The memorial page reminded me that I could nearly had landed myself on that page so I decided to write about what happened. Back in march I became very ill and I landed myself in the hospital,  Zombiecat covered it at the time in a few journals such as here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11099020
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11100604
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11103566
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11112129

I figure I try to write up this shortly what happened since things been quiet since.

In late evening, March 22nd I felt bloated, as I had stomach problems for over at least a year, and I had intermittent issues for a few years (perhaps as early as December 2021). While playing Space Station 13 I adjusted myself sitting down, when I heard a loud pop followed by pain. Turns out that I burst my bowels that been stressed over time (popping IRL basically), but I did not realize this yet and in the pain and confusion I first called my parents, then called 1177, which called in turn 112 (the emergency number in EU). A few hours had passed so it was the early morning, ambulance personal came and I could barely walk, I was stuck to a recliner due to the heavy pain. I remember the travel to the hospital, and the relief I felt when I recognized a landmark that is near said hospital as I knew it would be soon over.

When I came to ER, they took x-rays, told me they suspected cancer, I gave them contact information to my parents, and the last thing I remember before my consciousness disappeared for a week was that I was in a surgery room, just hoping for when I finally pass out as the pain was constant.

My time in ICU was mostly confusing, as I hallucinated heavily from the drugs, I had at least three? dreams about being dead, I thought I was stuck in a VR world for a bit, or that they let a red panda into the ICU room. I meant to write down my dreams during this time, and I might sometime but there is a lot and I still remember a lot of it really well so I probably was just awake but hallucinating. I also accepted that I had a stoma bag at some point so even as I became more coherent it wasn't a surprise, they had disconnected and removed half of my bowels too (you actually don't need much to poop as normal I found out later). I had dream that did feature  nikkyvix and  tarossb for a tiny bit, and a dream that also featured  farorenightclaw in a really odd manner I need to write down about. Most other dreams featured my family vaguely, though there was moments where I was completely disconnected from my real life so I did not remember my job or family which was terrifying.

I also kept hallunicating a little bit even at the earliest when I was awake, I thought my FA got hacked and someone replaced it with a memorial page that was ran by people I didn't want to associate with, so I told  darkmark to lockdown my account down since i knew them personally, but turns out in reality I was just talking to someone else wishing me well wishes, who were utterly confused at my rambling. Also there while there was no hack, I did manage to login to my FA so it probably was some banner i saw that confused me. I also responded to a commission from someone the first thing I did as awake, and I kinda regret doing that cause I came across as slightly incoherent in my response (but I also saw that the note was a week old so I felt some urgency responding).

Recently I did find out that it's not cancer, it was probably a intestinal pocket that caused trouble for years and that part is gone anyway. The hope is that there is gonna be another surgery later that reconnects everything so I get to poop regularly again, but that's expected soonest in January. I am kinda glad they are not rushing a surgery though, cause I am still recovering, I could barely walk when I got out of the ICU, and I'm still recovering the ability to walk properly, I can walk without assistance but it's very wobbly and longer walks is still out of the question.

I was also told that if I came in half a hour later into that first surgery, I wouldn't had survived. This haunts me a lot.

Also another fear I used to have is that if I passed away, my friends wouldn't know. But my sisters knew vaguely who to contact to spread the word about me and I'm thankful for that as well.

My bluesky is https://bsky.app/profile/purplecat.bsky.social

If you're annoyed at the amount of bluesky journals, it's cause FA don't have a bluesky field yet so... we have to post a journal. x)

I was gonna joke about how I am finally 18 but I think someone would misunderstood me! xD

But yeah 18 years ago (+1 day) I signed up to FA. Time passes way too fast!

Also I been bad at uploading stuff from my backlog, I kinda will try to get some Christmas related stuff up "soon" though!

I got one here https://bsky.app/profile/purplecat.bsky.social

I can't promise I will be super active, hell I am more of a lurker than active contributor on twitter so same will probably be true here! But do give me a follow, I probably rarely post some fun stuff!

Also just needed a excuse to bump my journals since I don't post journals quite often!

Turning 37 today! Don't really have many plans for today other than taking it easy probably!

It was super successful, raising over 2750 USD at the end! x) I did not think it would go on for as long as it did!

If you missed your chance, there is still a possibility of getting images with Ailure, at any of the stages you want! So if you wanted a picture in one of the earlier stages, you can do that! Details over here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10297199/

Just a excuse to post a journal really, I reached it the other day but I had too much of a headache so I spent that day mostly resting! I probably would had reached this number of views many many years earlier if I actually uploaded all artwork I got! x);

Anyway, I'm almost all the way up to 2019 with my art backlog (as in anything in 2018 and before I want to post is posted)! Pretty sure most stuff before 2019 is posted, though I might find some random artwork I forgot here and there for a bit longer.

