Hi folks :)

I'm going to post some art from the past year soon - Neu the dragon as other genders? Yes please! :P

Also! Right now my mistress's mate is making a drawing for my character too, you will see it come up soon :) If you are interested in getting some art from them check out this page: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8011253/

I probably still won't be very active on here but there's my little update on stuff :D

I will stick around and do ONLY clean RP. No yiffy times, no gory times, just good old fun. I will be up for cuddles now and then, but if you get too clingy then I'll let you know.

Anyone who has been hanging around me on IM or Twitter only for yiff is removed from my contact list. I'll give one chance, then I'll block. Same with the idiots who just want to make me their bitch, except I'll block them immediately.

And that's pretty much it. I'll still be using either my Lucario or Lucadragon sonas.

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I also want to apologise for acting harsher than I needed to when I "left". Some of it did need to be done, such as pruning my contact list of some prime offenders, but not nearly going ahead and wiping furries from my contacts altogether. However I still want to remain firm on my stance on his matter.

If you really don't feel comfortable with me not yiffing people, you can go ahead and unwatch, it's all fine.

Required Reading: A Warning To Furries and Why I Am Leaving

Yes, I realise I'm 'leaving' the fandom in a pretty dumb way. But the main takeaway from this is: I do not want to be used as little more than a sex toy anymore. If we are good friends, or if we can talk about anything that's NOT centric around furry, then I will gladly keep you in my contacts list.

The issue more than anything is I have lost my self-respect because of the many people who pressed the issue of yiff around me, even after my warning that I didn't want it. People were perfectly okay with continuing to abuse me despite how I felt (I get the feeling people never really read the warning, if you thought I enjoyed the yiff you're dead wrong), and every attempt to remove myself from the problem people over the past year or so has only resulted in having more of those people around me.

I hope you can respect my decision and reasoning to leave. Especially while I'm studying in TAFE, I don't need to be distracted with drama and more yiff when I'm supposed to be researching.

I may return in the future but I would only keep to clean RP, even if I RP at all. But don't hold me to that.

For a while I need to focus on my future instead of servicing horny furs. Sorry.

I'll be making stories, I think, for a while. I RP every now and then but I figure it was high time to actually write something proper. xP

And to all of you who watch me. You're all amazing. <3

Especially 19th ones.

Sennheiser HD 201 headphones
Vodafone SIM card and Flexi Cap pre-paid plan
The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
$50 cash (which turned into a new chair)

Also, thanks to folks on Facebook and Twitter for the birthday wishes! It means a lot to me, especially since I was feeling a little depressed. <3

OW

MY FINGERS

THEY HURT SO MUCH

:D

With it I'm learning how to work it and the VST plugins and make something cool.

My first attempt with it is here: http://soundcloud.com/neurario/dese.....fire_remix-mp3 Check the original song in the description!

Is there anything I should add to mine? I see a lot of varied ones, I guess including an introduction of the fursona, that seem to work. I dunno.

Hey guys! Being good I hope. (Or not. )

SO. First I wanted to say, congrats to  dannyblue91 and  teradyne on getting together. I'm glad to have known them for many months and more, and to see Danny especially be so happy makes me happy that he has Tera and the rest of us to look after him. <3

And, I'm glad to say, after talking with them, that they have taken me in as their son. <3 I love them both and I'm glad we are all one big happy family. :3

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Next bit of news; as I was recently signed on with The Layabouts (not the band!) - a group of 'fantastic media creation heroes' - to do my mashups, I recently released (recently being around the start of this month) a new version of my year old Cave Story NI mashup album. Now I'm thinking of refurbishing my Neural Impulse sets, perhaps restructuring it. My friends have suggested that I perhaps make it into a sort of music podcast, and I'm tempted to. Just need to practice!

So, that's my news for now. Apart from that my birthday is coming up soon (December 13) and I'm turning 19! :o I'm wondering if, if some good friends want to send mail gifts, if I should note them my address. Not sure. Apart from that~

Take care!

Yup. One of the reasons you haven't seen me about... again. But I'm at the new place, and I'm all set up, so you'll likely see me more.

I also had some trouble with my computer (dead motherboard) so I ended up having to buy some new computer supplies and stuff... but it's working now!

I'm officially moving MSN addresses, to using my Yahoo handle. Those of you on MSN if you want, can add me at neurario[at]yahoo.com now. Likewise, any Yahoo users can now add me as 'Neurario'.

I also added a bunch of handles from other sites to my profile so check it out maybe.

Hmm. I was on fchan earlier this week and I found there were barely any Pyre Fierceshot pictures. Or I'm not sure, any Charr pics at all. I mean, I can tell I'm not the only one obsessing over him, but man, almost nothing? Rule 34 has failed yet again!

And I've sorta been wondering, I wonder if there are any artists who'd do GW-themed pictures. I would have to see. Lately, with a little story for a particular place I've been wondering, I can easily see Neu as some kind of Ritualist Charr, with the headwrap and stuff. Using the Aura. :3

Anyway... this is just a stream-of-consciousness blog and I wanted to say that. :P

Trying out a forum software at the moment, on my LAN. The problem I've had with forums is that I can never really had an exciting reason to make one, and the only successful one I had was the Psycho Bonus Stage one (don't ask).

