I love you more than anything!

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HyperKinetic and I knew eachother since I was in grade 4. We used to play pretend games during recess, going to the far parts of the field re-enacting our favorite scenes from Zelda and Star Wars. He was a grade behind us. Some things happened between us that I wont get into here that lead me questioning who I was. Being a grade ahead of him, there was a time for about a year where we didnt talk that much.

When he started highschool there was something different about him. I'll admit it, we started to drift a bit but luckily we remained friends. For some reason, when he came out to me as gay, I didn't want to believe it. I think maybe it had to do with the questions I had about myself. Anyway, while recovering over an extremely messy breakup with a girlfriend, I spent lots of time thinking about who I was. During the start of my final year in highschool, I slowly came out to myself. Then a few friends. With my foot nervously planted in the closet door, on Thursday Feb 14th, 2008, I worked up the balls to ask Hyper out.

The main reason, I think was he was the only gay person I knew. I wanted to know what being in a gay relationship was like. Looking back now I realize that I probably had feelings for him for a long time, at least since I was in grade 10, maybe longer. We were both a bit apprehensive about starting to date, being such close friends we weren't sure if we wanted to risk what we already had to try something that might not work out. After a while, we realized that it worked.

We've had our ups, we've had our downs. But through all of that, when he's in my arms, I'm happy. The happiest I can ever remember feeling. It feels so right to feel his skin against mine, the touch of his soft lips against mine. I don't what the future holds for us, I don't know if there's gonna be a year 3 for us but I sorely hope there is. If I spend the rest of my life in your arms, I'll be the happiest man in the world. I am sure of one thing in this life, and its that I love you. Truly, deeply and profoundly.

I love you.