Celebrating my Birthday Month with an AMA!
2 years ago
Hey everybody! I'm about to ding and level up in a few days, so I figured I'd do something fun and open an AMA to celebrate! Technically I'm stealing the idea from
reikuyin, who does AMA journals monthly, and I've had a lot of fun with those.
Since I'm not an artist and my funds are kinda low this month, there won't be any art for the replies to this AMA. It's purely text-only. But I'd like to invite anyone to toss a question, whether you're a watcher or not. Ask IC questions for any of my characters, or me the creator, just let me know who you're directing your question to when you make your comment! The only rule is that if you ask something of me the creator, nothing invasive about my IRL personal life. I reserve the right to refuse to answer that sort of stuff.
I'll be answering these all month, so you have plenty of time. Feel free to ask multiple times too! But I may be slightly slow in replies if you ask me while I'm at work. I've been working 60+ hour weeks a lot this month so I may not answer until I get home.
And just for convenience sake, here's a short list of my NSFW characters you can ask:
Lightest (Mewtwo)
Arina Essyth (Draenei)
Shiannah Alanna (Vaporeon)
Riela Nyctalopia (Umbreon)
Esper Taiyo (Espeon)
Delphina Gravitesse (Silver Dragoness)
Kalana Quindalo (Gerudo)
Sedalia (Latex naga)
Lilith Magnusson (Robot Luxray taur)
Nyx Ambrosia (Latex Salazzle naga)
Mindora Wolframite (Gardevoir)
Melissa Zenia Novorro (Weavile)
Liz Novorro (Weavile)
Team Sylvanite (Robot Lucarios)
Destiny Valentine (Charizard)
Vanessa Gladesong (Night Elf)
Ryla (Synth Renamon)
Looking forward to your questions!
reikuyin, who does AMA journals monthly, and I've had a lot of fun with those.Since I'm not an artist and my funds are kinda low this month, there won't be any art for the replies to this AMA. It's purely text-only. But I'd like to invite anyone to toss a question, whether you're a watcher or not. Ask IC questions for any of my characters, or me the creator, just let me know who you're directing your question to when you make your comment! The only rule is that if you ask something of me the creator, nothing invasive about my IRL personal life. I reserve the right to refuse to answer that sort of stuff.
I'll be answering these all month, so you have plenty of time. Feel free to ask multiple times too! But I may be slightly slow in replies if you ask me while I'm at work. I've been working 60+ hour weeks a lot this month so I may not answer until I get home.
And just for convenience sake, here's a short list of my NSFW characters you can ask:
Lightest (Mewtwo)
Arina Essyth (Draenei)
Shiannah Alanna (Vaporeon)
Riela Nyctalopia (Umbreon)
Esper Taiyo (Espeon)
Delphina Gravitesse (Silver Dragoness)
Kalana Quindalo (Gerudo)
Sedalia (Latex naga)
Lilith Magnusson (Robot Luxray taur)
Nyx Ambrosia (Latex Salazzle naga)
Mindora Wolframite (Gardevoir)
Melissa Zenia Novorro (Weavile)
Liz Novorro (Weavile)
Team Sylvanite (Robot Lucarios)
Destiny Valentine (Charizard)
Vanessa Gladesong (Night Elf)
Ryla (Synth Renamon)
Looking forward to your questions!
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The second question though is easy to answer for both continuities though! All one must do is find one of our drones and ask to volunteer. In both continuities we are most eager to accept willing volunteers for assimilation!
to you: os there any artist that you wanted to commission but never got them open or fogor to try sking for?
to arina(s): what would you do if someone was eager to join you but was completely and 100% immune to any form of transformation and anything that you could use to alter their mind and make them act and think as anothwr arina?
to sedalia: how many drones does it take to screw a lightbulb?
Arina: I would still offer them a position in my priesthood! Though if they were male, I'd probably not really wanna fuck them since I'm not attracted to dudes. I'd probably push up my priorities for researching into how to overcome magical immunity though, just so I can find a way to eventually twist them into something more suiting to my whims.
Sedalia: Light... bulb? What is this object you speak of? My hives are typically illuminated by luminous psychic crystals.
arina: isn't giving them a cardboard mask with your face very poorly sjetched on it a better option?
sedalia: lightbulbs are a type of ligma
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51380340/
What about my work keeps you coming back. You are still one of if not the most actively positive on my work to the point of paying for it so I am curious as to the why's and how.
2nd: What about some of my girls tickles you so.
