Hey hey Folks, sorry it has been awhile since I last posted. Things have been a bit hectic. First and for most I have gotten even more wonderful ocs that I can't wait to show with everyone and I will be posting those sometime in the near future.

So I am currently in the process of moving to Washington, about an hour away from Spokane and I really hope to get in touch with some furry groups there. I have been on a furry hype lately and I am more excited then ever to be part of the "Lilac City Furries" group on Telegram. It is a bit of a shame though, I did just join the East Idaho Furry group and though I won't be in Idaho anymore, I am very honored to be able to stay in the group, it might be small, but I feel like they are still very much family <3

If anyone is going to ACFI in San Antonio, Texas then I will definately be there. I have been saving since March, passed off any vacations my family has gone on so I can go and I am excited to say that I am absolutely going. I am super excited because this will be my first Furry con and I haven't had alot of time for something fun for myself in a long time. I saved up $1900 for this trip, I am not really sure how much I should save up, but figuring my hotel room is about $780 (Was going to split it with 2 friends, but they had to drop out. Feels bad because the hotel is completely booked) and I know I will be spending alot of time at the vending table. I definately want to have the money to have the best time I can have. Plus I might have to use some of my money for my plane ticket which atm is look like $400. I am definately going to be in Suit while there so look for that clown doggo if your around XD

Ok so I really have to bring this up because I am finding this as an issue that not only goes away, but keep reoccurring and so I have to just bring it to everyone's attention and if I offend some people then I am truly sorry.

So I think it is fair to say alot of people like the things I commission whether it be the characters themselves or just the clowny art work I get. Some of it is because of diapers and some might be because of certain nsfw pieces I have gotten and I am truely greatful, not only to the artist who made them, but to the people who favorite, comment, and watch me because of them. This goes to everyone who watches me on youtube or catches me streaming games (Now streaming Monday, Tuesday, and Saturday at 7pm MDT). What I am happy for any fans I have out there, but I must ask people to not only manage their expectations, but please just treat me as a normal person. Especially since I wanna open up my own discord soon for my streaming and gaming soon.

Ok first thing I got to say is I don't RP, at least 99% of people, I do for 1 or 2 people because honestly these rps are quiet literally the same thing over and over again where my pokesona or fursona turns someone's sona into a clown and trust me when I say It is literally EVERY RP! So please just be willing to accept this and if I ever do agree to rp with you just be patient because I am very busy and I may not always respond right away and I have had people be very impatient with me and this is a BIG BIG turn off.

Second thing is don't and again DONT blow up my discord. I deleted my first discord when I added to many random people who ultimately were making me to uncomfortable and didn't have a good reason to get rid of them and I told myself I really should be limiting myself on who I should be adding and I feel like I have been way to laid back on the lately. I keep my phone on me while I work because my mom has a spinel injury and my four nieces are all high risk for covid (2 prone to seizures, 1 is a diabetic, 1 has kidney failure). However the rules of my job are strict on no phones on your person while working and someone spammed my discord while I was working and not only had my phone confiscated, but I was written up because of it. Needless to say, this person is no long on my discord. Living on a farm, accidents can happen at anytime so it is important I have my phone on me and even when I am not working, blowing up my discord is kinda rude. If I don't respond then I am BUSY!

Another thing that drives me absolutely crazy is I appreciate what everyone does for me, but please keep yourself on a leash. Doing things such as tracing over someone's art to give to me or telling someone who is tunneling or stream sniping me to go kill themselves is Completely unacceptable and I don't approve of these kind of actions. Please just don't do this, no one owes me anything (except all those people I commissioned).

And finally on the note of leashing yourself and a big one. DO NOT! and I repeat; DO NOT! Try to find me on other websites besides FA, Youtube, Twitch, or Discord. Again I appreciate everyone who watches and enjoys the stuff I commission or content I post, but there have been times where some people go way to deep into the rabbit hole. Even one person who has gone far enough to find me on Facebook. I don't use Facebook alot, but I do use it to keep tabs on my niece who goes to alot of figuring skating events that I can't attend because of my job, check up on my mother, friends in our local yugioh community, and even my brother who I haven't seen in almost 10 years and the idea of someone going so far into looking this stuff up is really unsettling and (sorry) down right disturbing. So Just don't do it.

Again, manage your expectations, I have done very little in my life to be worthy of praise and please keep yourself under control. I am just a normal furry like most people on here. Everyone has their own spice and flavor and mine is being a clown and entertainer. I would rather be viewed as a friend or another furry then have "fans".

