Thank you all for your support, whether it be monetary or comradery, it's really appreciated. I think I should start getting back into journaling, just to get thoughts out and make more of a clear goal. I've been searching and applying for other jobs in the area, even remote jobs, applying to anyone that is advertising that they are hiring. I still have the current part time job I've had since mid September of last year, really don't want to leave it, but if I have to, I will, the management there know of the situation that I'm going through and are doing all they can to help; they're fairly limited as well because of their managers and higher-ups. To make a long story short on another thing I've been dealing with, I've had a stent in for the pas two months, I had a kidney stone at the end of January that cause a rupture in the connective tube that connects the bladder to my right kidney. Was going to have the stent fully removed a couple of weeks ago but it was found that where the tube, medical term for it being ureter, connects to the kidney, it was trying to close off, so they put a larger one in to train it to stay open, I'm to be having it removed today. It hasn't been all that bad until about 3 days ago, where it feels like the kidney is trying to reject the stent. l

I'll try to keep my journal more up to date as time goes on, I love you all and hope everyone is doing alright.