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I'm Sorry
2 years ago
You're actually going to read this? I admire you
And I do mean that genuinely, for all the distress I've caused everyone. I need to dig myself out of this hole I'm in.
Things will get better, you just gotta keep improving yourself.
people want to help you, not only because we would miss you. we are not weighing your worth or output before we reach out to you. People will help each other if they hear others in danger, because it is more than just about what you may or may not offer.
we were not made to live in the absence of help.
never stop asking for help. it is a mental fallacy that 'okay this was my rough patch and now once I'm better I should be finished with requiring help.' we each will always need help, and others will need you to ask you for help too. not everyone can always help, and not everyone gets what they need in time, but ask anyway, for the big and the small.
you are part of a society, part of a community. to be carried at times, as well as to carry others, is part of the experience. as distressing and dark as it is, it is part of human nature to experience every feeling, from blind despair to heavenly grace to the lack of feeling at all. what you experience is... only human, and it just means that you live in reality. Good, enriching times will come again. and we will try to do what we can to walk you back to them. *hugs*
I can only speak for myself and the experience I have with this: there are still some things I want to achieve, like meet certain friends or make other people happy.
And even though I know there's not much I can do in general, I know that I'm somehow needed here - not just because others ask me for help and advice, but also the other way round.