Lately I've been depressed I have been angry I have been awful nasty I don't know what I'm doing I've been losing a lot of friends left and right and I don't know what's wrong with me I'm just horrible I'm a horrible person I was never meant to be nice the universe is just giving me signs and clues of me not being the person that I don't want to be or who I want who I am I'm just sick and tired of people looking at me like with fear and being different I want people to accept me for who I am not for what I am in my life sometimes I wish I was never born with bad luck in the first place T^T I need help and answers