Hey, been a while since drawing. It's been quite the year. Most been dealing with my mental state. It might be getting better. Talked to a doctor. Maybe I'll go on meds.

But yeah, drawing. I feel one of the biggest hold backs is a sense of perfectionism. I don't know if that makes sense with my art but it's something I struggle with. Also I feel I need to be fast at art. (but currently I'm not that fast.) I have slightly different tools for doing art so don't have the options other artists have by default.

I've tried drawing quicker and as to be expected, results aren't as nice as the way I'm used to. Just that my normal way is rather slow, doing the lining and getting it just right. Pen strokes don't do pressure ether, I have to do that all manually.

I donno. Maybe I should do an example of fast vs normal drawing speeds? Am I thinking too hard? I'm just... tired of the thought that art takes so long to do.