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Posted 14 years agoHeya! I was lying, I actually got tagged, and now you are too! :3
Also, remember this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2952150/
Comment below and I will...
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal
Challenge from: 
;3
Also, remember this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2952150/
Squareheart Secret Santa
Posted 14 years agoI
Kinda like mechy-stuffs.
And lovey-dovey stuff. Porn is fine, but softcore only. Check the
squareheartrelations character journal to see which characters like who. Aiuta+Nanali stuff is also appreciated! :3
Also: GOT ME ORDERS TO BE DISCHARGED! WOOO!
Kinda like mechy-stuffs.
And lovey-dovey stuff. Porn is fine, but softcore only. Check the
squareheartrelations character journal to see which characters like who. Aiuta+Nanali stuff is also appreciated! :3Also: GOT ME ORDERS TO BE DISCHARGED! WOOO!
Halo: Anniversary
Posted 14 years agoThank you, 343, for not doing what so many others do to old games, to classics we love.
Halo: Anniversary plays exactly as it should, and is updated with content that is placed where it does best lie. If you know the campaign for Halo, then you know exactly where most of the new skulls and easter-eggs will be on the first run-though. The skulls are hilarious and deadly, and the extra content fills in the gaps that Halo could not originally do on it's own. Halo is now solidly tied into established Forerunner sagas and into Reach as much as it is to the games that come after. It does this without changing any of its original dialog and very little of its character design.
343 did good.
Downsides: Graphics are neat, and definitely make the cinematics more comprehensible and less gray-blob and the world more vibrant and alive, but they load kind of like the Halo 2 engine... If you can get over that then it's the platinum selling game that you know and love.
Halo: Anniversary plays exactly as it should, and is updated with content that is placed where it does best lie. If you know the campaign for Halo, then you know exactly where most of the new skulls and easter-eggs will be on the first run-though. The skulls are hilarious and deadly, and the extra content fills in the gaps that Halo could not originally do on it's own. Halo is now solidly tied into established Forerunner sagas and into Reach as much as it is to the games that come after. It does this without changing any of its original dialog and very little of its character design.
343 did good.
Downsides: Graphics are neat, and definitely make the cinematics more comprehensible and less gray-blob and the world more vibrant and alive, but they load kind of like the Halo 2 engine... If you can get over that then it's the platinum selling game that you know and love.
Past week
Posted 14 years agoWeekend of November 5 and 6th was terrible terrible SRP weekend.
Monday the 7th, I went to see the Protomen. This made the weekend not matter, because the Protomen FUCKING ROCK ON THEIR LIVE SHOWS. XD
Also, met some awesome people and kept talking to a few of them after the concert. One of them lives pretty close and we hit it off well. ;3 The others live close as well, but they are all way too busy. Need to make sure they have some fun occasionally.
...I like soft things, and when physical relations are taken light enough to have fun, and cuddling, and nice people, and openness with safety and consideration in mind, but most of all, I love to love and be loved. :3
Monday the 7th, I went to see the Protomen. This made the weekend not matter, because the Protomen FUCKING ROCK ON THEIR LIVE SHOWS. XD
Also, met some awesome people and kept talking to a few of them after the concert. One of them lives pretty close and we hit it off well. ;3 The others live close as well, but they are all way too busy. Need to make sure they have some fun occasionally.
...I like soft things, and when physical relations are taken light enough to have fun, and cuddling, and nice people, and openness with safety and consideration in mind, but most of all, I love to love and be loved. :3
New icon!
Posted 14 years agoYeah, it's kinda rare for me to have one that I didn't crop from some other commission or haven't made myself.
Got it from
and you should get one too! :3
Got it from
and you should get one too! :3Furfright: Casualty Report
Posted 14 years agoHI
As always, an excellent fur-con!
To all those who I met and hung out with: I love you all!
If you were witness to my drunken shenanigans, I do apologize. On that note, absinthe is bad, even though it tastes like licorice.
The casualties, however, are my braincells and a paper that I was supposed to do and a math class that I missed. Whoops. Whatever, it was well worth it, all of it. Thank you all and I hope to see you next year if I don't get to again before that!
-PS I like being a bed-warmer. It is good funs. :3
-PPS I know a lot of the people that I met don't watch me here, but I'm pretty sure they know this anyways... Well I hope they do. :p
As always, an excellent fur-con!
To all those who I met and hung out with: I love you all!
