So, First off.

Thank you all for the eighty-seven watches!
You guys are incredible! ❤️

My time in this fandom has been a rollercoaster of highs and lows—just like life itself.

So, what now?

Honestly, while it’s been amazing to build friendships, form strong connections with artists, and even experience romantic relationships throughout these years.

It’s also been a tough journey filled with mental and physical health struggles.

Last year was especially difficult, as I came to terms with the fact that things have been wrong with me since birth.


I won’t pretend I’ve always been stable. I’ve lashed out and said awful things at times...more than I wish to count.

But at the end of the day, I’m human. I’m not a robot, nor am I someone who never makes mistakes. Mistakes are a part of life after all.

What truly matters is recognizing them and growing from them.

I’m happy to say I really have.
I left my fast food job, left my toxic family, fake friends and my old toxic hometown. (Simply full of painful memories)

Now, I’m living in Melbourne and studying for my future.

So, what now?

I’ve been asking myself that all year after losing connections with people who mean a lot to me.

(And no, I won’t be calling out names—that’s beneath me. Shame on those who do!)

Many bridges have been burned. Far too many...

Yet, having others in real life, force you down and degrade you mentally and physically.
That it simply impacts your well-being around friends, family and relationships is wrong.
I'm really still proud with how I got to where I am today.

(Though, If any of you are struggling with your life situations. Always find and reach out to professional support services to help you out.)

But dwelling on it, making dramatic exits then returning casually after, excusing your bad behavior and playing the victim card throughout it all, doesn’t change anything.

It’s a vicious cycle that never ends unless you make the choice to break it.

So, what now?


Well, Let's focus here on FA.

I know some of you have asked for more content privately to me, and I hear you.

During this week, I’ll be posting nearly all my TFs and artworks, (With proper credit to the artists, as always)

That said, my love for this fandom needs time to heal. A lot has been said and done even to me that hurt deeply.

But, I do hope you enjoy the upcoming commissioned pieces. I’ve got some unique ones coming your way!

To finish things off.

I want to apologise to everyone that was affected during these three years.

I know that actions speak louder than words.

I’ll continue working on myself. By not trying to prove that I’m just "changing my ways" (or transforming into a wolf ;p), but for my own personal well-being, too!

But regardless, I still believe you all deserve the apology, from me.

Thank you for reading.
Stay safe. 🐺