I'll admit I'm a bit sad that haven't delivered much art or any creative endeavour this year. Then again, my year so far was pretty much occupied with two internships that left me too drained to work on anything at the end of the day. Now it's a case of either hearing back from the graduate internship scheme for another internship or it'll be trying to seek out a job myself. Both of which only add to the uncertainty but that's life I suppose.

I want to say I that's going to change but knowing me I'll probably fall back on that promise. I have been thinking of just going ahead and stream every little attempt, even if it is just a simple sketch that'll go nowhere in the end, 'cause maybe it's that I don't like being alone when I try. Or that my inner critic won't shut up for five minutes just to let me get something down.

This has been your semi-annual "I'm sad and need to let it out to not bottle it up into something worse" post and I highly appreciate you reading it.