If you were witness to my drunken shenanigans, I do apologize. On that note, absinthe is bad, even though it tastes like licorice.
The casualties, however, are my braincells and a paper that I was supposed to do and a math class that I missed. Whoops. Whatever, it was well worth it, all of it. Thank you all and I hope to see you next year if I don't get to again before that!
-PS I like being a bed-warmer. It is good funs. :3
-PPS I know a lot of the people that I met don't watch me here, but I'm pretty sure they know this anyways... Well I hope they do. :p
Furfright Meme
Posted 14 years agoYeah, so if you're going:
Where are you staying?: Main Hotel.
How are you getting there?: Driving o-kemono and a friend, possibly a third.
What day are you getting there?: Thursday
How long are you going?: Thursday-Sunday
Who will you be with?:
rooming, myself, anyone who wants to hang.
What is your gender?: Guess.
How old are you?: 22
How tall are you?: 5'10"
What suits will you have?: Zero, not gonna till I've made proper prosthesis and found the right materials.
Can I touch you?: Yes.
Can I talk to you?: Most definitely.
Can I take pictures with you?: Sure why not?
Are you nice?: I'd like to think so, but people tell me I can be a bit... direct.
Are you cliquey?: I try not to be. If I am, I will most likely try to compensate by pulling in other people.
Can I stalk you?: Uh... depends.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?: YES.
Can I hug or snuggle you?: Yep.
Do you do trades?: You don't want my art.
Do you have an artist table?: No, hah!
Do you like parties?: Most definitely!
What should I not do around you?: Drama. I will troll any drama-llamas that cross me.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?: Tackle me at full tilt. Saying hi whilst maintaining eye contact also works. :p
Where are you staying?: Main Hotel.
How are you getting there?: Driving o-kemono and a friend, possibly a third.
What day are you getting there?: Thursday
How long are you going?: Thursday-Sunday
Who will you be with?:
rooming, myself, anyone who wants to hang.What is your gender?: Guess.
How old are you?: 22
How tall are you?: 5'10"
What suits will you have?: Zero, not gonna till I've made proper prosthesis and found the right materials.
Can I touch you?: Yes.
Can I talk to you?: Most definitely.
Can I take pictures with you?: Sure why not?
Are you nice?: I'd like to think so, but people tell me I can be a bit... direct.
Are you cliquey?: I try not to be. If I am, I will most likely try to compensate by pulling in other people.
Can I stalk you?: Uh... depends.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?: YES.
Can I hug or snuggle you?: Yep.
Do you do trades?: You don't want my art.
Do you have an artist table?: No, hah!
Do you like parties?: Most definitely!
What should I not do around you?: Drama. I will troll any drama-llamas that cross me.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?: Tackle me at full tilt. Saying hi whilst maintaining eye contact also works. :p
Halo: Cryptum (book spoilers)
Posted 14 years agoWow. The very language reflected the specific and harsh intelligence of what was once considered the greatest race in the Halo universe.
Forerunners led a doomed existence, their demise wrought by their own creators not out of baseless malice but of harsh judgement. Precursors to them in ancestry and name left a last fatal blow revealed, enacted, and then defeated solely by ancient humans. Initially ignored by the Forerunners, the Flood spent nearly ten thousand years in exile outside the Milky Way after the human's and San'shyuum's defeat at the hands of the Forerunners, returning with swiftness and vulgarity compounded. The last Precursor, freed from their quantum prison, is then suspect to have allied with Mendicant Bias and the Flood. Eleven Halos at the Forerunner Capital likely were destroyed if not rendered useless, but not compromising one escaped and six unscathed at the Arc.
One hundred millenia later, we yet again encounter the Precursor's final curse mantled to the Forerunners and inherited by all the Librarian could save. The Gravemind haunts and torments when reawakened by the foolish old San'shyuum, memories of their once captors exalted to gods beyond measure with their own youth lost to time.
Within the Halo universe, much still needs to be done. Humans again need to simultaneously rise against both the Flood and galactic oppression, with no option of defeat or retreat. The Covenant is broken, and the Arc destroyed, but still the Flood, the Jilrahane and Kig-yar and Unggoy, and the reawakened Forerunner ancillas controlling what remains of their empire remain. This story cannot be told on the scale of one life.
