A new year is upon us again, and hopefully it will be kinder to us than the last two years, or at least hoping it'll be.

I'm going to try and be in here more often than I have, I'm just trying to find time in between work to more active on here.

Anyway, just a quick catch up with you all, and hoping your 2023 is off to a good start so far.

Hey everyone, it's me ya boy! LOL

Yeah, I've been away from here for quite some time, what with the world being as crazy as it has been the past few years, work consumes almost well over half of my life, but fortunate to have a new schedule now where I can at least enjoy a bit of my weekend again.

I'm trying to get back into the socializing thing again, it's been difficult with having been locked down and restricted with Covid, gas prices and inflation through the roof right now (part of the reason I had to back out on going to Megaplex this year) which really bummed me out.

Just recently uploaded some new art I had commissioned earlier in the year, so yeah talk about taking your sweet ass time. Also in the works of adopting a character from an artist on one of the Facebook fur groups I'm in.

Anyway, there's the update, I'm still here, just been quite, and somewhat depressed having gone this long without being on here with all that's been happening the last few years, but, I'm back and plan on being a bit more active then I have been since the world took a crazy nosedive.

Heading off to Pittsburgh tomorrow for AC, really looking forward to this year since it will be my first time fursuiting, I'm super excited! So, who am I going to see there this weekend? A show of paws.

Tico just arrived today, Sparkle Kreations did a fantastic job on him, and I know I'll be proud to show him off, unfortunately his debut won't be until Anthrocon this year, so I still have a couple of months left before he gets to really strut his stuff, but it'll give me some time to get an action tote to haul him in, fursuit spray, under armour to wear underneath, a cooling vest, and small portable battery pack for the fan that's built into my fursuit head.

Also putting up a few pics of Tico here in a little bit!

That's right, my fursuit is about done, my fursuit makers have a few more things to work on and Tico should be done! Checking pretty much all three of their social media sources; Twitter, Trello, and Telegram I've gotten to see some of the progress photos they've taken from my fursuit headpiece, to most recently of my fursuit! More updates will come in the very near future, stay tuned!

Progress already completed on my suit

Head Progress - 60%
Attach fur to head
Finishing touches

Handpaw Progress - 90%
Finishing touches

Feetpaw Progress - 75% (Outdoor)
Glue fur onto feetpaws
Shave & finishing touches

Feetpaw Progress - 75% (Indoor)
Glue fur onto feetpaws
Shave & finishing touches

Tail Progress - 100%

Bodysuit Progress - 70%
Sew fur
Finishing touches

Estimated Time of Completion: Soon!

My suit makers have started to work on my DTD and get Tico's patterns down, I'll more than likely get my suit sometime after the new year, as my suit makers are also working on two or three other suits plus mine in this queue. More updates will come I am sure, so stay tuned.

Just a quick little update, my fursuit from Sparkle Kreations will be done around the latter half of November, shortly before they take off for MFF. Once I get it I will try and do an unboxing video, and get plenty of pics for everyone.

That's right! I checked my suit makers queue and they have me slated for the end of October, I'm really excited, and cannot wait to finally have Tico!

I got a Telegram message the other day from my fursuit makers, they are ready to begin making my suit, I just have to send in my DTD which I already have done, tracing of my hands so they can get an idea how big my handpaws will need to be, my shoe size measurements, and measurements for my noggin so they can start building the head piece. Am super excited wolf! If I get everything to them by mid-May they said they could be done with my suit by late June!

It's official! I am getting my fursuit made of everyone's lovable gray, pink, and purple wolf this year. Just recently seen that  SparkleKreations had posted a journal up about having some opening slots for commissions become available, and I decided to fill out their form in hopes to hear back from them with a quote. A day or so later I get a reply back from Karma, one of the two owners asking if I was interested in having a fursuit made by them, I said that I was and from there we started to hammer out a deal for a commission.

He gave me a quote on what I wanted with my suit, gave me different payment options, and has helped me with any questions and general concerns I have with my suit. I opted for paying half of my suit's commission right off the bat, as I had money saved back in my savings, after that ball gets rolling Karma will contact me again for my DTD and measurements for my fursuit head, once that's done and they can get a start on that he said a little over halfway of having my suit made I could go ahead and payoff the rest of my payment.

So I'm super excited on finally getting my fursuit made! Karma has assured me that my suit should be finished and shipped out to me by the end of the year, so I will have a new suit to show off in the new year!

