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3 years ago
BEEP BOOP
FIRST JOURNAL I POST IN MY NEW HOME YAH-YEET
Yeah so like I've been in the new place for a little over 3 months at this point? Still somewhat settling in since its a drastic change from where I used to live, but I love it here.
I was able to quickly get a job that pays fairly well that is only almost a half hour walk away.
Soup is also my roomy which obviously makes it better since I'm not 100% alone.
All I'm really trying to do now is...trying to chill the fuck out.
This is the first time I'm actually on my own for the most part, so it's taking a lot of getting used to.
Post wise, I know I said I'd get back into it as soon as I was settled in, but it's been a bit of a struggle. Like I said, I started working. It's a full-time position that keeps me on my feet so by the time I come home, I'm super fuckin drained and just wanna eat and conk out lol
I'm also currently lot medicated, so on top of being exhausted from work, I'm exhausted from battling whatever my fuckin BPD throws at me. WHICH INCLUDES MOODSWINGS THAT LEAD TO SLEEPLESS NIGHTS BEFORE MORNINGS I HAVE TO GET UP SUPER EARLY TO OPEN THE STORE. Whoopie :D
SO. I decided to give myself a break from taking commissions for a while, too.
again.
It's probably for the best right about now that I don't worry about that shit anyway and focus on more personal shit until my head is screwed on tight enough.
I'm glad I'm no longer in a position where I NEED to scrape and end up beating myself tf up because I don't put in the work to get noticed online. I just need to work on actually recognizing that as a fuckin fact, but I also know that being in that position for so long makes that hard.
I appreciate the ABSOLUTE FUCK out of everyone that still pauses to enjoy the work I post whether it's BUTT-ASS or wholesome shit, though, ESPECIALLY those of you who share my shit around and have basically became my regulars, like omfg.
I definitely do want to put in more effort bc I know I can do better, but it makes me happy knowing people enjoy whatever I post as it is :3
Anyways time to abandon my journals for another few months or so
Yeah so like I've been in the new place for a little over 3 months at this point? Still somewhat settling in since its a drastic change from where I used to live, but I love it here.
I was able to quickly get a job that pays fairly well that is only almost a half hour walk away.
Soup is also my roomy which obviously makes it better since I'm not 100% alone.
All I'm really trying to do now is...trying to chill the fuck out.
This is the first time I'm actually on my own for the most part, so it's taking a lot of getting used to.
Post wise, I know I said I'd get back into it as soon as I was settled in, but it's been a bit of a struggle. Like I said, I started working. It's a full-time position that keeps me on my feet so by the time I come home, I'm super fuckin drained and just wanna eat and conk out lol
I'm also currently lot medicated, so on top of being exhausted from work, I'm exhausted from battling whatever my fuckin BPD throws at me. WHICH INCLUDES MOODSWINGS THAT LEAD TO SLEEPLESS NIGHTS BEFORE MORNINGS I HAVE TO GET UP SUPER EARLY TO OPEN THE STORE. Whoopie :D
SO. I decided to give myself a break from taking commissions for a while, too.
again.
It's probably for the best right about now that I don't worry about that shit anyway and focus on more personal shit until my head is screwed on tight enough.
I'm glad I'm no longer in a position where I NEED to scrape and end up beating myself tf up because I don't put in the work to get noticed online. I just need to work on actually recognizing that as a fuckin fact, but I also know that being in that position for so long makes that hard.
I appreciate the ABSOLUTE FUCK out of everyone that still pauses to enjoy the work I post whether it's BUTT-ASS or wholesome shit, though, ESPECIALLY those of you who share my shit around and have basically became my regulars, like omfg.
I definitely do want to put in more effort bc I know I can do better, but it makes me happy knowing people enjoy whatever I post as it is :3
Anyways time to abandon my journals for another few months or so
Even if I am not at my 1OO% mode, doesn't stop me from throwing some supports!