Hey everyone, happy Thanksgiving. It is also my birthday, not sure what else to really say *shrugs*

Hi hi everyone, so I have been posting alot of Starburst circus art and trust me I have been brainstorming thoughts on it ever single day. If anyone wants to know more about that, just let me know and I will probably make a journal of it sometime

Lately I have been really craving some diaper fur related art, any ideas for this clowny doggo?

What a f***ing fireball of a day. My job manipulated my days off, my sports team lost (Practically threw) the division championship, I am paranoid as there are signs of tampering on my nieces christmas present which was delievered by mail today, and to make it all worse; My dad left me at work when he arrived to pick me up, then decided to tell my mom to just leave me stranded because I was late helping my manager for 5 minutes. SHIT AND THAT WAS JUST TODAY! LETS NOT GET STARTED WITH THIS YEAR!

Ok, ok, this isn't a vent journal. we are less then 2 weeks out from making it to 2021 and with that I would like to say congratulations and to please keep holding on. We are almost through this year of hell and hopefully this dark year will pass. I miss traveling for pokemon tourneys, I miss chasing that sky as I please, I wanted to thank everyone for keeping me going this year. There were so many times I hit my lowest point like today, but the reality is I am still here, I still stand everyday and you do too. My parents are so content with shutting the world out, but no matter where you are in this world we are getting through this together. I lost alot of close friends this year, lost faith in a few, but those people are behind me and I want to move forward with the people who matter the most to me.

Those who remembered my birthday I really wanna shout out to because it ment the world to me. My birthday was kind of a train wreck also when your dad and sister get a cake, but when you don't get one because your parents wanted a 3rd pie for thanksgiving (and no I didn't get to pick out the pie) or get the opportunity to sleep in and not have to take care of the animals you don't own, it kinda hit an emotional part of me, then all these wonderful friends of mine who simply just wrote happy birthday made my dad and bigger thanks to those who went out of my way to do something for me. It made managing those emotions alot easier. Those who remembered really reminded me who my best friends are.

I tihnk 2020 was a bit of a wake up call, at the beginning of the year I was so into pokemon and going to Dallas, but after that I haven't touched pokemon sense, but instead played alot of TemTem and Nexomon. I haven't abandon pokemon or my ocs, but I would be ready for a big circus full of TemTem, Nexomon, and pokemon coming in 2020 and my goal for next year is to try (The KEY WORD IS TRY) to upload one piece of art every week featuring one or more ocs blogging about their new circus adventures around the new pokemon world starting with Unova.

Each month either Alex, Spectre, Davis, or Quinn will make a post and the other 3 weeks of the month will be posted by a member of the circus (these pictures will be treated like blogs from each member). The circus will leave Unova in July so please let me know where you wanna see go next and any ideas you have for the months ahead. (providing this idea lasts)

January
-Davis(Casual): New years
-???(circus):
-??? (casual)):
-??? (CircusOrCasual):

Welp, turning 28 on November 25th. Wow I feel old

In other news I got some new ocs I should be posting up sometime soon whenever I can get time to not be pulled onto Elder Scrolls Online X'D

Before I begin, YES I am still trying to sniff out more commissions, mostly for my fursona and for the reasons I am about to list.

Ok so first things first, settle down I am not changing species, I think Dazzle the ShepWeiler clown will be my permanent fursona. He recently got a new outfit thanks to the amazing work of  Aibou and with it I wanted to work on my fursona abit. While I was looking around FA I found another clown by the name of ASMonStar and I remembered how Clown TFs really took my interest since their oc Kasper transformed Ahoge's Typhlosion character; "Jericho" into a clown and boy I am loving everything these two have been posting both on FA and twitter.

Regrettably both my pokesona and fursona are already clowns, but I was thinking of my fursona having the ability to turn other sonas into clowns. I asked some friends of mine for how they should be transformed and the common answer was being pied and though I like the idea, it seems a bit over used for most clown TFs (Good lord what has my life become...). Luckily good ol  circuspopcat gave me the idea to use confetti from the balloon in the picture Aibou made for me and I think that is a great idea. So I will definately be expanding this idea.

