For the last few months after my last journal I've been suspended over the stupidest shit but now I've been pushed into more drama I mean I've done something nice for someone then they quickly assumed it was my commission that I put into and now it's my fault because I was being nice to that person I've learn something I won't be paying a commission for someone for a birthday because of them someone else commission something for me as a present of some kind now I feel like the world doesn't want me to make good friends to make thier problems into mine but now I fucking hate myself because of how nice and and stupid I am but idk what to do and now my life is just being set on fire by the person who assumed me for something I didn't do to them but they won't listen to me for what I said now I have a lot of regret to be nice to give them something I put a lot a thought to something to show my gratitude to be thire friend now I make myself the bad guy now because of that