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I don't do these very often anymore do I?
2 years ago
Probably the constant contact of having one's own discord server. The daily touchstone just keeps things surface level and I don't often sit and think.
I'll be finishing packing in the next day or so. The pod will go away, the house will go away, and I will go away.
Gigi knows something is up and is acting like a brat, but that's all right. So tired of looking at this empty house, and Gigi needs more space. Will head north, find some land, room for her to run, and build a house that fits me out there somewhere. With the move and the memories, I haven't gotten much writing done.
Feel like I've been stuck lately ... but I know how to fix that.
Texas is a nice place and it's got a lot going for it, but it's time to leave. This time for good.
What really sucks is that the poker games here at the local clubs are way softer than I thought they'd be. Having been largely out of the game for the last ten years I expected tough competition, but even the 5/10 game was beatable. Kinda makes me want to hang around for a few more weeks and see if I can grow a proper bankroll, but summer in Texas isn't a great time in a van, especially when you've got a dog to take care of. Even if I did grow a roll, where would I take it? Vegas? In SUMMER? Psh. That said, the game theory has evolved quite a bit since the last time I played, and it's been interesting catching up on some of the new modes of thinking that have developed. In another life, I wonder if I could have gone all the way. Sat down with the pros and held my own.
My life has been so mixed. So many blessings and so much disappointment just don't seem like they should fit on one man's timecard. Sometimes I wonder if I could take the single best moment - and the single worst - off my record ... how different would I be? Probably a lot. I wonder how many people can pinpoint those moments in their own lives. What would my life be like if I weren't such a bad judge of character?
Yet, if I hadn't suffered all the trials and tribulations, what would I be doing? Some dreams aren't all they're cracked up to be, but others are. Writing stories that people enjoy makes me happier than just about anything else I do these days ... but right now it feels like the purple ribbon.
I can't wait to get out of here. This house, and all it stands for, is killing me.
I'll be finishing packing in the next day or so. The pod will go away, the house will go away, and I will go away.
Gigi knows something is up and is acting like a brat, but that's all right. So tired of looking at this empty house, and Gigi needs more space. Will head north, find some land, room for her to run, and build a house that fits me out there somewhere. With the move and the memories, I haven't gotten much writing done.
Feel like I've been stuck lately ... but I know how to fix that.
Texas is a nice place and it's got a lot going for it, but it's time to leave. This time for good.
What really sucks is that the poker games here at the local clubs are way softer than I thought they'd be. Having been largely out of the game for the last ten years I expected tough competition, but even the 5/10 game was beatable. Kinda makes me want to hang around for a few more weeks and see if I can grow a proper bankroll, but summer in Texas isn't a great time in a van, especially when you've got a dog to take care of. Even if I did grow a roll, where would I take it? Vegas? In SUMMER? Psh. That said, the game theory has evolved quite a bit since the last time I played, and it's been interesting catching up on some of the new modes of thinking that have developed. In another life, I wonder if I could have gone all the way. Sat down with the pros and held my own.
My life has been so mixed. So many blessings and so much disappointment just don't seem like they should fit on one man's timecard. Sometimes I wonder if I could take the single best moment - and the single worst - off my record ... how different would I be? Probably a lot. I wonder how many people can pinpoint those moments in their own lives. What would my life be like if I weren't such a bad judge of character?
Yet, if I hadn't suffered all the trials and tribulations, what would I be doing? Some dreams aren't all they're cracked up to be, but others are. Writing stories that people enjoy makes me happier than just about anything else I do these days ... but right now it feels like the purple ribbon.
I can't wait to get out of here. This house, and all it stands for, is killing me.
Any news on SD&M's audiobook?
Anyhow, some particular VAs in haremlit: Amber Lee Connors, Kieran Flitton, Christopher Boucher, Rebecca Woods, Ellory Lane, Raya Kane, Christian J. Gilliland, Melissa Schwairy, Katana Jones, Raya Kane, Mandy McCullough, Melisandre Verte, Evan Jordan, Jessica Threet, Andrew Pond, Giancarlo Herrera, Hannah Schooner