If you have any ideas, please do let me know and more art of this clown doggo and his shenanigans will be uploaded soon. I do want to heavily stress that Dazzle is not a bad or evil character. Just a mischievous clown who wants to have fun with others. If your not interested in this then that is fine, just wanted to tell you all what I have planned

Ideas for the Clown TF confetti:

1. The Confetti has to make contact with Fur, feathers, skin, or scales to Transform
2. The Confetti has no effect on Humans and dark or evil creatures
3. The colors of the Confetti will determine the color of the face paint and costume you will wear after transformation
4. The confetti will make you more open to the idea of being a clown and make you excited to be one, but won't change your personality or sense of self.
5. Confetti doesn't come in the color black
6. Confetti is stored in balloons and are sorted into different groups. If one piece lands on a host then all the other pieces from the same balloon attract to the host
7. The Confetti will only transform anything with a living pulse, objects won't be transformed unless the host is already in contact with it (such as a shirt, shoes, gloves, or anything they might be wearing or holding)
8. Transformed clowns will experience clown honks if making loud surprised noises or gasps and if they are happy

Again if you have any ideas, please do tell me :3

Title says it all, I am really itching for some ABDL art and clowny art. My biggest problem is when someone says they will work on a specific day, but then they don't make any progress and don't say anything. I have also had a string of bad luck grabbing commission slots.

Sorry I know I normally make more detailed journals, but damn I wanted to say something. I don't know ^^;

I know it has been a very long time since I last posted anything on FA. I promise you though I am not dead and I tend to look and fav alot of art.

2019 was definately a very long year with alot of twists and turns. Alot of small happy victories and alot of terrible heart breaking moments. I made a lot of wonderful amazing friends and lost some very treasured and close friends, even if they didn't feel the same. It was definately a year of fire I will definately say that and moving to 2020 it doesn't seem to want to let up. But with every fire has to come rain to put it out. I have had alot of terrible things happen to me last year and I won't lie I have done some terrible things myself, but I am just trying to move forward with my life and definately the biggest things I wanna do is expand on some new ocs, move out this year, and share it with the friends I love.

First off I want to come out and say that I am in a relationship with  DibTheYeen who I originally met on Super Animal Royale (where my fursona originated from) and we have been happily together for quite a few months now. Most of my time has been devoted to spending as much time with him. So please give him some love <3

Second is I got super into TemTem. The day after I returned from the Dallas regional I picked up TemTem and have been playing it almost every day sense. I hope that I can provide some competitive footage soon, since I am in desperate need of a break from Pokemon and that goes double now that Incinaroar is now legal in competitive VGC. Soon to follow are my first set of TemTem ocs. I have absolutely fallen in love with the game and hope that it continues to grow. You should be seeing some new ocs from me soon.

Now on to a bit of a darker topic. I really want to get out of this house. Awhile back my sister wanted to trade computer desks, but I decided to keep my current desk for the fact last time we traded desks I gave up my computer desk which had all my IRL art supplies built into it for a the equivalent of a stool which was barely standing. This made my sister mad so she complained to my mom about it and my mom got mad at me for not giving up the desk. It kinda just hit me all at once. How could I be so blind to what is going on. My sister owes my parents over $500, but she doesn't pay them and my parents don't press her on it because...

she uses her kids and the thought of not letting my parents see them to twist their arm and what makes it worse is since they can't make her pay up or put in her share of work that they make me do the heavy lifting. It makes me sick to my stomach this shit is happening in my family. I love my family, I really do, but I hate that this silent blackmail is letting my sister get away with so much. I just want one thing now and that is to be free. So my goal this year is to move out and I know I can. I can and will be free...

It is the night before Christmas and all through the house, every mon is stirring even the electric mouse!?

Join me for some pokemon slaying: https://www.twitch.tv/spectrepaw

Dear Arceus, how long has it been since I posted a journal

Well... yippee... 5 days away from being another year older I guess. At least Pokemon Shield is amazing

Hey guys, I never posted how my Salt Lake City VGC went back in May, I was dealing with some stuff afterwards. I used the same team from Costa Mesa and got 17th, again with coming up just short. oi...

Also sorry for being absent, I have spent the last few weeks to myself alone and I will tell you it has been hard, but necessary to focus on VGC practice. I am back flying to California this Friday to VGC Anahiem for the first of two VGCs I will attending. This will be VGC2019 Sun format and I am bringing some interesting picks to the table for this. Rules are that Megas and Zmoves are banned and you can bring two big legendary pokemon. So my team is....