Yes, I'm still alive lol. Sorry for my absence on here, been busy with work, and kind of taking some time off from here, and a few other things in my life. I do plan to be back on here fairly soon, I have a ton of pics to upload from several months ago, including pics of the last two MFF cons!! Say whaaaa? Yeah, behind just a little bit... Who the hell am I kidding, I'm behind a lot! Keep an eye open in the coming week or so.

Time off approved, paid for my share of the room, thinking pre-reg, and get my stuff lined up for my 5th and final (for the time being) MFF. Looking forward to seeing everyone there, old friends, the prospects of meeting and making new friends, and have an all out good time there.

Excited for IFC this weekend, going to have a great time I feel, getting to spend some time with my mate and some awesome friends like , , and his mate . Looking forward to getting some more art done, at least get a good proper ref sheet done for Tico since it seems like every time I talk to people he's always changing, partying up a bit a night or two (got some adult refreshment provisions last night) *wink wink*, and hanging out in the pool to beat the late summer heat with some squeaky toys. Then after the con hang out with Morphy down at his place for a couple of days before I have to go back home.

What hotel are you staying at?
Indianapolis Marriott East.

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
My mate, and some of our close friends, but I also do like meeting and making new friends.

If you want to definitly hangout:
I'll probably be all over the con.

What is the best way to find you?
Artist alley/dealers den, or possibly at the pool.

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Caught the dance competition, and Uncle Kage's story hour last year, probably will go to those again, maybe see what else there is for panels that weekend.

What do you look like?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15307531/

Will you be suiting?
Sadly I don't have a suit, yet. :(

Do you do free art?
Sorry, I don't do art. I could however write a story about you.

Do you do trades?
Unfortunately, no.

Do you do badges/commissions?
No

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
6'2"

Are you mated/in a relationship?
Yes, happily mated to

Can I talk to you?
Of course! I love talking to people.

Can I touch you?
If I know you well enough yeah, other than that hugs are fine.

Can I visit your room?
Sure! Just be forewarned, there will be inflatables in the room. ;3

Can I buy you drinks?
If you want to you can, I won't argue lol.

Can I give you stuff?
What kinda stuff? Hehe.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine with this wolf. Snuggles? You may need to ask my mate.

Are you nice?
I've been told I am.

How long are you going?
Not sure if we're arriving Thursday or Friday, and not sure if we're leaving Sunday, or on Monday?

Do you have an artist table?
No

Will you be going to parties?
Probably won't be going to too many parties, might just stick around with the clique of friends I will be with during the con, but I'm pretty sure we can get into some crazy shenanigans.

Will you be performing?
No

Do you have prints/CDs?
No

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Holler out "Tico!", and I will respond.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Of course, the more the merrier!

Can I take your picture?
Sure, if you want pictures of a boring human? LOL

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have a good time, possibly meet some new friends, and take fucking advantage of the pool since I'll have some of my squeakies with me; since I go to MFF and they don't have a pool there, and how I got screwed out of taking my toys into the pool at Megaplex last year.

Vacation approved, this wolf is going to IFC at the end of the month, so I'll be getting to see my mate  foxlover_h, some good friends at the con such as  hotrodwolf, his mate  morphy_darkstone, and hopefully  Vixmuyo and a rascally tiger  rascalov; I'm going to also try to set aside one night while I'm back in Indiana visiting and hit up some of the friends I made at the store I was working at for a while there, and try and squeeze in some hang out time and supper with them.

So yeeeeah, I've been having a streak of weird, and creepy dreams this past week, not sure what's really going on inside my head throughout the week; but each night when I've gone to bed I've had really weird dreams that are broken up into multiple parts/dreams, some of them I'll remember when I wake up in the morning, others I'll end up forgetting, maybe those are the ones that are best forgotten about?

So, um yeah, I'm pretty sure my dad now knows about my fetish with inflatables.

Earlier this week our internet went down, and my dad feverishly tried to connect with it from his laptop in his office but was not succeeding, so he goes to my room and tries to mess with the router and see if that helped.

I don't think my dad was fully prepared to enter my room as I had numerous inflatables out in my room, from my Puffy Paws wolf, the G&G Nala lioness I am borrowing from a friend of mine, my Giga ball, a twin sized air bed I use when I am playing video games, and a couple of my older Intex ride on squeakies, not to mention my bed was littered with a few of my plushies.

After I get home from work my mom tells me that he was down in my room trying to fix the computer and all I could think of was getting a good talking to for having my toys out, later on when he confronted me about going into my room and seeing most of my inflatables out he goes on to say, "Your mother and I would like to see you clean up your room, and take down all that plastic junk you've got sitting in there."