God I love Bungie for starting this, it's absolutely amazing. X3
Forerunners led a doomed existence, their demise wrought by their own creators not out of baseless malice but of harsh judgement. Precursors to them in ancestry and name left a last fatal blow revealed, enacted, and then defeated solely by ancient humans. Initially ignored by the Forerunners, the Flood spent nearly ten thousand years in exile outside the Milky Way after the human's and San'shyuum's defeat at the hands of the Forerunners, returning with swiftness and vulgarity compounded. The last Precursor, freed from their quantum prison, is then suspect to have allied with Mendicant Bias and the Flood. Eleven Halos at the Forerunner Capital likely were destroyed if not rendered useless, but not compromising one escaped and six unscathed at the Arc.
One hundred millenia later, we yet again encounter the Precursor's final curse mantled to the Forerunners and inherited by all the Librarian could save. The Gravemind haunts and torments when reawakened by the foolish old San'shyuum, memories of their once captors exalted to gods beyond measure with their own youth lost to time.
Within the Halo universe, much still needs to be done. Humans again need to simultaneously rise against both the Flood and galactic oppression, with no option of defeat or retreat. The Covenant is broken, and the Arc destroyed, but still the Flood, the Jilrahane and Kig-yar and Unggoy, and the reawakened Forerunner ancillas controlling what remains of their empire remain. This story cannot be told on the scale of one life.
God I love Bungie for starting this, it's absolutely amazing. X3
Too many things!
Posted 14 years agoI think I took on too many things to do this semester...
Radio club, parkour (free-running,) and Tech crew (AV Geek as a paid position.) This may not be a long list, but that's an hour for the first two about 3-4 times a week and Tech is an all nighter for whatever day it's on...
Well, I'll be busy at least.
Radio club, parkour (free-running,) and Tech crew (AV Geek as a paid position.) This may not be a long list, but that's an hour for the first two about 3-4 times a week and Tech is an all nighter for whatever day it's on...
Well, I'll be busy at least.
Cooking
Posted 14 years agois kinda hard. I think i just ruined $10 worth of steak. So mad right now at myself. Hoping that I can save it somehow... Really hate wasting food.
F-List
Posted 14 years agoYeah, I think it's funny. Also kinda nice to nail it out for myself.
http://www.f-list.net/c/aiuta%20silva
http://www.f-list.net/c/aiuta%20silva
Furfright
Posted 14 years agoCan't wait for it! X3
Might have to stop eating for a while...
Posted 14 years agoDon't have a job yet, looking for a workstudy though. Hopefully that gets done and I can start garnering an income. In the meanwhile I'm running out of money to eat.
I'd offer commissions, but I've got a lousy track record and no customer base.
Well, at least I have a place to stay for the semester.
Ragh.
I'd offer commissions, but I've got a lousy track record and no customer base.
Well, at least I have a place to stay for the semester.
Ragh.
Going well? Yes and no.
Posted 14 years agoOk, so, i got the loan stuff done and I got a place to stay on campus with some awesome guys and I got a laptop from the school. Gonna sell the truck, and the motorcycle is fixed and is working well. Life is good!
Well, until I get an email from my financial adviser at the school telling me that apparently I haven't paid the full amount for school. Why? They did not add the amount that HOUSING AND BOARD would be onto my account so that I could, i dunno, take such things into consideration when applying for a student loan in the first place. what the fuck.
Anyways, I'll get it done, figure it out, I always do. Just fucking annoying is what it is.
Well, until I get an email from my financial adviser at the school telling me that apparently I haven't paid the full amount for school. Why? They did not add the amount that HOUSING AND BOARD would be onto my account so that I could, i dunno, take such things into consideration when applying for a student loan in the first place. what the fuck.
Anyways, I'll get it done, figure it out, I always do. Just fucking annoying is what it is.
Homeless Engineer in Boston
Posted 14 years agoYeah... so I am in school, paid for and done, school starts on Tuesday, have everything down here in my truck. Truck is in parking garage. Living out of a backpack till I have housing. If I have housing, I should say, cause I am currently on a waiting list.
Bright side of things? Motorcycle is done to where it needs to be. Still has a charging issue, leaks a bit, and the starter is on its way out, but it idles and starts properly and right now that is all i ask.
Bright side of things? Motorcycle is done to where it needs to be. Still has a charging issue, leaks a bit, and the starter is on its way out, but it idles and starts properly and right now that is all i ask.
if i won the lottery
Posted 14 years agoI would build a giant robot. :3
Insomnia
Posted 14 years agoSometimes, it's because of a chemical imbalance and the person can really not get to sleep.
