EDIT: Starting up again!

Shamefully, I'll have spent 31 years on this earth with all I have to show for it in less than a week. I'll be streaming aiming around 2:30 my time (UTC? I don't know about time zones.)
But today, starting around 20 minutes from this journal, so about 4:00 PM this day.

Talking about my feelings just works me up, so let me save you 6-9 paragraphs right here and say I'm working on things.

I'd like to take commissions again I owe a few which have been noted, and I'll be taking new ones. My goal is to get just a little bit of cash together before really committing to doing this every day. If I could go to the store today I'd be happy.

Technically, no plan. My schedule is not set nor are my commissions; up until about a week from now it's free drawing plus whatever other support I can garner. I wish I could make it sound better. I feel like a worm, a snake, things worse than that but if I say it, it'll translate to less support and less advice. I suppose that's just a 'Jarr' problem. Others have it worse.

https://picarto.tv/JarrCCB

Seriously too, I thought wrong on 'tri posting.' I don't want to do it, no more accounts, no more passwords. I'm officially getting off my high horse, if Twitter is the best way to post these things, let me know. No seriously.
Let me know--I ask this every time, sometimes directly, and I feel as if no suggestions come, and as a result I'm exposed less. Please, help me. Want a request? I don't know what I have to do.

See ya there if you have the time.