everyone knew it was bound to happen. that i wouldnt keep with the titling scheme of my journals, well sometimes somthing amazing comes along and you just have to throw logic out the window, say fuck it and go with what your heart tells you, and mine tells me somthing i already know with every fiber of my being, I love  scourgekito-pandowyena and everything about her. Yuvi and i met through some strange circumstances, got together over some weird circumstances, been through a bunch of crap on all sides and are still standing here 1 year later. it may not seem like alot to some people but it is to me. ive never been with anyone over a few months in the past. and that was usually non consecutively, and thats a small part of why i am so happy today, but its less about that past and more about my past with her, i remember a long time ago, being scared to tell her how i felt. everyone else would always push me away, but eventually i did, and she told me she had felt that too, even though she had to say no, because she was already spoken for, it was nice that she could admit that. i knew already before then she wasnt like anyone else id ever fallen for, and even though there was that barrier, and i did my best to respect it, we had become very close friends, much closer than we were, hell, even her boyfriend at the time and i became pretty good friends, even though there were a couple obvious rocky patches, he and i stayed friends. eventually yuvi and i's time in the sun came, and 365 days later that sun aint set yet... it burns IT BURNS!!!

That being said i wish i was able to do somthing more for her than just an fa journal entry, i was gonna comission some art for us, but damn, moneys been bad this month. anyway nuff about that, Lets play the Misfit Rader Drinking game!!!, the rules as always are simple, drink your preferred liquor of choice while reading this article, take a drink every time you see a grammatical error! not too hard , but itl wreck your liver, i havnt met anyone whose completed this game (or even tried it) i myself will be skipping out on it as i promised yuvi i would take it easy on the booze, and on that bombshell its time to end Goodnight!