A decline in content views has baffled me. Then, I found out artists, some of them I never met before, have blocked me on Furaffinity and Picarto. No one would reach out to me until an artist friend shared what was happening, and my heart sank in disgust. A known commissioner has been privately messaging her artists transphobic remarks about me. Her Conservative Christian values do not agree with transgenders, so I am being called an abusive man instead of the woman I feel meant to be. I stopped posting because I needed to focus on ways to financially support myself, and Furaffinity clearly cannot be an option anymore. I have plans to move out on my own and proceed with the HRT. This site has been a slowdown from living my dream due to the slander. I entered the furry fandom back in 2008. I want to stay furry, but at times I am pushed out instead.