Excuse me, plastic junk? That "plastic junk" is a means of therapy for me, that so-called "plastic junk" helps ease my stress after I've had a shitty day at work dealing with fools and idiots, that "plastic junk" helps me with depression, and separation anxiety from being away from my boyfriend, that "plastic junk" is also my comfort companion when no other person wants to listen to my worries, thoughts, and ideas. Would you rather I blow my money on hardcore drinking, or doing drugs (meth being the biggest drug in our town anymore)?

Well guess what? That "plastic junk" is still up in my room, it's my room, my own personal private space where I can unwind and relax, and be myself amongst my inflatable babies, and my other personal belongings that give me pleasure, and simple enjoyment, if you don't like that, then you don't have to come into my room, because I sure as hell don't barge into your room and tell you what can and cannot have in it, so don't go around telling me what I "can" and "cannot" have in mine.

On one other note I'm glad he didn't look over at my DVD/bookcase and see my silicone horse dildo I have sitting on the top shelf lol.

5 Names You Go By:

1. Chris
2. Christopher
3. CJ
4. Tico
5.


5 Things You Hate About Yourself:

1. My smile.
2. My procrastination.
3. My over-caring heart.
4. My over use of profanity.
5. My anger/temper.


5 Things You Love About Yourself:

1. My looks.
2. My sense of humor.
3. My personality.
4. My creative thoughts.
5. My empathy towards others.


5 Hopes For Humanity:

1. End the race problem. It's 2016, fucking grow up.
2. Peace between nations.
3. No more war.
4. Cure for all diseases.
5.


5 Body Modifications You Would Want:

1. More tattoos
2. Industrial piercings.
3. Change my hair color (again)
4. Maybe get my tongue pierced.
5.


5 Things You Want In A Relationship:

1. Honesty
2. Respect
3. Intimacy
4. Trust
5. Laughter


5 Fetishes You're Into:

1. Inflatables
2. Growth
3. Femboys
4. Hyper (would love to be trapped under a large set of balls, or trapped between some giant boobs)
5. Tentacles


5 Jobs You Want, Real Or Fake:


1. Well known writer
2. Musician
3. Inflatable toy tester
4. Veterinarian
5. Sith Lord


5 Things That Scare You:

1. Death
2. The Upcoming 2016 Election
3. Threat of World War III being started
4. Spiders
5. Failure


5 Kinky Facts About You:

1. I get off on inflatable toys.
2. I like to wear panties from time to time. (would love to own a mini skirt after I get my fursuit made)
3. I bought a horse dildo at MFF '14, and have used it.
4. Nibbling, or biting my ears turns me on.
5. I usually have reoccurring dreams where I can preform autofellatio.


5 Places You Want To Go:

1. England (anywhere)
2. Australia (anywhere)
3. Antarctica
4. Japan (anywhere)
5. Germany


5 Of Your Favorite Animals In The Fandom:

1. Wolves
2. Foxes
3. Dragons
4. Tigers
5. Horses

Or as I have been seeing it on Facebook and on one of the Doctor Who FB groups I belong to Happy Treasons Day lol! To all of my US furry friends have a fun 4th, and be safe this holiday.

Going to cuddle with my squeaky wolfy, Chee and watch my copy of Zootopia. I can't help but feel all warm and floofy inside when I see Judy, she's just so adorable!

My thoughts and prayers are going out to the families and friends of the victims of the Orlando shooting.

My mate just found out that his niece needs a bone marrow transplant. If you could keep my mate, his niece and his family in your thoughts that would be great.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7610673/

Had an awkward WTH moment the other day with my dad; I had washed up my bedding earlier this week, and was getting ready to throw the sheets into the dryer, but first I grabbed a hanger to hang up my dakimacura pillow cover of  Reinhardt's inflatable Doberman character, Halyn because I don't trust drying it in the dryer, so I normally hang it to dry for a while.

As I was ready to hang it over the hanger my dad comes into the laundry room and sees the pillow cover and he asks, "What the hell is that thing?" I told him it's a body pillow cover, and then he says, "Okay, but what the hell is that thing on it?"

A little bit more difficult trying to tell him that it is of an anthropomorphic female inflatable Doberman. Not sure if my dad knows if I'm a furry by now, or that I'm strange for having a partially naked inflatable dog on my pillowcase. XD

It's nice to finally get back on here after a few days of being down due to the site getting hacked again. I'm upset to a point; but not as pissed off as some other furs who depend on this site for their livelihood, they probably lost hundreds of hours worth of work, days worth of commissions that could have brought them in money for their lives, all thanks to some (or a bunch) of asshole hackers who though it'd be fun to hack FA, steal personal information, prevent artists from getting on here to do their work, and have the site admins shut the site down for a few days to sort through this mess.

