Finally was able to get ahold of TxDPS it looks like I can get my license reinstated, but it is going to cost me $106 .
Having been unemployed since my accident resulting from my first seizures, funds are rather non existent for me.
I am not sure how to raise/ obtain said funds for this. My mom would have helped me but she had a stroke and passed the same month i has that first set of seizures that resulted in my DL being revoked. I cant even sell my plasma to get the funds, because of my seizure meds... I guess a garage sale and sell everything i own... oh that is another thing, I am being kicked off the land that i have lived on for over 13 years.
One good note I have a friend who is a disabled Veteran, who may be able to pay and house me, if I assist him in his daily living. Though, to do that I will need my DL ...

So went to try and get my License reinstated, and I was informed that my Dr had not sent in the form stating that it had been over a year since my last seizure. I was given the email and address to send copies of said form straight to MAB in Austin. But, was informed that it would be at least 6months till the MAB could look at my case then consider reinstatement.
So now I have now way to get to a job legally if i was able to get one.
Guess, I NEED to ramp up WoLf -n- Cubs and try to make enough to pay for food for me and my TenchiChan.

Beast will not start. Now I have no transportation.
No income, no transportation, no one here...
I think I'm loosing my mind. I just want to cry. What have I done?
Why is my life so messed up?
I want someone to hold me.

went to see Jurassic world in 3d today with BlackDawg. I enjoyed the story its been a long time since I have been inside a theater little lone to see a 3D show.

Ok, it has been a long time since i made an update here. just after my mother died infact.
I have been forced out of my house that is part of my inheritance in fact. i was told if i came back i would have to stay in my trailer.
After WN i planed on going to hang out with my friend EB at OKRF then go with him to heartland back to OKRF for one weekend then on to white heart. then catch a ride to AnthroCon then go home after AC. EB's father passed and white heart trip was canceled.
now i am in Tulsa area waiting on a ride to go back home early. I should get back into IowaPark with a week to get ready for AC.
After AC I have to arrange a ride to TFS then to TTFC.

I really hate these seizures not only am i loosing my memory i am suspended from driving.

My mother crossed the rainbow bridge on 27th Dec. I wish to commission a piece done in memorial of the great wonderful woman that she was.
My thoughts are of myself as momma 2Tails clearly distressed at mom's monument and mom as an angel trying to comfort me.

My first choice for this piece, Que is full. As such I am asking if anyone feels up to the challenge. I know I am not, my skills in graphic art are not to par with the importance. Every time I pick up a pencil for the rough, my tears hit the parchment before the graphite.
If you are not as well I would ask that you see if there is someone that is, Plz?

Kathryn

I have several things to tell everyone. In my last journal, I informed everyone of my seizures on my way to MFF.
Awaking in OU Medical center my father stayed by my side and took me to his house so I could help with Christmas preparations, and he could keep an eye on me just in case I had another episode... Till my mother arranged to meet him in Stillwater to go see the lights with me, something we have been meaning to do for years. Mom and I enjoyed driving through the lights and did plan on coming back when we were in better shape in '22. We went back to her new lake house where I stayed to celebrate Christmas day with her. The day after, Buddy, took me back to the farm to continue moving into my trailer, due to my uncle (1/2 owner of the land GreatGma's house sat on) evicting me. I got the Beast packed full and the 10' trailer loaded and called to see when Buddy would take me to my Trailer. It was then that he told me that my mom had a stroke on the 27th and crossed the rainbow bridge that night. Buddy came and picked me up and took me to the lake house so I would not be alone. we took Tenchi so she could be there for me. After mom's memorial which Dad came down to hold my hand and give me strenght, I had dad take me and my Tenchi chan back to the farm, where i unpacked beast and moved back in to Ggma's house. Im not getting evicted any more, because it is 25% my property and my Brother JW is backing me up to stay here. Monday or was it tuesday i woke up in the hospital again. I was told I had a some more seizures My freind who i just happpened to be on the phone with when they hit rushed to Ggma's house and took me to United regional. my Rx was uped and i was sent home.

I have not had any more seizures, but still have not gotten the memories that left on the the first and second episodes. The Dr.s did not seem to know why i had the seizures and I am to go see a nerologist on the 4th march hopefully she will have a better idea on why my brain is misfiring like this.

I plan on making a regular entry at least once a week from now on. both here on FA and FB, because i can not trrust my memory to be Idetic anymore. Oh, I need to tell Dad that his Eldist is his daughter not son. but I am worried about how he will take it.... sorry aboutthe rambling chaos. as i said it is to help me remember what happens to me hopefully when things settle back down my mind will not be so leaky.

2Tails

So, many of you know that I did not make it to MFF. I was on my way and had a seizure causing me to total my Traverse and put me in the hospital. As the accident involved a seizure I will not be able to drive for 6 months. even if I had not totaled my Traverse. as well I am not even cleared to go back to work yet. I am not even sure what I will have to do in order to get back to work. I will post some pictures of Traver once I get them to my laptop.
I am going to have to find out how to replace my vehicle. and or figure how If I can work betwixt now and the next 6 months. Hopefully, insurance comes through and helps pay these bills I just incurred.

I am at an impasse. I can not afford to make it to Midwest FurFest. I did not get a table and my funds are very low. anyways. I think I may be able to get into the MarketPlace. Normally I try for the DD, but did not make the draw this year. I am afraid that I will not be able to afford my fuel and the room. I can not even get my SS level for the con. I do have a Room reserved and some friends that were going to split the cost of the room with me, but now I don't think I can even swing that.

Grr, I need to make this con to try and make enough funds for the next. and even more so for my sanity's sake, I need to hang out with my friends.

