So... Lets see. Still alive obviously. Still working at an old factory that I hate but, It honestly is the best paying Job in the state for somebody without a College degree. In September my Gallbladder almost exploded so, that was fun (NOT!!!). I was placed in the Hospital in June cause I wanted to die. If it wasn't for my job paying as well as it is, I would not be able to handle these medical bills. I have not really done well in building a Social Support Network. I still talk to an old friend and I have a gal pal whom I absolutely adore but, she is focused on her own Transition stuff and her GF whom I suspect she will be marrying next year. On the bight side, I got my legal Name Change done on Halloween so YAY!!!! I am basically all but done with my transition at this point. I would still like to do some voice training and I would love to have a Vagina but, for now... I am kinda done. Just gotta pay off these bills and then Idk, Might get an RV or Move to Ireland, Canada, Scotland, Germany maybe? I honestly dont know at this point. I am barely holding on. I have some cool people I talk to on discord and Twitch. Thinkin of becoming a PNGtuber to help bring in some income and as an excuse to play more games to help with stress. A lot of things are up in the air. Another thing I am looking into is maybe going back to College and getting an Associates in Physical Therapy. It isn't a Nursing Degree but, Its in a field I think I would do well and it pays better starting out then what I am making now. I got my First Aid Certification last year which I am still super happy and proud of myself about. Thankfully I have yet to use any of that training yet but, hey, if something ever did happen, I could be there for them. Well... That is kind of a lie, I have had to use my skills... On myself. I get cut up and burned at work a lot lol. Scared one coworker cause I had sliced my chin open and blood was just running down like face cuts tent to do.

Over all... Im in a slightly better place then I was this time last year or hell... ten months ago. I just hope next year goes a lot better and I can get a lot more done. The biggest thing is getting a Job that respects me, isnt going to kill me, and I can make 60-80k a year. If i made that kind of money, I could pay off bills far quicker and then take that money I was spending and put it into saving to afford moving or buying an RV as well as paying for my Vagina. Which... for those not in the know, is HELLA EXPENSIVE!!! 40k at least and that isn't including the flight, hotel, food, and the 3-4 months where I will be out of work on FMLA.

Romantically speaking... Have not really had much luck. Tbh, it took till about October for me to finally get over my Ex. I still love her and I am super proud of all the things she has accomplished since we broke up. I wish her nothing but the best. I still need to work on things but, I think I am finally in an ok place to move on and find somebody new. Just, going to be hard to find somebody who would wanna put up with a broken girl like me with all my mental issues. OSDiD, Severe Depression, General/social anxiety, BPD, and more. Then there is the fact that you know... me being Trans and Demi doesn't help either. Like... whoever chooses to stick with me is going to have to put up with A LOT. A lot more then what I would be willing to put up with, that is for sure.

Anyway... Till next time Y'all.