Reshiram
Groudon
Primarina
Sceptile
Stakkataka
Incinaroar

I know a bit of a surprise, no Typhlosion. Maybe for Dallas. I put this team together at kinda last second and it is make to be very controlling, With 3 forms of Speed Control. Hope to come out with a victory in this. GO RESHIRAM!~


On a side note, I got Smash!~

Happy birthday to me... oi, that is all *shrugs*

Ok so this is something alot of people have brought up to me over the last month and that is; my main method of communication "discord" is deleted and even before that I changed my name and honestly I didn't mean to scare anyone, but honestly I couldn't take it anymore. For the record I do have a new discord account, but I want to be more protective over it then my last one and the reason for that is; I had alot of people both other gamers and other furries that I added and what seemed harmless at first became a real harassment problem and I am not talking about "Oh they message me every damn minute" because if you really have time to do that then what are you doing with your life?

No my problem is the amount of people who would message me with constant insults or doing things that make me very uncomfortable. I can't do this anymore and I especially hate the fact I had to put myself on invisible all the time for a specific number of people especially since I love chatting with so many people and the biggest problem is I am finding out from a number of friends is that some of those people are constantly asking where I am anytime I am on invisible, really!? If I am not answering you then it means one of three things; 1. I am not at my computer atm, 2. I didn't see your message so I am really sorry about that, or 3. I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU! and the 3rd one is mostly for people who don't listen to me the first time.

Honestly it really fucking bugs me that I can't enjoy playing something like ESO or League of Legends or Battletech or hell a new game that I have been hyped about without incurring the wrath of someone else. I can't play something without be battered around and I can't stand it. I am not anyone's pet so quit acting like you can pull a leash anytime you want and hell some of you have slammed me playing a game with my girlfriend Kyla over them.

So if you really think your not on my little shit list then you can note me for my discord. But seriously between the constant insults, asking people where I am, and the constant leash pulling. Let me live my life, like hell I am not even making any plans with anyone so why is it a problem what I do with my time and seriously here is a tip: The way you behave yourself when we chat or game says alot about if I chat with you or not and I know good handful of people I know have been on camera when they flip their shit

Hey guys, so lately I have been hard at work on my youtube channel trying to crank out 1-2 videos a day. Thank you the help of  kitsunekotaro for the headshot commissions I requested for my channel I think I got a bit of something going. Right now I am trying to finish uploading State of Decay Lone wolf videos and my new lets play of the newly released game; Battletech. I am also throwing in League of Legends games, Puyo puyo Tetris, Mechwarrior online, and Armello videos in also. If you could give me a view or two, please go ahead: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf....._as=subscriber

A like, subscribe, and a comment would be nice also, but I don't expect you too if you don't want to :3

Ok so I just did a bit of an art dump and trust me there is alot more where that comes from. I don't upload everything at once and if you want to see the rest of the art, I always upload the stuff I get to my toyhouse first. Check it out here : https://toyhou.se/Spectrepaw/characters

Ok with all do seriousness lets chat. So alot of people tell me I really need to write the circus's story because damn it I always love going into detail about my ocs and where they come from and their backstories. I think it is about time I get on that, but I tend to struggle with introducing characters into a story, especially the first character. In addition I wanted to ask if I should start on the first chapter of the story or should I start by doing a short story on each character before they joined the circus and giving a bit of background where they come from. If I do write on each character should I start in order of when they happened or should I write on who people wanna hear about. I'd love to hear your opinions <3

(Back Story Order)
-Knight
-Ellis
-Comet
-Spectre
-Nikki
-Marty
-Milo
-Ashe
-Ivy
-Haru
-Charles
-Riley
-Marcella
-Terra
-Rocky
-Apollo
-Lily
-Lyra
-Bell and Ana
-Javi
-Joey
-Ahri
-Wisp
- ??? and ???
-Tiffany
-Sam
-Kimi
-Sarah
-Alex

-Chapter 1-

So I have been doing alot of thinking lately. Money is still a bit tight, but I am alright. Now awhile back someone asked me a very good question: "Why do you get so many commissions"

