Sorry y'all for the past inactivity and all. Been a rough spring with lots of crap I've had to deal with, which had all been made so much worse with bad meds and somewhat also the lack of em.

Finally got to start with a new adjusted stuff, which really just is the same old stuff with a smaller dose. The stuff I had been on had been formerly adjusted a little bit too high before I got the celiacs diagnosis and recovery, so back then my guts had been like really busted and pretty bad at absorbing the good stuff. I suppose they had finaly gotten good enough to finally get the full effect of the excessively raised dosage of the meds and all the fun little side effects.

For the past months the stuff had been only useful at work while doing physically demanding tasks, while completely ruining my ability to properly do "sitting work" at home. Anyhow, today's been the first day on the lowered dose and I can already feel the positive effect. Feels good to no longer be stuck in a chemically induced subtle fight-or-flight mode running rampant in the background. While that stuff hadn't been an issue at work, where all the physical tasks had been "fighty" enough to keep the effect in check, any attempts of digital productivity at home had been a complete pain in the ass with all that anxiety and restlessness taking away my focus until making me way too tired or headachy to continue, and without meds my adhd took over its own way.

God I have so much catching up to do with all this stuff now.