I think I'm on occasion arbitrarily afraid of sleep... Somniphobia? Apparently that's a thing.
No, I do feel tired, but I will undoubtedly spend anywhere from 45 minutes to 1.5 hours just laying in bed staring at the wall. When I get up, it is slow and arduous and I have to trick myself into using my brain and get my blood pressure high enough to actually get the fuck up.
I don't remember dreams because they would be confused with memory, and with good reason. My dreams are better.
Someone help keep me awake.
I think I'm on occasion arbitrarily afraid of sleep... Somniphobia? Apparently that's a thing.
No, I do feel tired, but I will undoubtedly spend anywhere from 45 minutes to 1.5 hours just laying in bed staring at the wall. When I get up, it is slow and arduous and I have to trick myself into using my brain and get my blood pressure high enough to actually get the fuck up.
I don't remember dreams because they would be confused with memory, and with good reason. My dreams are better.
Someone help keep me awake.
Hairless Cats
Posted 14 years agoAre too creepy for words... o.o
This is dangerous.
Posted 14 years agoDeath and destruction rains down from the sky. The moon has been broken, shattered by the wrath of one man. A singular person responsible for countless deaths on the colonies alone, not to speak of the debris that will soon fall from the sky.
When asked why, a single response is given: “I missed.”
What could be the target of something so destructive? Something able to wipe out the whole of humanity?
The intended sole victim stares somberly at the sky, his face wrought with dismay when he turns to the man with the weapon in hand, still held aloft. Smoke billows from the hideous machine's glowing vents, the manifolds twisted and wrought with pain and heat.
As the smell of burnt flesh seeps up the hill toward the man wracked with loss, he with the burnt and twisted husk of death-dealing tosses aside the now useless metal. To the man on the hill he states with a face as blank as the black sky above him, “I will not stop. I will not give in. This is but the least of my wrath. So long as you are alive I will wish you dead for what you have done.”
The man on the hill, the target, the reason the shot was fired, wished that he had not tripped whilst running. His life took on such a towering calamity, he could not bear the cascade of guilt. He was the singular cause of the hateful force now exemplified.
It's creator was not an evil man, not a jelous man, not a mad man, no. He was a loving and loyal man. What had been taken from him who was manifest of such force was more than his life, it was the life of another.
The man on the hill voiced in shaky tones his regret at the loss of life at his hands. It was not enough. Life taken cannot be returned. His only option given by the one below, the broken and burned man, was his own life at any cost. Only then would such level of catastrophe desist. The target volunteered his own life.
A knife was thrown to the man on the hill. Hands shaking, the edge was raised to his throat. In a moment it was over, blood spilled as he choked on the red water once of life streaming from his neck. Into darkness he ebbed, joining the loved ones he had taken.
The man remaining, with burnt hands and soft eyes, reminisced for a mere moment on his lost family. Soon, he mounted the knoll where lay his family's slayer and retrieved his knife. Thrust, unclean, into it's sheath, the blade stayed in the mourning man's scarred hand.
Lost in thought, remembering faces now gone, the man dissapears in a flash of cherenkov radiation and electricity. There were machines to mobilize and a moon to rebuild.
Time rumbles on, satisfied to leave this moment forever.The World Is Saved
Posted 14 years ago^ Type it into YouTube. I don't know how to embed videos.
Pizza + Beer + Anime
Posted 14 years agoLife is good.
Bye Bye USAR, Hello Long Hair
Posted 14 years agoYup, so I'm out. No harm, no foul on anyone's part. If I go back in, I'll choose something more along the lines of my education. That, and it will be well after I am done school.
Other than that, I've ordered what I hope (but really know will not) be the last parts for my bike, and when they get here I just need to do some tuning, checking, and it will be all hunky-dory.
...wtf does hunky-dory even mean?
Oh, and also, pending a friggin' loan issue I will be back in Boston for school beginning the first full week of September. Scheduled life means more art and writing for
and not to mention as I am not in the military any more I can take my Methylin again! Yay!
Other than that, I've ordered what I hope (but really know will not) be the last parts for my bike, and when they get here I just need to do some tuning, checking, and it will be all hunky-dory.
...wtf does hunky-dory even mean?
Oh, and also, pending a friggin' loan issue I will be back in Boston for school beginning the first full week of September. Scheduled life means more art and writing for
and not to mention as I am not in the military any more I can take my Methylin again! Yay!I might be leaving the military + other stuff.