Well for those who are wondering is because 1 like anyone else who gets are, I really enjoy it and 2 it helps with my emotions. I still deal with alot of the same shit I have been living with and dealing with people at my job doesn't help. I hate that feeling of being pressured all the time, being talked over or interrupted, Having to do someone else's job and the one that happens the most is having to stay late at my job because of someone's arrogance or mistakes (Seriously the last 15 days I have worked I have had to stay almost an hour late 13 of those days). That constant feeling of being ignored kills me. Luckily brainstorming ideas for my ocs and talking and gaming with friends tends to make me feel better. However just like they are there for me, I try to be there for them as much as possible, most of the time it is emotional support (Not the best at, but I truely try) and financial support. Now most people I know take commissions to try to raise money and I really try to commission them if they need the money, if not then I try to spead my commissions out. Now I do like to keep in close touch with the people I commission via notes or a chat program like Discord, Skype, or telegram and like I honestly try to believe everyone can be trusted (terrible way to think I know), but sadly that is becoming less and less true

Now I know as a artist when people constantly keep asking about the art you owe them gets really annoying, that is why I honestly just try to avoid asking as much as possible, sadly for this reason I lost a friend, but because I kept asking, but she had the idea that I only cared for her art work and not her which was the 100% opposite of the truth and she deleted me off her contacts for it. (She has sent me a note apologizing, but things won't change...) However it is just getting to the point with a few people that I have to be asking and I know some people out there I commissioned haven't even started and it has been 1 or 2 weeks? Maybe a month? and you know that is fine in fact if you need time to yourself because of personal problems or travel or shit even just feeling sick? That is all good, just let me know, I know some people have their mixed opinions (Like I care about them...) of me, but for those who don't know me that well I am pretty chill about commissions. But there are a few out there who I have been waiting almost 5-6 months for. Some are still active on FA, but refuse to talk to me and others are active, talk to me, then make me some false promises. I am sorry, but you guys are terrible! Back in November I commissioned someone and they told me they would get to it the next day? Ok, then they began to feel sad about a lost family member, I get that. But now they are active on FA, won't reply to my messages both on FA and discord. Another instance is I have been waiting for art from someone for almost an entire year now. I have moved out and moved back in during that time span, I have sent them money to get through the month so you could have a roof over your head, I have sent them money so they can have their cigarettes when I swore I wouldn't feed any addictions, I have even sent them money so they could have food even knowing I would go hungry for a week and yet here I am constantly being lied to. Anytime I go to them about it they promise I am next then take whatever commission is thrown out in front of them. Just recently I asked about it and now I am fourth in line and when that didn't sit quiet well with me I was told they have done art for me and I need to wait despite the fact I want my art. I just want to know if your making progress after a year one at least 1 thing.

You know I don't understand artists with commissions. I don't understand how you guys take your commissions and if there is a specific order. I'll never understand because I gave up the ghost awhile ago, but how does this not bug you guys! You don't keep in touch with your commissioners or you just bury a commission and do other commissions. I promise you most of the people I commission I try to work with by swapping ideas, commissioning things they are interested in, but come on. Most people I commission are very honest and I trust, but if you not willing to be commited to art the commission request of you you either need to cancel and refund their money if they sent it or not take commissions at all. Seriously I have almost $300-400 of commission money sitting in the void.

Also to my friend who deleted me, if your still watching me... Your free to add me again, remember you left me, not the other way around. But enough of the shit, I have tried to explain it more then once and here I am explaining it again; quit assuming the worst of me. I was your friend, I cared very deeply about you, but I was always the terrible one in your eyes, the greedy scum bag who only liked you for your art. The same person who never asked for free art, who was always there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on and tried to comfort you when you lost your horse. Seems like alot of work and care for someone who only wanted art from you and forgiveness might be more then you deserve, but I can't stay mad or upset after everything we have been through.

Alrighty guys, I am back from Costa Mesa (been back for about a week now, but eh) and now I have only 1 more VGC to look forward to this go around, but Costa Mesa was wonderful and despite my 4-4 I felt very strong. Sadly I lost 3 of the 4 of my matches do to paraylze and it isn't even the cut in speed it is the fact my pokemon was fully paraylzed so many times, I mean my newest addition to my team was fully paraylzed for 3 turns in a row in game 2. Sadly I didn't really meet anyone while I was in California, but after VGC I gave up going to the MSS the day after to go to disneyland, so it wasn't to bad, at the end of the day I at least got 81st.

