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Anthro Artist | Registered: May 1, 2011 11:22

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im about to lose my fucking mind (lil rant)

3 years ago

DOCTOR DOCTOR GIVE ME THE CURE CAUSE CANT STOP LOVING YOU!!! OOOOH~

be a good guy or girl and make everyone happy you can always use a ray of sunshine in your life.

im president nixon ahhh ooohhhhhh

so since ive been fired ive been applying to jobs non stop. ok so wtf is the issue that i cant get hired anywhere ive been applying every fucking day multiple interviews over phone or in person. ok seems like its going ok....BUT OVER EVERY FUCKING JOB I DONT GET PICKED I FIND OUT ITS WOMEN OVER ME FFS IS IT CAUSE OF HOW I LOOK????? 



is seeing a fat guy that repulsive or something. look im trying to lose weight but every fucking day with this bs were WE ARE URGENTLY HIRING ALL POSITIONS... i apply to your fucking company with multiple backgrounds of having done this industry when it comes to cleaning, food service, delivery, and repairs, and yes i know what your thinking oh he must not have enough yours of experiience.



5 FUCKING YEARS IN FOOD SERVICE AND DELIVERY 

2 YEARS IN REPAIR WORK AS WELL AS ASSEMBLY

2 FUCKING YEARS IN CLEANING



how is that not fucking enough experience to get the jobs im applying for. oh and they dont even say in their field that i need a degree....



WHAT AM I DOING WRONG



im litterally getting pissed off and im even applying for jobs that are minimum wage as well as jobs that most people wont apply for such as janitorial staff-waste disposal