Personal Update
3 years ago
Journal of High Strangeness.
Hello again,
Its been a little while sense my past journal. I have sense seen a Mental health doctor. I have gotten my blood sugar mostly under control, and gotten my blood pressure down to a manageable level. I am getting new, proper fitting diabetic shoes with the proper inserts so I can hopefully walk without so much pain in my feet, ankles, knees, hips and back. ( Which I might add is hard to get people to understand. "Why don't you just walk to loose weight?" Bitch, walking hurts!) I had a scare there where me and Brendan had eaten some bad meet and my blood pressure shoot through the roof. I actually blue the cuff of the blood pressure monitor. I was in Strokesville there for a while and I was more than a tad worried as I had to go to the ER to see what was up. I lost like thirty five pounds and shot back up thirty in less than a month and a half. I blame that on the medication I am taking. I got some new medication that both helps my ADHD, anxiety and depression, so I am feeling much better on that front too. Ive started getting out more too, and making new friends. Ive been isolating for a long time, and I think its time to get back out into the world again, COVID be damned. I cant take the isolation any more. I don't have the mental capability to wait for everyone to follow the rules anymore. I am Vaccinated and boosted *shrug* Me and Brendan both recently found out that we were at the breaking point and that something needed to change, so we are.
We have a Car coming for us from Carvana, a nice Hyundai Sonata, which will allow me to finally get a job of my own instead of festering here in my computer chair for another year of nearly constant masturbation and self loathing...
I am drawing quite a bit lately, though due to the past week or so of back pain Iv been kind of slacking off. Ive been writing quite a bit as well, though I am perhaps not as good at that as I am other things. lol
I am also happy to report that Brendan found another hobby over the past couple of weeks. Leather Craft. So far hes made a holster, a pocket organizer, and a belt for me ^^
Other than that I don't think I have much more to say at the moment, but i look forward to making updates more often once the ball starts rolling again.
Thank those of you who took the time to read my update. ^^
Its been a little while sense my past journal. I have sense seen a Mental health doctor. I have gotten my blood sugar mostly under control, and gotten my blood pressure down to a manageable level. I am getting new, proper fitting diabetic shoes with the proper inserts so I can hopefully walk without so much pain in my feet, ankles, knees, hips and back. ( Which I might add is hard to get people to understand. "Why don't you just walk to loose weight?" Bitch, walking hurts!) I had a scare there where me and Brendan had eaten some bad meet and my blood pressure shoot through the roof. I actually blue the cuff of the blood pressure monitor. I was in Strokesville there for a while and I was more than a tad worried as I had to go to the ER to see what was up. I lost like thirty five pounds and shot back up thirty in less than a month and a half. I blame that on the medication I am taking. I got some new medication that both helps my ADHD, anxiety and depression, so I am feeling much better on that front too. Ive started getting out more too, and making new friends. Ive been isolating for a long time, and I think its time to get back out into the world again, COVID be damned. I cant take the isolation any more. I don't have the mental capability to wait for everyone to follow the rules anymore. I am Vaccinated and boosted *shrug* Me and Brendan both recently found out that we were at the breaking point and that something needed to change, so we are.
We have a Car coming for us from Carvana, a nice Hyundai Sonata, which will allow me to finally get a job of my own instead of festering here in my computer chair for another year of nearly constant masturbation and self loathing...
I am drawing quite a bit lately, though due to the past week or so of back pain Iv been kind of slacking off. Ive been writing quite a bit as well, though I am perhaps not as good at that as I am other things. lol
I am also happy to report that Brendan found another hobby over the past couple of weeks. Leather Craft. So far hes made a holster, a pocket organizer, and a belt for me ^^
Other than that I don't think I have much more to say at the moment, but i look forward to making updates more often once the ball starts rolling again.
Thank those of you who took the time to read my update. ^^