Tourney Summary (underline pokemon were pokemon that were used in the battle


Round 1 (Sand)(L/W/W): Easy win, lost game 1 do to a flinch in a 1v1 between Scrafty and Excadrill, but after that I was able to easily clean up game 2 making one mistake that cost me Charizard Y when I was super ahead, but game 3 I swept my opponent easily

Game 1: (Charizard, Swampert, Venasaur, Scrafty) vs (Tyrannitar, Excadrill, Salamence, Aegislash)
Game 2: (Charizard, Swampert, Scrafty, Tapu Lele) vs (Aegislash, Salamence, Tapu Bulu, Rotom-Wash)
Game 3: (Charizard, Swampert, Scrafty, Tapu Lele) vs (Tyrannitar, Excadrill, Salamence, Aegislash)

Round 2 (TR Camrupt)(L/W/L): lost game 1 easy, but Typhlosion savaged him game 2, lost game 3 due to Scraftybeing paraylzed 3 turns in. Row and failed to KO camrupt before it woke up. Very close game

Game 1: (Tapu Lele, Swampert, Charizard, Scrafty) vs (Tapu Koko, Porygon 2, Tapu Bulu, Camrupt)
Game 2: (Charizard, Typhlosion, Scrafty, Venasaur[/u]) vs (Porygon 2, Tapu Bulu, Liepard, Camrupt)
Game 3: (Charizard, Venasaur, Typhlosion, Scrafty) vs (Porygon 2, Tapu Koko, Tapu Bulu, Camrupt)

Round 3 (TR Torkoal) (W/L/L) won game one easy and got destroyed game 2 by a mega Blazekin/scarf lele, game 3 was close, but lost by a misplayed over predict

Game 1: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Swampert, Typhlosion) vs (Smeagle, Orangaru, Tapu Lele, Blazekin)
Game 2: (Charizard, Typhlosion, Tapu Lele, Swampert) vs (Tapu Lele, Blazekin, Torkoal, Orangaru)
Game 3: (Charizard, Typhlosion, Tapu Lele, Swampert) vs (Blazekin, Orangaru, Torkoal, Tapu Lele)


Round 4 (Bellydrum Slurpuff) (W/W): easy game 1, difficult game 2 because he brought heatran, made a fatal mistake by trying to finish off flashfire typhlosion with heatwave.Swampert cleaned up the game

Game 1: (Charizard, Swampert, Scrafty, Tapu Lele) vs (pachirisu, Slurpuff, Tapu Bulu, Kangaskhan)
Game 2: (Charizard, Typhlosion, Swampert, Scrafty) vs (Kangaskhan, Tapu Bulu, Heatran, Pachirisu)

Round 5 (Sand PsychicSpam) (L/L): Quickly learned to hate this copy paste team, lost both games easily. Game 2 Scraftygot paraylzed for 2 turns by Zapdos before i fell to Lele and failed to KO Tyrannitar

Game 1: (Charizard, Typhlosion, Swampert, Scrafty) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Zapdos, Landerous-T)
Game 2: (Charizard, Venasaur, Swampert, Scrafty) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Zapdos, Landerous-T)

Round 6 (Stand Sun) (W/W) Game 1 was close, after beating Landerous my biggest threat delt with. Charizard lived a helping hand sludge bomb to set up Typhlosion with tailwind to close game 1, despite the posion KOing Charizard it was well worth it. Game 2 was rougher and he put me in a 1v2 position against a -2 Landerous and a -3 mamoswine, but scrafty easy took their hits and finished both off. What a champion!

Game 1: (Charizard, Swampert, Scrafty, Typhlosion) vs (Hydragion, Cresselia, Venasaur, Landerous T)
Game 2: (Charizard, Swampert, Scrafty, Tapu Lele) vs (Hydragion, Mamoswine, Landerous T, Venasaur)

Round 7 (Sand PsychicSpam) (L/L): Man fuck this team, exact same team as round 5 and lost round 1, Round 2 i wasin a winning position but a crit Tbolt on Scrafty+paraylze+being unable to attack ended the round in frustration.

Game 1: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Scrafty, Swampert) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Zapdos, Landerous-T)
Game 2: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Scrafty, Swampert) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Zapdos, Landerous-T)

Round 8 (Sand Psychic Spam) (W/L/W): i had enough losing to this team! Won game 1 flawlessly and the timer won my opponent game 2. Game 3 i took adeep breath and pressure my opponent in a corner. My opponent was lockedin a corner by swampert who block landerous T out withwide guard and a fast Charizard outspeeding a low health lele! GG

Game 1: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Scrafty, Swampert) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Zapdos, Landerous-T)
Game 2: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Scrafty, Swampert) vs (Tyrannitar, Tapu Lele, Amoongus, Landerous-T)
Game 3: (Charizard, Tapu Lele, Scrafty, Swampert) vs (Tyrannitar, Zapdos, Tapu Lele, Landerous-T)