36 years old now today, I am ancient! :D

Celebrating it with Smörgåstårta and taking it easy today!

Birthday is in about a week (June 6), just in case anyone wanted to know. x)

I still got like years of stuff catching up to do, I am trying to upload stuff from oldest to newest in order to the best of my abilities and I got about 3-4 years of content to catch up on!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45751564/

A friend of mine,  Amethystine has released a new story and it's super full of sexy merging, including a lot various CTF, and other body-part conjoinment. And of course since it's written by a snake, it involves a lot of snakes!

And yes, I gave a free plug a couple of years ago, it was time to do it again. ;)

Just pointing out a couple of images I found higher resolutions in my dusty personal archives! All of them fitting to the season, though oddly enough that's bit of a coincidence! Anyway enjoy!

And yes, a new picture fitting for the season is coming as well, stay tuned! >:)

Ailure's corruptive tentacles: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36458557/
Demon PC and Zaine: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35679490/
Demon PC and Zaine #2: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35679545/
Goeey Purplecat: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35651266/
If it fits: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33653655/

They might still be reorganized quite a bit, but I created a few FA folders covering a few of my more used forms and everyone one of my pictures should at least be in one folder! If some of the folders seems fairly empty (like the Gryphon folder) that because there are more pictures I have yet to post. x) Tempted to make more folders for fetishes, but tbh organizing the current ones made me crosseyed enough! Some submissions will be in several folders and I'm still deciding on it (like technically all my Naga and Arcanine pictures should be in the demon folder but I just decided not to, might change my mind on it!) Others are grouped together (like naga) even if they are different from the usual canonical naga form i use. x);

Also do comment on my submissions, it makes me happy to see it! :>

Got hold of one older storage device I forgot to transfer images from, found HD versions of I have uploaded! Enjoy!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39585522/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42808508/ (Warning freaky medical-themed CTF/body horror!)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36561732/

...well that's it for now, just those ones for now! I thought there was more but apparently some pictures I thought were low-res was high-res as possible in the first place. But expect to see me focus on uploading random old stuff suddenly as I got all artwork dating back to 2003'ish now!

Particular anyone doing artwork for the special day of 1st august, for those who know what that day is (if you don't, you're probably not into that), but really sorta looking for it in general. I'm not gonna commission the best first artist I see but I been struggling finding people lately (well ok, missed a few due to executive dysfunction as it's so called). Bit of a short notice I know~

Yes it is, I'm so very old now!

I'm 35 now, which is basically ancient by furry fandom terms now. D:

Now and then I go through my older images and reupload a higher resolution version, which I just did with https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29200904/ I might have to keep a list of those that I just updated with a high res from now on somewhere.

But if you spot any other images that is at the default FA limit, for example any picture with a width of 1280 pixels, let me know! I might have a higher resolution version of it (the older it is, the less likely though), and then I can re-upload that! :)

Edit: Found and posted a high-res version of:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37449611/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37492775/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37143183/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37162466/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35919697/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35935394/

Enjoy them all!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40521034/

(I don't intend on posting a ton of reminders for this, but I figured I'd at least post a journal about it for the extra coverage)

Admittly I'm about a week late! But yeah 15 years ago FA launched it's second iteration and that's when I imported my account. Though at the time I'm pretty sure I didn't have much of anything to import so it's possible I created my account from scratch. I think the site might been technically gone around a few days before 10th December but it was closed to the public or something, I don't remember it's been too long.

I barely remember anything of the first iteration of Furaffinity since it was around for so short time before it collapsed. I mostly remember being eager to move on from VCL which was a pain in the ass to browse.

Or was depending on the timezone I am posting this late on the day! I am so old!

I am going to continue uploading old artwork, still has a bit to post from 2013 and earlier though. So slowly catching up. Hopefully getting up to the 2015 point sometime this month though.

I should really update my FA stuff.

And post more of my artwork too at some point. Like 95% of my artwork is not even posted here. x)

 Amethystine asked me to let you all know about his new novel-length story. Why? Because it's full-to-bursting with sexy, kinky TF, mostly the cocksnake variety!

Check it out on his journal here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7871323/

There is a solar eclipse tomorrow! Like 90% of the sun is covered. Hope it's not going to be too cloudy. :/

https://twitter.com/Purplecatnsfw

Just wanted to point it out as I recently became a lot more active on it.

I should upload my stuff a bit more often, but I'm slow cause I want to write out proper descriptions. :P

And lazy too.

28! So old! D:

Just wanted to put that out! Not really have much to comment, busy with relatives at the moment! :)