I cant begin to describe how amazing he is. He is utter perfection. There could be no one else in the universe as wonderful as him. This weekend was the best weekend of my life. I would be happy to relive it for the rest of eternity. Today however is like hell. I had to leave him and come home today. I haven't been able to stop crying I miss him so much. It hurts more that I haven't really talked to him today. I don't know how I'm supposed to last. I have no idea when I'll see him next. I really hope I'll see him over Christmas break, but I don't know how I'm supposed to last. I barely got thru today.