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Have you ever seen an ending so happy you felt disturbed?
4 years ago
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Hey all ^^ The current direction--Traditional! I can do whatever I or anyone else wants with traditional inking, and considering digital coloring sometimes afterward. That framework seems to work for me.
I'm sure I'll delete this soon. It's...A signature of mine, right? We can downplay negative aspects of the need to delete things as a manifestation of dissatisfaction if I put it that way.
I want to sort of go crazy. If I've ever asked you 'what should I do?' Well, it was because I was avoiding how I feel now. So, as far as I see it--if anyone is upset by my actions going forward, then you should have said something--
And if you didn't understand me before, why didn't you put in the effort? Trying hard is a skill, why won't you see 'Understanding' the same way?
Lemme be honest.
Do I sound crazy?
If I sound crazy, I just await the solidification of my my mockery.
When silence stops and people make fun of me, I will know that what I say was engaged with.
Cringe? Sure. Let me fucking know, how 'bout that? How bout try to scare me directly? How 'bout make me try to vomit, thinking of how cringy you view my words and work.
Perhaps they already know silence is already way more effective at ostracizing.
If it's a matter of engaging someone, then....I cannot forfeit the ability to care about others quite yet.
So, it's a compassionate act to leave my happiness in the hands of others.
You wanna say something to me? Why not?
Is it a matter of language? I'll learn your language. English-spearkers are, as we in the US say, "Quiet as fuck".
If you act like your behavior is too concerning, you'll get a warning.
How do you effectively call for help, in our society?
Forfeiting your rights?
Ha, I'll consider it.
Wanna masturbate? I guess call me.
Don't wanna masturbate? Well, you probably don't wanna talk then. Call me when the feeling returns. That's all I'm good for, right?
You all are gonna hate me very soon. And I tried to avoid it by asking questions. But it's all going to end soon.
Thanks for the time you gave me.
I'm sure I'll delete this soon. It's...A signature of mine, right? We can downplay negative aspects of the need to delete things as a manifestation of dissatisfaction if I put it that way.
I want to sort of go crazy. If I've ever asked you 'what should I do?' Well, it was because I was avoiding how I feel now. So, as far as I see it--if anyone is upset by my actions going forward, then you should have said something--
And if you didn't understand me before, why didn't you put in the effort? Trying hard is a skill, why won't you see 'Understanding' the same way?
Lemme be honest.
Do I sound crazy?
If I sound crazy, I just await the solidification of my my mockery.
When silence stops and people make fun of me, I will know that what I say was engaged with.
Cringe? Sure. Let me fucking know, how 'bout that? How bout try to scare me directly? How 'bout make me try to vomit, thinking of how cringy you view my words and work.
Perhaps they already know silence is already way more effective at ostracizing.
If it's a matter of engaging someone, then....I cannot forfeit the ability to care about others quite yet.
So, it's a compassionate act to leave my happiness in the hands of others.
You wanna say something to me? Why not?
Is it a matter of language? I'll learn your language. English-spearkers are, as we in the US say, "Quiet as fuck".
If you act like your behavior is too concerning, you'll get a warning.
How do you effectively call for help, in our society?
Forfeiting your rights?
Ha, I'll consider it.
Wanna masturbate? I guess call me.
Don't wanna masturbate? Well, you probably don't wanna talk then. Call me when the feeling returns. That's all I'm good for, right?
You all are gonna hate me very soon. And I tried to avoid it by asking questions. But it's all going to end soon.
Thanks for the time you gave me.
Maverick_the_husky
~maverickthehusky
Hope you find better days ahead of you :)
