canon Rebel SLR and lenses through the convention floor at Marriott Marquis!!! He is a friend who you can depend on. It appears many Californian furs are trekking to the 'Capital of The South' - on my follow-up post next week I'll be shouting those out who I'm so looking forward to see, including my Alabama, Georgia and Tennessee furs. I'm creating a YouTube short video series called "All-Star Furries", and one special furry from Tennessee will be my first "Furry All-Star" - so, please subscribe to my YouTube page link and be on the lookout. I'm also hosting my very FIRST PANEL at a furry con, "The Greymuzzle Meet & Greet". Details to folllow. I will post again next week as we approach Easter and FWA. This is gonna be the BEST Furry Convention I've attended to date. Peace - Joe G. Bear