Well it's a bit early but I am not sure if I will be able to write this journal tomorrow(6th of october) at home as I am not even sure when I am at home.

As it has become kind of a tradition to me I am doing my yearly round up. Tomorrow (6th of october) is going to be my hatchday and I am kinda not even excited about it.

So what happened this past year: I kept loosing a bit of weight, but also gained some back, so this is kind of a draw for me here. Hopefully it will go better during the next year to come.

Then I finally found a new job. Been wishing to get out of the place I have been working at for a longer time so that is something very big and something I am proud and kind of happy about. Well, honestly it does keep me up quite a bit at least as I do not have to go back to that same place anymore that kept dragging me down.

Then something very excited had happened, I had found myself a mate again whom I really deeply loved, despite some issues it was a wonderful feeling and I did feel very safe in it. I thought I had someone whom I'd be together with for a long time........ But then I was thrown away after 6 months for reasons I can really not understand and it's like a dark cloud now, following me wherever I go. So just due to that where I had thought just 2 months ago I'd spend my hatchday with that person the whole day feels kind of sad coming up now... But I guess whatever.

I am super thankful for my friends and the people I have close to me but at the moment I feel pretty empty and kind of don't know where I have my place in the world.

Thanks for reading this and have a lovely day all.

Dearly

Nachty