Watch game 3 here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/129.....4498989597013/

October 28th, Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)
November 25th-26th, VGC San Jose, California (Cancelled)
January 27th-28th, VGC Dallas, Texas (Attending)
March 3rd-4th, VGC Costa Mesa, California (Attending)
March 24th-25th, VGC Portland, Oregon (BYE)
May 5th-6th, VGC Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)

???, World Championship Nashville, Tennessee (Dependant)

April 9th-10th VGC Salt Lake City Team (75th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

April 10th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (10th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

October 28th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (14th)
Decidueye, Primarina, Porygon2, Salamence, Tapu Lele, Alolan Marowak

November 25th-26th VGC San Jose (Cancelled/No Participation)

January 27th-28th VGC Dallas, Dallas Team (162nd)
Typhlosion(2nd), Charizard(3rd), Swampert(2nd), Kartana(2nd), Tapu Lele(4th), Landerous-T (Never again...)

March 3rd-4th VGC Costa Mesa, Anaheim Team (81st)
Typhlosion(3rd), Charizard(4th), Swampert(3rd), Venasaur(2nd), Tapu Lele(5th), Scrafty (Newbie)

Man it feels like Dallas was just a few weeks ago and here I am bags packed, tickets bought, and ready to fly again to California in afew days. It is time once again to try my hand at VGC Anaheim. Sadly not meeting any new faces this go around, but I know I am going to have a blast. Obviously I haven't learned my lesson from Dallas because other then a few changes, I am still bringing Typhlosion/Swampert. Hopefully this time I can dig up a top placing spot! (Doubt it)

October 28th, Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)
November 25th-26th, VGC San Jose, California (Cancelled)
January 27th-28th, VGC Dallas, Texas (Attending)
March 3rd-4th, VGC Costa Mesa, California (Attending)
March 24th-25th, VGC Portland, Oregon (BYE)
May 5th-6th, VGC Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)

???, World Championship Nashville, Tennessee (Dependant)

April 9th-10th VGC Salt Lake City Team (75th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax


April 10th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (10th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax


October 28th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (14th)
Decidueye, Primarina, Porygon2, Salamence, Tapu Lele, Alolan Marowak


November 25th-26th VGC San Jose (Cancelled/No Participation)


January 27th-28th VGC Dallas, Dallas Team (162nd)
Typhlosion(2nd), Charizard(3rd), Swampert(2nd), Kartana(2nd), Tapu Lele(4th), Landerous-T (Never again...)

March 3rd-4th VGC Costa Mesa/Anaheim, California (???)
Typhlosion(3rd), Charizard(4th), Swampert(3rd), Venasaur(2nd), Tapu Lele(5th), Scrafty (NEW)

Alright guys I am home from Dallas (Been home for a few days, but the time change has been butching me sleeping habbits hardcore). Sadly I came up shorter then I had hoped since I missed two attacks that could have won me the round. No regrets though I had a great time and great stories to tell. The big thing though was getting to meet  elliebeans and  TattasRatNest in person, thank you so much for coming to see me. If I had to get last place to see them it would totally be worth it, but you know I guess I will just have to settle for attending VGC Dallas 2019! Part of me was sad leaving Texas though.... probley because it was so warm there and then I come home to cold weather and a wind chill of -20..... Nah it was leaving after making so many wonderful memories! Ok so I got 162nd, but out of 313 it isn't to bad XP/

Except the Pizza order I placed, $3 for a can of Pepsi is completely outrageous, I mean I can buy 6 at SFG for that much! D:<

October 28th, Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)
November 25th-26th, VGC San Jose, California (Cancelled)
January 27th-28th, VGC Dallas, Texas (Attending)
March 3rd-4th, VGC Costa Mesa, California (Attending)
March 24th-25th, VGC Portland, Oregon (BYE)
May 5th-6th, VGC Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)

???, World Championship Nashville, Tennessee (Dependant)

April 9th-10th VGC Salt Lake City Team (75th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

April 10th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (10th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

October 28th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (14th)
Decidueye, Primarina, Porygon2, Salamence, Tapu Lele, Alolan Marowak

November 25th-26th VGC San Jose (Cancelled/No Participation)

January 27th-28th VGC Dallas, Dallas Team (162nd)
Typhlosion(2nd), Charizard(3rd), Swampert(2nd), Kartana(2nd), Tapu Lele(4th), Landerous-T (Never again...)

