I've been trying to get my life back in somewhat normal order.
Back in October, I passed out in the bathtub with swollen legs, filled with Fluid, I was at 256lbs at the time, and upon regaining consciousness, I went into the hospital, Throwing up all the way there. they had me stay overnight for observation.
My kidney's had shut down causing the retention of fluid in my legs, brought on due to an infection, and my organs shut down that night.

I had gone into a coma for 2 days and came to Tuesday, I was hospitalized on a saturday. I was in the hospital two weeks, and upon waking up, after only 2 days I had gone down to 207lbs.

I have been trying to get everything back into order and make sense of everything going on in my life since then, and just a lot has been going on.

I apologize for not being myself for the last several months, but I am trying to make sense of everything.