hi guys if you aren’t a part of my art discord, I will go ahead and sum up things that are happening here.
Trigger warning for anyone sensitive to mental health/addiction/family and animal abuse topics

my art discord for quicker updates: https://discord.gg/hmbFY4WUY5





After dealing with a certain individual in our family for a few years now who has been in and out of jail and indulged in multiple substance abuse since high school, two months ago said person was finally going to be put away for a long time. This person in question has lied, familial abused, animal abused, emotionally manipulated, and stolen from people and creatures I care about very deeply. The situation we’ve been dealing with for years despite my parent’s declining health was one that wasn’t safe for anyone, and eventually a gun was introduced into the picture which made things much worse.
You never think your family will be one of the families that go through anything like this, especially one that introduces an extreme drug addiction and lengthy criminal offense list to the matter.
When this person was put away, other than dealing with my ex who pops up and harasses me from time to time on social media or irl, I was declining in mental health, was struggling to find work, but at least I felt somewhat safe.
Now, this person is out and unpunished by prison time which they were looking at after so many offenses adding up and despite my parent’s judgement, they decided to help them yet again after so many failed attempts to get this person back on their feet.
At this point not only have my parents put us in extreme danger, but the judicial system has ultimately failed us yet again after 10 years of dealing with this shit.
I will be leaving way ahead of schedule. I am unable to live in a home at the moment, I need to find work to even get our foot in the door because my husband who lives states away with family had someone bail on rent and they were evicted, he is unable to do it alone unless I find work. Crazy how you can have a great job but rental past kills your ability to have a roof over your head.
I will be living out of my car starting the 25th and it’s not without risks. The place I move to will be under 50 degrees soon and dropping. I have maybe a month or two to find a job and work and a home until things become dire. I may or may not get sick in the process as my health hasn’t been good since my medical scare back about a year ago. All I know is it is safer than being around this person, and finding work here with the ever looming threat of my ex and his obsession keeps me from finding it at all.
I wish I could move in with my husband but his parents don’t own the home and the family member who does seems to have something against me...which everyone is pretty much baffled about. Perhaps the threat of freezing weather might change their mind but it’s up in the air for now.

Any and all comms are hereby postponed for a month or two unless I can find a place to work on them. This means all adopts will possibly stop, I will be selling personal characters and having a sale on my existing designs.
I wish I had better news and I’m sorry to disappoint everyone, I’ll honestly be praying for myself more than ever now, things aren’t too great but if I stay here any longer I will be in not only extreme danger, but my mental health has declined so bad I might just end up doing something stupid.
In the end, I just want to be safe.

I will keep you updated.