Oct 20 2042- Day 30

There is no denying what’s on my stomach now, but thankfully all I need to do is wear somewhat baggy clothes and it’s fairly well hidden. And considering how much weight I have lost by now I can simply just wear my older shirts and it’ll work just as well. Though it is definitely interesting seeing that now that I’ve stopped shaving the fur off, that I’m still perfectly comfortable without even so much as a jacket and then see all my coworkers fully bundled up.

Unfortunately, even though the makeover made me feel a bit better about myself, it just makes all my changes all the more obvious. And my coworkers are not nearly as accepting about my current condition as my friends are. There is a lot more scorn and disdain regarding me now that I’ve somewhat been forced to stop hiding it since I really can’t anymore. And this disdain doesn’t even really make sense. It’s like I’ve become a pariah over something I did not want to happen and had no control over.

I’m pretty sure at the rate I’m going that they’ll likely end up letting me go sometime this week. I can still somewhat do the test but I have to go rather slow and take a few breaks. But it’s clear they’re trying to get rid of me in that even though it wasn’t an issue before they’ve started putting in a timer. That I have to do the entire test over a set period of time and I imagine it’ll be growing shorter each time. And my workload is so small that I really don’t have much to do over much of the day.

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