Last night I made a kigurumi girl feel uncomfortable and now Im a burden to that person and other people around me I try so hard now to be a burden but now I have no excuse to be this it's not fair to me at all and I'm not being fair to anyone around me at all it's just hard for me to fit in this community was supposed to be humble with open arms but now that people are judgmental and ride and toxic I want equality for all of us and this is how I get a thank you I'm return it's not fair how my emotions are being played by people who can be so toxic to me it's just hurtful people stab me behind the back it's just not cool with all the stress and emotions I'm going thought I'm having a harsh time in life and social media my life is just crumbling all over me is it too much to ask for some empathy I guess it is *sigh* it's just hard to a disabled person with Autism it's not fair for people who mistreated you for being who you are I always feel like I'm getting blamed for being Autistic and living it's not fair did I ask for be alive? No. did I ask to be Autistic? No. Did I ask for people to be rude to me? No. I wanted equality for all of us but now hate is getting the best of us.....