It's things like this that make me hate humanity, where some asshat can sit behind a computer screen and raise havoc online just to ruin good things for people who want to sit and enjoy wonderful art, creative ideas and stories, and good music.

I just hope with the new security measures the admins put in place can at least drastically lower the number of hacks that happen, I sure as hell would hate to see more furs leave here, and or FA shut down completely.

Okay, so last night's dream I had may have spurred a new kink for me! Suffice to say this past month has been a stressful one for me at work because we're a few days away from our inventory, so there have been days I've came home super beat-ass tired, and stressed out, yesterday gave me a small chance to unwind after work, relax, and have a few drinks to help relax me. Well, after having my drinks and finally getting to my bed to get some much needed sleep I have the most wildest dream that is sort of broken up into two different parts,

My first dream had me (as my normal everyday human) self out on a beach somewhere and I was to meet up with someone who was to teach me my first scuba diving lesson. As I met up with my instructor, and after we had put on our diving gear we climbed into the boat and made our way out on to the water. So after reaching the spot we were going to dive in we both launch ourselves over board and swim down to bottom, it was pretty awesome to see all the different marine life swimming about, going about their daily lives, we reached this small hill that had a little nook out of our view at first that my instructor wanted to check out.

As we got closer I noticed a pair of tentacles unfurl out of the nook, my instructor was going to introduce me to my first octopus, and I didn't release at the time that my instructor was going to "properly" introduce me to the fella. So as we swam up closer to the octopus my instructor coaxed it out of its hiding spot, next thing I see swim out to greet us is this large 12 foot octopus, my instructor using his underwater communication board wrote on it if I wanted to meet our friend, I nod and give him a thumbs up not knowing what was to happen next!

Next thing I know my instructor pushes me forwards towards the octopus, I suddenly get two of his tentacles wrapped around my wrists, okay not trying to panic I try swimming back with the octopus latched to me wrists, I bump into my diving instructor who starts shaking his head at me as if to say "Where do you think you are going? You're not going anywhere.", then he proceeds to pull my diving trunks down off my hips, and part way down my legs. I kicked and thrashed about trying to get away, but my instructor and "new friend" held me there firmly.

Moments later I feel a couple more of the octopus's tentacles wrap around my legs, oddly enough I could vividly imagine feeling the suckers on its tentacles wrap around my legs, the feeling was strange like having small plungers sticking to my skin. Next thing I know I have another tentacle come up and started to curl around my dick, I panicked at first, struggling to free myself and swim back to the surface, but in my fear I remembered to control my breathing or end up using all of my air in my tank. By then my dick had become used to my new friend's tentacle wrapped around itself that I started to get a hard on, the octopus responded back with several jerking motions with his tentacle that only help harden my dick in the process.

From behind me I could tell my instructor was enjoying this. After my octopus friend had gotten me hard next thing I feel is one of his soft, squishy tentacles start poking my butthole, I felt myself blushing underwater. A few moments later my octopus buddy managed to slip his wandering tentacle up inside me, this is the part of the dream where I discover my new kink for tentacle rape.

Now I've seen plenty of tentacle rape art all over the net, I never really gave much thought into it, sure I knew it was a sexual kink for most people, but I never thought in a million years that I myself would find it so arousing!

The second part of my dream I had was of my fursona renting out of a beach house for the summer from a friend. My next tantalizing tentacle tale involved a "goo-like" monster, I've always been somewhat attracted to goo creatures for a few years now, and having a dream about being violated by one was very interesting!

Can't really remember what I was doing before hand in the dream, but I distinctly remember the goo creature being a large translucent aqua-green color, it had multiple eyestalks that covered parts of its body, and plenty of tentacles. A rather fun, lovable goo monster it was playful, and obviously very curious of wanting to explore Tico's body, I quickly surrendered myself to it so it could, um "check me out" so to speak.

I remember at one point I was lying face down on the floor with my ass up in the air and having multiple goo tentacles slide into my butt, another tentacle was gently sucking on the tip of my dick. Another point in the dream I recall being on my back with a bunch of tentacles slithering up my butt, a large tentacle encasing my dick, while another tentacle was kneading my balls, as a larger tentacle was forcing its way down my throat at which point in my dream I came so hard that I actually woke myself up with a throbbing hard on!

Waking up more turned on than I have been in a long time, naturally I had to remedy that and took care of business. *wink wink*

So yeah, there you go, my two tentacle rape dreams that caused me to develop a new kink in my life.