I think $300 would cover the room, the MarketPlace, and the registration. Fuel is I different story. 2kMiles round trip ~ $420

I made a playlist to share some of my favorite artists with others.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=P.....2l9ZzAgqfaCLol

Go check these guys out

https://linktr.ee/SnABathBodyCrafts

So I am going back to school to get a Bachelors in Cybersecurity (CS). And right now I feeling like I am drowning. I really need to get out of my current job but I am only 2-5 years from being able to retire. If I can't transfer into a CS position in the state I will go ahead and retire and try and pursue my dream of being a traveling leather crafter. OR look other than the state of Texas department to work in till I am old enough to draw social security. Goddess when did I become old? As well once I am no longer working for the state I will begin the chemical stage of my transition to my true self.

Have any of you ever had to downsize? I mean like majorly.
I have to be moving out of what was my inheritance in a few months. I have to get rid of a lot of possessions I will be living in a 36' travel trailer. And I have to keep my tools for WoLf-n-Cubs. So about 90% or more of the stuff I have has to go.

Honestly, I am scared to death. I don't know if I can survive this change. I have 5years left till I can retire, but I would like to and am trying to transfer to the cybersecurity division. This is the biggest change I have ever done since I started my current job over 18 years ago.

Ive been having a hard time of late, my depression has been kicking me while I'm down. My finances are extremely tight, and I am burned out at my job the heat is making it worse. I'm 3 years away from retirement (albeit a minimal one) and im not sure I'm going to make it through the next night.

As such I am looking for other jobs that will allow me to keep my time I have worked so for the last 17 years. But I will have to move, leaving the family land (found out I will not be inheriting my house so i cant even count on that)

My transition will have to wait a few more years. This I think is the worst part. Its going to cost so much . Maybe If i get different i can start the slow process.

In Good news it looks like Ill be able to go back to college this fall/winter. I have been able to get funding that should cover most the tuition for the courses. Now i just need to come up with the funds for internet service and materials (books and tools).

Should I do a fund or a patreon to cover the extra costs?

I am so close to quitting my state job. the heat and the stress is killing me.
I either need a huge monetary windfall, or land another state job that wont kill me, or kick start my business "WoLf n Cubs" into high gear. If I go for option 3 i need to be making sales pretty much the day i throw in the towel.
I only need 3 more years till i can take my 20 yr retirement.
I feel like I am loosing my sanity, what is left of it at least, trying to cope.

We had a $2000 camera and 3 lenses for it, and a pare of the cat ear headphones stolen tonight.

People please be on the look out for these. The camera and lenses are my roommates only income.

Life hates me i swear first the Credit Card now this. grr
there is a water leak at the meter and it is gona cost all the moneys I have to go to AC now my reg is paid and my airline ticket is paid and non refundable

and now the insurance is telling me that it is not covered. 'just shoot me now bill!'

The election for the MAL is nearly over if you want to vote you need to get over there and do so?

Of course it would not hurt to vote for me. -smiles-

I will be taking myself and WnC to heartland. If any one will be there stop by and say hi it is my first time. I'll be spending most my time in EB's cumfy space.

Im trying to think of last minute items that WnC can sell.

Thinking of;
hair ties $5,
Book marks $5,
Pouches $10,
glass runes $10,
Journals $30,
Keyfobs $5,
Bracelets $5,
3x7 Wrist Cuffs $15,

Any more ideas id like to hear.

I have a chance to go to Heartland Pagan festival, next weekend instead of going to ORF in Muskogee.
I might be able to have a few sales for WnC there, and Ihave been wanting to go for years?
but the cost for registration will be $125, ORF is already paid.
Heartland is 5 hour drive ORF is 2.5.

The money is not that big of a deal, I was going to be buying a new piece of garb at about $300 next weeken thus Going to heartland will actually mean less money spent, or more money saved to go to Anthrocon.

SJ Tucker will be at HeartLand, as well Abney Park.

i there I will be settin up in the AA if they will allow me. to sell my leather work made by my self.

As well I am offering option to have delivered at con custom items.

Below is the list of items I am offering in the AA and PreOrder,

5x8 Embossed Leather spiral sketch journal, $35

Glass rune sets $15

Drawstring Leather pouches $15

CollarCharms aka DogTags $5

BYOA leatherBadges 4x6 $30

Guitar Strap $45

3x7 Embossed Wrist cuff $15 locking $20

1 1/4" tokens $1

Book marks $5

18" Leather Lanyards $15





Following Pre order only

[Prices vary on custom work.]

Custom of all above.

Collars $35

Keyfobs $5

Bracers $30 single $50 Pair.

Clay or wooden rune sets $15

Leather Paw Paddle $35

Leather Slapper $25

Archery Bow Stringers $10

Archery Sting keeper $5

Archery Arm Guard $25



Contact:

WoLf.n.Critters [at] Gmail.com for preorders; 'AC Preorder' in subject line.

WoLf.n.Critter on Facebook.

WoLf2Tails and WoLf.n.Critters on FurAffinity.

Who all is going?

I will be running the Talisman for charity again this year. as well as setting up the First annual WN GeoCaching Challenge.

So Bring your GPS?

About a week ago I had an abscessed tooth and with insurance it cost me $1k I still owe endodontist.

I had to work through christmas eve. When i came out christmas morning, one of my head lights were out. I get to add that to the list to fix maxx. HeadLights, brakes, oil change, tires, wipers, shocks,

As such I need $2k so WnC will be putting more items up on furbuy. one of my new product is Badge on leather, or a leather badge. $20 each +/- depending on the size.

also I have vinyl paw prints $1 each.

Anyway Watch  wolf.n.critters for updates and sales.

WoLf 2Tails

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/wfacm/

Im going Who else is going?