This is basically just for me to have my last journal off the front view.

Worked at McDonalds, still got kicked out (homeless light again because I could afford hotel room weekly rates, if just barely), got moved to another city I couldn't adapt to and tried to walk halfway across a bridge, moved back to my preferred city while still retaining a McDs job throughout and tried the bridge idea on July 4th but couldn't bring myself to get on the barrier (there's a sign about suicide prevention leading to that bridge now, so that's a bit of good impact I've had at least) that was also my resignation leading to 3 days of homeless heavy (couldn't afford hotel/motel, so park bench sleeping), proved to be so mentally broken that I finally qualified for SSI, and... Thanks to the financial stability I've had an apartment for the longest ever.

Things have improved. The financial instability was what was leading to my active attempts. Even though I still feel useless/worthless and have ideations, they're small enough I can just apply my set rules to negate them from being actionable. Got back into tabletop games, to the point we're meeting every other Saturday. Great friends have helped getting me things I needed for the apartment. A windfall allowed me to get a gaming PC and that has done a metric ton to keep me vertical.

That's it. I'm no longer a threat to myself. The little writing I do is collaborative efforts via Space Station 13 gameplay or tabletop games.