But an idea comes to mind - I am trying to purpose this forum as a 'family message board', intended for me and the siblings to organise things that we can't do in-person or on Teamspeak, and hang around and have fun. And so that's currently how I'd do it.

Most of my failed attempts have been a weak try at getting my folks from the PBS community into a non-specific forum to just chat and hang around. Without a proper focus, things fell apart quick. So I see that now. I wonder though; if I did make a forum, what kind of focus would it have?

Hey guys! Yeah, I'm still alive Sorry I haven't posted much, kinda been distracted by life and things... but I decided to let my furriness shine once more

So I'll try and be around here and SoFurry more often, so feel free to say hi! That includes IM addresses too, go ahead and add them if you want to chat to me! All I say in that regard is that I am not just a plaything for your fantasies... if you have Steam and want to play something, go ahead and add me! Or even just chatting, go ahead... (See my Steam Games to see what kinda things I play.)

Also, the character profile was released a couple months ago, and with that the transition to my new character is complete! Neu is now a Lucadragon of my own design! Though that is per-person, if you are one of those who prefers Lucario I would be happy to revert to that for individual persons.

If you're at all interested in Neural Psychosis stuff, check out the SoundCloud page! I recently uploaded a pretty epic Pendulum remix of the Katamari Damacy theme! Yes, you heard right! ;)

I know I said I was going to write a story, but I didn't quite get that far to be honest. :P May come back to it in the future, but for now I am content playing games a lot. :P

Yup, finally doing one, will post it here when I'm done... will /try/ and leave nothing out, though will make a separate version for the adult stuff too :) So... yeah. Hooray~!

Yeah. I'm doing a repost. I do this almost never. Be grateful or something. XD

So I got this off  TwilightMaster, and I thought it was really cute. Same with his little message. :3 Anyway... repost time.

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What a Kiss Means

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each others Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head Re-post this.

Yeah, I'm feeling inspired. There's a quote from an old yiff chat that sticks to my head that I want to explore: "Seek the orange Lucario, he knows a good time". How did he get that rep?

It might be some time before it comes out though, I need to get myself into a habit of dedicating some time to writing, same with learning Python.

So yeah, that's what's happening. ;)

Yup, I gots one :) Actually I have squatted it for a while, but I'm gonna start using it more, initially by just uploading what I have here on FA to it, and any additional stuff.

I may also, if possible, upload any Neural Psychosis mashups there too :)

EDIT: So the plug would be better used if I actually placed a link...

Yeah, if you visit my profile lately you'll see that the line about me using the Aura as an excuse for things has sorta vanished... the reason for this is that, as I said in the previous journal I haven't really been into the furdom as much lately, what with some troubles being how they are, and me wanting to keep with my circle of close furs :)

With that though, I put down my MSN and AIM so if you want to have a chat with me, go ahead... Though, please don't try and yiff me from the get go, if I get to know you and of course become friends with you, it would make proceedings much less awkward. Or, we can break the ice easier and have a game of TF2, or HL2DM or whatever... you can get my Steam ID there as well, or search 'Neurario' in Steam Community.

However, on the note of steam... I'm kinda screwed. Now, I really that I was liable for stuff happening to my computer when I turned on the Steam Beta (love that UI), but having it randomly decide I'm not in the internet, deciding I wanted to be in Offline Mode, it essentially locked me out of Steam today. I tried deleting registry files, deleting everything but Steam.exe and steamapps/, and it didn't work out. And in a fit of frustration, and hoping I could reinstall Steam, I kinda... got rid of all my Steam games.

However! I do have a backup and I've loaded it up. It's not recent, so there is a lot I have to download (and I should do it before our net resets, go figure), but I'm still getting the "Offline Mode" problem. So if anybody knows how I can fix that, knowing this is basically a clean slate, that would be pretty awesome. Thanks.

Sorry for the disappearance, I'm still around. I just haven't been around much as I've been taking a break from the furry stuff. Just letting you know I'm not dead, and I'll be around more often. :)

Happy Neu Year! May all your love and dreams come true.

I COMMAND IT.

So guys. Christmas is fast approaching, and while I have received some great presents on the 13th, I am even more excited for the 25th. What are you hoping for this Christmas?

Also, I've been making a folder on Dropbox of... most of my escapades. Heh. It's shared, so if anybody wants access to it and you're a friend, just let me know and I will send an invite. ;)

Yeah I know, being a bit of a trumpet blower talking about my own birthday, but ya know. :P

Here's the relevant blog post if you wanna see what happened that day. http://neu.posterous.com/birthday-party-91 I'll post a video later.

But for the furry related stuff, and other things you would like;  selth commissioned  k-inukai a picture of the Dragon Neu form I have talked about before, and it turned out great! Certainly looked a lot like what I imagined, aside from the latex but even that is cool :3

And on another note,  twilightmaster gifted me a copy of Left 4 Dead 2! (Hoping it will let me download the uncensored version.) With the new computer, it should be AWESOME to play!

Had a great birthday, hope you guys had an awesome day too :) To adulthood! :D

Well we've pretty much finished our appearance of him, and perhaps you can play with him soooon :3 ^^ For now though, if you have a Google Wave account, please Note me or something and we'll exchange accounts, and I'll add you to the Description wave :)