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Happy of newest years
2 years ago
Gonna get this out of the way before i forget or too lazy to get it started XD
A very and abominable amount of happy new years to all. To all the watchers and lurkers, to left and right, up and down, eh the whole shebang you know. All the best wishes and utmost positive things given to you.
On the spot i can't remember the ups and down in life this years but am always positive or try to at least so can't say it was a bad year for me.
Well besides turning 40 that's the only bad part about it i would say. Oh and my ssd going poof with all my stuff on it.
For positive things, hmmm well am still alive so that's a big plus, although with everything going on in the world it's hard not to get depressed.
Work wise, it's still a down going spiral in my eyes. A lot of people left and it already is a small company plus my colleague has also made plans to stop ( something i should have considered and done as well )
It's not that am that unhappy there and since my colleague is planing to leave he game me a raise. Am happy about that but after so long i feel it's more of an incentive to stay then a " appreciation " raise.
Just the place is so un-organised now and since some have taken up more tasks i feel like small things are forgotten or overlooked that makes my job harder. Not to say the others are slacking , no farm from it , i admire their ability to handle it.
Also their planning is a mess, i could complain about it for hours but perhaps i should need to let my voice get heard more instead of playing yes man.
That and since one of the bosses left for some reason i rather not get into since i don't know and also didn't care, i got a bonus. Odd how workers leave and nothing happens but one boss leaves and we all get a bonus. Fire more bosses each year then.
Christmas was lovely and feel like this days is going to be nice as well.
As for next year
I will try and do my best to get shit done. I know of myself i have nice ideas and try to start at em and sorta halfway-ish when things aren't progressing as i would like i just block. So for those i promised things i am truly sorry and disappointed at myself and will try to do em (eventually) when i can (or remember)
I have a real procrastination issue that i might need some help for.
That and just live my best as i can, quite and peaceful. Plus many more games to play.
Also, where are the more adult anime figures/character dammit. Am getting too old to be fantasising about these younglings as potential tickle targets. Give me the ara ara mommies to play with. That's the problem with characters, they don't age with you :( So you can be like a fan 20 y ago and be accepted but after 20 more years your still a fan but a creepy one.
Anyway, again happy new year, may it bring forth more wonderful arts, more pleasure, more tickles ,more laughs, more brain exploding nnnnngheuuuuhaaahaaa feelings and many more other positive things.
A very and abominable amount of happy new years to all. To all the watchers and lurkers, to left and right, up and down, eh the whole shebang you know. All the best wishes and utmost positive things given to you.
On the spot i can't remember the ups and down in life this years but am always positive or try to at least so can't say it was a bad year for me.
Well besides turning 40 that's the only bad part about it i would say. Oh and my ssd going poof with all my stuff on it.
For positive things, hmmm well am still alive so that's a big plus, although with everything going on in the world it's hard not to get depressed.
Work wise, it's still a down going spiral in my eyes. A lot of people left and it already is a small company plus my colleague has also made plans to stop ( something i should have considered and done as well )
It's not that am that unhappy there and since my colleague is planing to leave he game me a raise. Am happy about that but after so long i feel it's more of an incentive to stay then a " appreciation " raise.
Just the place is so un-organised now and since some have taken up more tasks i feel like small things are forgotten or overlooked that makes my job harder. Not to say the others are slacking , no farm from it , i admire their ability to handle it.
Also their planning is a mess, i could complain about it for hours but perhaps i should need to let my voice get heard more instead of playing yes man.
That and since one of the bosses left for some reason i rather not get into since i don't know and also didn't care, i got a bonus. Odd how workers leave and nothing happens but one boss leaves and we all get a bonus. Fire more bosses each year then.
Christmas was lovely and feel like this days is going to be nice as well.
As for next year
I will try and do my best to get shit done. I know of myself i have nice ideas and try to start at em and sorta halfway-ish when things aren't progressing as i would like i just block. So for those i promised things i am truly sorry and disappointed at myself and will try to do em (eventually) when i can (or remember)
I have a real procrastination issue that i might need some help for.
That and just live my best as i can, quite and peaceful. Plus many more games to play.
Also, where are the more adult anime figures/character dammit. Am getting too old to be fantasising about these younglings as potential tickle targets. Give me the ara ara mommies to play with. That's the problem with characters, they don't age with you :( So you can be like a fan 20 y ago and be accepted but after 20 more years your still a fan but a creepy one.
Anyway, again happy new year, may it bring forth more wonderful arts, more pleasure, more tickles ,more laughs, more brain exploding nnnnngheuuuuhaaahaaa feelings and many more other positive things.
Vindor
~vindor
Happy new year!
Mapper
~mapper