For the "Why", there's a ton of different reasons. I mean, firstly there's the obvious, typical furry reason of feeling hugely attracted to your character, I think that a lot of furries start friendships from that specific first reason. Then I saw that you had other characters and checked them out, and found that we have very similar tastes in Pokemorphs, which just immediately helped. Blaziken, Salazzle, Luxray, and several others are mutual faves of mine too, so I was predisposed to love characters like Hope and Shyama. Then I saw that you had some actual character development fleshing them out and I was hooked. I mean, I practically have a fetish for world building and characterization, if you couldn't tell from my hundreds of thousands of words of fanfiction, so having some meat to the characters to go with the sexiness ups the interest factor significantly. Then there's the fact that you actually reply to my comments most of the time and return the favor by commenting on my stuff too. A lot of the "big name" furries out there tend to be too busy and overwhelmed with comments and attention to reply or engage with random commenters and I totally understand that and don't begrudge them for it at all, but it does mean that I usually don't try to comment on their stuff. I like talking to people who have the time and interest to engage back and you do a lovely job of that. And lastly, well I just like supporting artists and creators who don't already have huge, massive followings already because I want to help them succeed and build a community. I engage with and support a lot of them, like Vene, TheDarkJudge96, Tredexim, and several others, specifically because smaller creators with talent deserve it and it's a great way to make good friends. I don't do it for free art, I buy comms from them because I want them to be successful and support themselves. The furry community gets better when we build each other up with both money and kind words.
Sorry that got kinda sappy. As for the second question, well, I did sorta answer it already in the paragraph above, at least a little, heh. But if you want specific details, I love the little details in the designs, like Reiku's charm chains on her ear piercings and her black lipstick. It gives her a very appealing design aesthetic that helps her stand out really well from other Renamon OCs despite how small the differences are. It's hard to make a unique looking OC that stands out without going too far and ending up in overly-busy sparkledog territory, lol.
Oh don't be sorry for being sappy. I find it endearing from you that you have such a healthy mentality like that.
And heh, Yeah I'm a bit of a detail nut, nothing done just 'because' everything is carefully thought to the why it exist with me. Tho Rei herself was specifically decided to be close to a standard renmon as part of the appeal is the look, why she has only minor marking differences t o highlight or at least make question why. (Her arcane and partial viral backing.)
And yeah, I get you on that detail fixation thing. Lightest's design may be pretty simple too, but if you ever ask about her history prepare for a novel's worth of detail. For me a character's look may be important but the heart and soul behind that look are very very important too. That's also why I wouldn't just ask you "do u rp" for throwaway cybersex too, heh.
A simple design does not mean a simple character. I'll take complexity in soul and individual over outwardly look any day of the week. And oh I'm sure if we ever got into anything it would be long prose. Or more of anything? There is a few dates that have been committed to imagery.
That being said, I mostly wear the "No RP badge" for two big reasons: to discourage those who want just a quick fuck, and because it's literally extremely hard to schedule with me due to my work schedule. I have to wake up at 5AM so I have time to shower, eat breakfast, commute, and clock in by 7AM. Then I work until 3:30PM and commute home, leaving a gap from 4PM-9PM where I'm free. Except some days I work overtime until 5:30PM and am not home until 6, shortening the window even further. (All times in US Central time) It's really damn hard to find someone who has a matching window with that, and even then I also suffer the problem of work and various other issues making me waay too tired to summon the mental energy for a scene.
I really hate that paradoxical feeling of "I can't conjure the interest in an RP without a very large amount of setup" and "I'm too tired and blown out to gather the energy for a very large amount of setup." It's the fuckin worst.
That aside, I do love long form prose play with people who share my love for plot, to the point where I'll still try my luck with them when I find them, since they're as rare as hen's teeth. If you find a diamond in the rough you might as well at least try mining it up. So hey, I could see us trying something if the above time windows I mentioned weren't a problem for you.
And ooof. Yeah I feel that. Both the window thing (EST here) AND the want to but to tired to, paradox. It's hard to just find energy to stream as often as I would like (why so many projects people come into are already in progress. I do a lot of work before bed while unwinding.
Hmmm.. Well I'm game to try if you are, or failing that can always continue through the art side of things. You ARE part of my world now after all.
"Hello Miss Essyth. After observing your clone society, I am curiously speculating. Given that none of us know what the future may hold for us, and despite your continuing efforts, you have not yet perfected the means of instantaneous exchanges of knowledge between your constituent clone population, isn't it possible that over time, and with the addition of more clones to your already tens of thousands strong population, some Arina clones will eventually diversify and begin developing different opinions than your original self? For certain, there is no shortage of reinforcement from their fellow Arinas, but given your rate of expansion, the likelihood is becoming a certainty that some Arinas will simply never meet each other, even in the city of Vraka, the population is vast enough to keep certain Arinas isolated from each other their entire lives. In such an eventuality, is there not the risk of certain Arinas diversifying and isolating themselves from the main bulk of the population? Perhaps even deciding to take up radically different viewpoints than you yourself would take? Even break off to find their own destinies? At such a point, could they even truly be considered 'you' anymore? Given the Draenei's lengthy lifespan, I am curious if this is something you have given thought to."
Regards, Maetra Kantor. L.I.N.
So we have a lot of good reasons to want to stick together and not isolate ourselves. And we want to stay similar. There's a real, concrete desire to actively stay unified and to be uniform.
That being said, I also refuse to act like a tyrant with my clones. If you're familiar with the Golden Rule, it applies even more strongly to clone societies. I would never ever force my clones to do or think anything, ever. And I know that they would never do the same to me. It's vital to our bond of love and trust.
And hey, I'm also very confident in all this because they do have the same minds as me, so I know they all share those same desires. People can change over time, but it's not very common at all that they completely throw away their entire world views and start from scratch. At least, not without being forced to by external factors."