Posted 14 years agoToo much runaround, not enough of the structure I was looking for. Granted, that's mostly my unit it's self, but I don't think I can do much about that at this point in a way that does not jeopardize my school career even more.
In other news: Working on Chapter 2 of Square Heart Stories, I will most definitely be going back to school (YES X3) and my motorcycle will be done nearly a month before school starts so I may just be able to take that trip I want to! :D
At the very least I will be able to ride my bike before the season closes, use it for school and bring it down to my grandparent's in NC for the winter. No way in hell am I leaving it up here to rot in the cold for months, I just rebuilt the damn thing. Parking for a motorcycle at my school is $10 for a semester! Well, I have a month to do valve shims and become a good enough rider to take the long trip down to Boston, anyways.
In other news: Working on Chapter 2 of Square Heart Stories, I will most definitely be going back to school (YES X3) and my motorcycle will be done nearly a month before school starts so I may just be able to take that trip I want to! :D
At the very least I will be able to ride my bike before the season closes, use it for school and bring it down to my grandparent's in NC for the winter. No way in hell am I leaving it up here to rot in the cold for months, I just rebuilt the damn thing. Parking for a motorcycle at my school is $10 for a semester! Well, I have a month to do valve shims and become a good enough rider to take the long trip down to Boston, anyways.
Vent
Posted 14 years agoRagh, ignore plz.
The proudest moment of my life was when my motorcycle started up after I rebuilt it. I don't know why this was possibly the most significant short-term accomplishment of my life, but it made me think a little bit.
Why am I putting so much effort into engineering school when I find much more enjoyment and fulfillment when I work with my hands or are teaching someone? The easy answer is that I can do what needs to be done for engineering and that I should not do any less than what is possibly the limit of my skill in order to get the highest level job possible as soon as possible to exert my influence and gain control over the largest spectrum that I can before my mental dexterity begins to degrade. Yes, that is the simple answer for me.
But, why don't I move out west and be a mechanic or a teacher or a writer? I can be any of those things very easily and with less work than what is currently before me.
I suppose that I don't need a master plan. What good is a plan to save humanity when they are so self-destructive anyways?
In other news, pretty sure I'm going to be out of the military. Bright side of that: I can grow my hair long again (much love!) and I can get back on methylphenadate for school. I miss that stuff. It was exactly what I needed, placebo or not, ant it evened me out without being a direct control.
The proudest moment of my life was when my motorcycle started up after I rebuilt it. I don't know why this was possibly the most significant short-term accomplishment of my life, but it made me think a little bit.
Why am I putting so much effort into engineering school when I find much more enjoyment and fulfillment when I work with my hands or are teaching someone? The easy answer is that I can do what needs to be done for engineering and that I should not do any less than what is possibly the limit of my skill in order to get the highest level job possible as soon as possible to exert my influence and gain control over the largest spectrum that I can before my mental dexterity begins to degrade. Yes, that is the simple answer for me.
But, why don't I move out west and be a mechanic or a teacher or a writer? I can be any of those things very easily and with less work than what is currently before me.
I suppose that I don't need a master plan. What good is a plan to save humanity when they are so self-destructive anyways?
In other news, pretty sure I'm going to be out of the military. Bright side of that: I can grow my hair long again (much love!) and I can get back on methylphenadate for school. I miss that stuff. It was exactly what I needed, placebo or not, ant it evened me out without being a direct control.
Daydreaming
Posted 14 years agoTwo kinds, the first being voluntary and more just fantasizing about stuff. The other is being tired during the day and drifting off at your desk or homework.
My brain comes up with some weird stuff when I start drifting off. I'll be at work trying to do some product research, and as I continue to read a description for a hinge it becomes an extended play as my vision fades into a space opera setting and I'm worried that I will have forgotten my lines but I'm saved by the giant naked furry that starts humping the planet... yeah. When this happens I have no idea that any of this is out of the ordinary until I wake back up and forget all of it immediately.
Anyone have this kind of thing happen?
My brain comes up with some weird stuff when I start drifting off. I'll be at work trying to do some product research, and as I continue to read a description for a hinge it becomes an extended play as my vision fades into a space opera setting and I'm worried that I will have forgotten my lines but I'm saved by the giant naked furry that starts humping the planet... yeah. When this happens I have no idea that any of this is out of the ordinary until I wake back up and forget all of it immediately.
Anyone have this kind of thing happen?
