I finally be able to call Paypal, they said that I can't use it with them anymore and can't even review it, so yeah it's a byebye for me for using it unfortunately :/

I'm a bit afraid of using paypal with my parents info because I would need to link it to their bank, and well, It could work for some years but after they pass away, I may lose access to their bank account or something like that...

so yeah I don't know how could I use paypal, boosty needs me to have a Russian bank card, other alternatives like venmo, cashapp, zelle, wave and squareup doesn't have support for Brazil

So I will stick to Wise (you will transfer to my bank) Direct bank transfer (you will have my IBAN/Swift code) and Stripe/Kofi (credit card), if you have more alternatives please let me know.. it's really sad for me for not being able to use paypal anymore, I know that everyone prefers to use it, but I won't be able to use it for my entire life, I'm really sorry for that, it was my fault..

but I hope that you guys can still support me and commission me, these are the only methods I can use for now :c and I'm hella afraid of being banned from them too.. if I lose them I basically lose my whole life... had horrible thoughts about ending my life because of it.. i'm very scared, I'm really sorry that things have to be this way.