Watch it here. If i show up on stream then i am Justin Davis

This is it! The cards are on the table, the pieces lie where they were left. I leave for Dallas; Texas in 6 days. For the first time ever I am flying on my own. I have spent the longest time trying out teams like Mega Gardevoir and Mega Sceptile, but in the end I think I might go with the team and pokemon I am most comfortable with and despite how much I blabbed on how Typhlosion will not be making an appearance at this VGC, here it is ready to compete on my team of All-stars, Yes ever pokemon currently on my team has been used at least once in previous events. I really hope to do well and I really hope I am going to be on livestream. I will be there tell monday morning then I am flying back to Utah. This is going to be a long road for me. Taking a bus from Idaho Falls for 3 hours to the Salt Lake City Airport then flying to Dallas, phew... But it will be worth it as  elliebeans will be waiting for me and I might even get to meet  TattasRatNest and  Kylapon (Maybe...) I think I talked to everyone I know who lives in Texas? Well anyone who likes me for me and not for the people I hang with :\

Anyway I hope I can come home Victorious, but no matter if I get first or come dead last I will have a blast! :)

October 28th, Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)
November 25th-26th, VGC San Jose, California (Cancelled)
January 27th-28th, VGC Dallas, Texas (Attending)
March 3rd-4th, VGC Costa Mesa, California (Attending)
March 24th-25th, VGC Portland, Oregon (BYE)
May 5th-6th, VGC Salt Lake City, Utah (Attending)

???, World Championship Nashville, Tennessee (Dependant)

April 9th-10th VGC Salt Lake City Team (75th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

April 10th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (10th)
Goodra, Kartana, Tapu Lele, Driftblim, Arcanine, Snorlax

October 28th Midseason Showdown, Salt Lake City Team (14th)
Decidueye, Primarina, Porygon2, Salamence, Tapu Lele, Alolan Marowak

November 25th-26th VGC San Jose (Cancelled/No Participation)

January 27th-28th VGC Dallas, Dallas Team (???)
Typhlosion(2nd), Charizard(3rd), Swampert(2nd), Kartana(2nd), Tapu Lele(4th), ???

Hey guys, so not sure if anyone has been keeping up, but I will be going to Texas in January on the 26 and will be leaving on the 29th. I will also be playing at the pokemon Dallas VGC on the 27th so if anyone lives around Dallas poke me and maybe we can hang out or something before we leave.

I will be at the Hyatt hotel by the Dallas airport, I will also have the address for you guys here:

Hyatt Regency DFW
2334 North International Parkway, Dallas, Texas 75261

Hey folks. So birthday has come and pasted and honestly.... it sucks :|.... no one likes losing $200 on their birthday... Thank god for friends <3

So speaking of friends I wanted to signal boost two incredible artists. One being my friend  candychameleon and the other is  Myoti both could use the money and their art is amazing <3

 Myoti
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So  Myoti could really use the money. He is worried about being able to pay bills and he could use the money to get back on his feet. He is trying his best to cut through his Queue so if you have money and don't mind giving him some time, you should definately get some art from him! Check out his journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8515182/

here is the only piece I got from him, though I only commissioned him once, I still love the picture I got from him: https://file.toyhou.se/images/55688.....St73tR55rD.png

 candychameleon
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Ok so  CandyChameleon's harddrive failed and sadly it was at an unfortunate time. Since commissions are her only form of income she really needs the money to get her back on her feet. Until she can replace her harddrive she might be a bit slow, but the art work is worth it and since she was one of my closest friends online for the past 8 years or so I really have to plea for someone to help her out since.... yea I am $200 short and unable to do it myself tell next week. Check out her journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8517185/

here is one of my favorite pieces I got from Candy, I commissioned alot from her so here is one of my favorites: https://file.toyhou.se/images/34887.....png?1511047984

Like the croc? He is up to adopt, check out her characters she has for offer here, shoot her an offer: https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/41380......-my-characters


(Sad panda, no art with Teabag)

Welp today is my 25th birthday, woo I guess? I was kind of excited about it since I really thought I was going to be playing in the pokemon VGC in San Jose. I had to cancel since I didn't have a ride to go down since everyone cancelled on me at last minute. So I guess I will be hanging out here on my pc all day.

Oh well, I am really thankful for the good friends who I get to spend the day with so it isn't all bad <3