I've been doing better lately but I feel like I'm left out on everything because I'm poor and I don't have money to buy a fursuit and I don't have a car because people think Autistic people like me are not worth being equal to anyone. I'm always the one who gets the short end of the stick on everything this is why I don't have confidence in myself anymore I wish someone would have a voice to speak out to help me have confidence to help me but I'm just stuck in this loop with no confidence I just had to say why do I always have to be the one to be last in everything and I don't feel like I fit in the fandom people dropping thire drama on me because I don't want to be in this pain anymore.....