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2-2-23
2 years ago
Hey all how's it goin' -w-
Just being paranoid about AI, and not-so-subtly trying to migrate over to Inkbunny. What would people think?
Well, as long as I think 'what would people think' I doubt anything's going to happen!
Trying to kinda figure out 'what I'm supposed to do...'
A lot of the time I kinda think the material I illustrate can be sorta hurtful. But I want to still do it, and you mostly want to see it, isn't that right?
I'm known for 'bathroom stuff' but sorta, positive, inconsequential bathroom stuff. All my mind's on lately is these harsh, negative experiences where having an accident is not seen as some frivolous thing to look past. In real life...Ah, I don't need to go into it.
It's cause there's plenty of IRL examples of legitimately unpleasant stuff on that subject so, movin' on for now.
Feels like I'm not needed, y'know? Isn't today all about video essays and whatever? Who even reads comics? Oh, the folks who make the video essays, huh...
I'm fine to continue doing silly bathroom stuff but I'm dying to do something full of pain, something you can't just look past. You have to look at it, and process.
Feeling real selfish on wanting to play some games on stream. Namely, Lisa: The Painful or Omori or something. That's where my mind's at lately. But I'm not looked at for games am I? I'm known for drawing. Feels selfish. Selfish to feel like people should watch.
Well, anyway. I think I have started to throw my hat into Inkbunny some more. It was a mistake to think 3 accounts was acceptable.
Hmm...
I wonder, how about more?
I've got a chip on my shoulder. Seems like I don't see my work the same way as others do. It's either fetish work, OR, general. I wonder...For years I wonder how to wash it all away.
Sometimes I wonder...If poopy potty type stuff is seen as, well not sex but, fetishy, I wonder.
If you focus on the pain, the most relatable sensation, will it eventually transcend fetishy work into substantial?
I wonder. If I followed every guideline for the most squeaky clean platform, and just focused on the pain...
What do you think? Do you think my cutesy bathroom stuff that is technically fetishizing characters, do you like that more? What if I were to go into how awful it feels to have an accident at a bad time? What if that became 'my thing'? Like I said, hard to figure out what I'm even doing on these art platforms. In a few years, I think AI will produce more provocative generations than a human artist ever could...It gets to me. That I've wasted so much time feeling guilty.
I don't wanna post. I wanna talk. I want feedback. I want to know what to do next.
Just being paranoid about AI, and not-so-subtly trying to migrate over to Inkbunny. What would people think?
Well, as long as I think 'what would people think' I doubt anything's going to happen!
Trying to kinda figure out 'what I'm supposed to do...'
A lot of the time I kinda think the material I illustrate can be sorta hurtful. But I want to still do it, and you mostly want to see it, isn't that right?
I'm known for 'bathroom stuff' but sorta, positive, inconsequential bathroom stuff. All my mind's on lately is these harsh, negative experiences where having an accident is not seen as some frivolous thing to look past. In real life...Ah, I don't need to go into it.
It's cause there's plenty of IRL examples of legitimately unpleasant stuff on that subject so, movin' on for now.
Feels like I'm not needed, y'know? Isn't today all about video essays and whatever? Who even reads comics? Oh, the folks who make the video essays, huh...
I'm fine to continue doing silly bathroom stuff but I'm dying to do something full of pain, something you can't just look past. You have to look at it, and process.
Feeling real selfish on wanting to play some games on stream. Namely, Lisa: The Painful or Omori or something. That's where my mind's at lately. But I'm not looked at for games am I? I'm known for drawing. Feels selfish. Selfish to feel like people should watch.
Well, anyway. I think I have started to throw my hat into Inkbunny some more. It was a mistake to think 3 accounts was acceptable.
Hmm...
I wonder, how about more?
I've got a chip on my shoulder. Seems like I don't see my work the same way as others do. It's either fetish work, OR, general. I wonder...For years I wonder how to wash it all away.
Sometimes I wonder...If poopy potty type stuff is seen as, well not sex but, fetishy, I wonder.
If you focus on the pain, the most relatable sensation, will it eventually transcend fetishy work into substantial?
I wonder. If I followed every guideline for the most squeaky clean platform, and just focused on the pain...
What do you think? Do you think my cutesy bathroom stuff that is technically fetishizing characters, do you like that more? What if I were to go into how awful it feels to have an accident at a bad time? What if that became 'my thing'? Like I said, hard to figure out what I'm even doing on these art platforms. In a few years, I think AI will produce more provocative generations than a human artist ever could...It gets to me. That I've wasted so much time feeling guilty.
I don't wanna post. I wanna talk. I want feedback. I want to know what to do next.
Take the risks. There is too much to do in this world in your lifetime to stick to any one thing.
I more or less agree with you though, starting to realize at this stage of life that maybe it is better to take some risks. I do want to say that even if it's a bit messy and fragmented right now, some day I want to just really 'do things' again and maintain a presence one way or another. Everyone has been very supportive lately and thanks for saying so too .w. Might even find a way to use these FA accounts again but I do like IB for it's name changes and multiple pages for submission options and all that. But yeah who knows! I want to get working on something first and figure all this public posting business later.