Your mistreatment at the hands of your parents isn't something that been elaborated much upon yet in your records. Is that something you would be comfortable telling us more about?"
As for my parents, well, they're one of the main reasons why I won't allow myself to act tyrannical, as they were absolute prime examples of authoritarian freaks. Hyper-conservative, hyper-religious, sex-hating zealots and bigots. You have to remember that I hail from the planet Kalindra, not Azeroth. Kalindran Draenei don't have the same culture as Azerothian ones. On Kalindra we have dozens of different splinter kingdoms of Draenei that broke away and scattered after the Exodar crashed on the world. None could agree on what sort of society they should build, so a huge variety of different types of governments and socieites arose from the ashes of the wreck. I was born in Faelia, a small religious theocracy that worshipped a smaller, less benevolent Naaru that our priests claimed had made the laws we followed. Those laws included chauvinistic patriarchy, homophobia, transphobia, racism, and a whole slew of other awful bigotries, which my parents preached and enforced with fanatical fervor. So naturally when I tried to tell them that I was trans and nonbinary, they very violently forced me to repress it. That's why I taught myself magic in secret, so I could change my own gender without them knowing. And of course, once I succeeded, they eventually found out and disowned me on the spot, then reported me to the priesthood who had me summarily banished from Faelia.
Needless to say, I refuse to behave like them on pure principle."
Slightly different question. While the morality of your clone-converting ways is an entire conversation on its own, from reading your logs, there appear to be two broad categories of people you have assimilated: Those who willingly worshipped you, and those who you gave no choice. It is encouraging that in modern times, you prefer only to assimilate people who willingly come to you, and are able to reproduce 'natural' (I use this term loosely) copies of yourself through your drone breeding servants, there have undeniably been times where you forced others into becoming you. Nor was this limited to the early criminals and gangsters you converted. Your own records show you having resorted to infiltration organisms to covertly spread your cult, and indoctrination to brainwash others into worshipping you. Which in a population in the tens of thousands must still equate to a number some hundreds strong. Was there ever an instance of someone you regretted assimilating, or felt guilty for having done so? From what I understand, your clones retain the memories of who they used to be, back in the corners of their minds, to be used to your advantage. So certainly, that clone would know if the victim had possessed a life worth holding on to. Or others who would miss them in their absence. Has there ever been an instance like that? Where you knew you had done wrong by someone by assimilating them? Have you ever felt guilty enough to reverse the assimilation? Even if not by your own moral standards, then perhaps by Vanessa's?"
As for whether Syberfab art continuity me has ever regretted it, well there's probably a few, but I don't have any specific examples on hand at the moment. But there haven't been any reversions either, as we're all quite happy with how we are now."
Thank you for indulging my questions. This has been an enlightening experience. I will leave it with one final question for now, for Vanessa this time.
Without giving away any spoilers, have you ever given any serious thought to becoming Arina? Tempted? That incarnation of 'Arina' would certainly be interesting due to being herself and her lover at the same time."
Do you have any advice for other people who may wish to begin taking company in clones or duplicates of themselves? Any advice on how to go about it, or the implications of creating another of yourself?"
But if you use other methods, things are much less spooky. Like, in my Shaftbeast continuity, it's the power of Erogenetian biology that can allow myself to just legitimately create full clones out of nothing but spare biomass and a copy of my mind, no other sapient beings are needed. And of course, in my Goddess continuities, I can just will clones into existence with cheaty deity power. I don't know what methods out of any of these you have access to, so I can't give answers that could be specific to them. But for general advice for people who just want info about cloning, start small. If you have access to simulation tech, try setting up a simulation where you live with a programmed simulated clone of yourself to see how you get along. If you have a lot of empathy and a kind heart, then you shouldn't have any problems. And of course, finding your own body to be attractive is important too if you want to do anything sexual. If you have any doubts about any of this, take time to improve yourself first. See therapists to work out mental issues, cultivate new skills, work out to lose weight, any sort of self care. If it makes you easier to live with, it will make your clones easier to live with too. And they'd thank you for it, since those improvements carry over to them when you make them."
Arina: "Obviously I'm gonna agree with a fair bit of what Lightest said above, especially about self improvement and starting slow. But if there's sexual reasons for doing this then I definitely have some additional advice, as that's my forte. If you wanna fuck yourself, and you are a person who has a penis, then I heavily advise you to make, or have someone make for you, a custom made dildo that is an exact replica in shape and size to your dick. Maybe even several. Use them to train your body to be ready to take your own cock. One to use for throat training, one to use for anal training. I did this extensively while I started developing a selfcest fetish, so by the time I had my first clone, my gag reflex was properly trained away and my ass was the exact right size to take my clone's cock without any pain or difficulty. Also, if you have a specific position preference, AKA if you're a strict top or bottom, beware that this will cause problems and a clone may not be right for you, as they will have the exact preference and thus be incompatible. I'd only recommend cloning yourself for sex if you're a full blown switch or at least semi-versatile in your positional preference. The same applies to dom/sub preferences too. I'm almost entirely dom, but I also love and trust myself and I can easily treat my clones as equals rather than trying to make them sub for me or each other."