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a year ago
Heya. You all have seen that i started to upload all my commissions i have, involving my Fursona and all my 4 OCs.
I didnt dared to upload anything at all because of certain events which turned me paranoid which is also why i never been around any groups for maybe one and a half year or so.
I started to actually handle my problems, traumas and paranoia instead just accepting this as a punish i deserve to suffer. I still think so honestly, but i see that i make my friends suffer from this aswell and i do not wanna hurt the people i deeply care about. I know if i dont change anything it will just continue.
Being open about myself started atfirst to be extremly easy and nice as i was open to loterally everything. Many of my friends actually know me before i even was 18 years old they maybe remember that i was able to talk about everything, yet over the years way to many things happened to me and i closed up myself and it hurts to be open ever again and it is torture which i must try to overcome the closing up. Im currently trying to over come the self-isolation i was doing again without really noticing it. I must be more active to my friends. I know that way too many friends are feeling left behind me and i really cant see this for much longer.
Now anyways, here are some page updates too! I started to do folders for all my characters and categorised them too with some side info of them.
I Even categorised between new and old designs too!
Some may saw that i have a folder for my 2nd OC even tho it never been uploaded yet or the new design for Leon. Leons new design is still in making and currently i only got a sketch from him. I wasnt so happy anymore that he looks like a Dreemurr rip-off so i changed his design. Also i imrpoved myself from a negative, rather depressing person both physically and mentally and so should Leon. He represents me after all. Pik, my second OC in the other end will get uploaded on wave 4.
Also the the uploads, some may noticed that i uploaded around 15 drawing every few days in some kind of waves.
I created 5 folders with drawings i categorised in which group they would fit so i dont spam up the notifications all that much. I personaly are not such a huge fan when someone spams up my notifications with 30+ uploads inbetween 3 minutes which is why i try to upload them around 15 commissions and then wait like 3 days before i upload the next wave.
The first wave folder was called "Luwis Alone" which was mostly focused on Luwis and Leon being rather alone or with generic characters than with others, while the second wave was named "Luwis and Friends" where only drawing with other friends were involved and my first OC and sister of my Fursona Cylia. Wave 3 was is called Pokemon since there are all drawings in which have Pokemon in them. Simply right? Wave 4 is called "different stuff" which is because i have multiple different types of drawings there, such an out dated evolution drawing of every OC i have except of Leon 2.0 and my Leafeon, a 3d modeling, a cool sunflower and Luwuis, the anti Luwis. I hate Luwuis deeply aswell as finally the introduction of Pik the Bobby and as the last wave its called "new stuff" like as the name said, its new commissions i recently got.
And now the last point of this: My 4th OC.
I dont have a new for her yet. For a placeholder i named the file of her involving "Methane" but i dont like it to simply give a character an already excited object/element as a simple name. Like naming a Flareon simple Fire or Flare or in different wording like Fyre and Flair or just naming them the same thing in a different langauge like as example naming a Husky character Khaski since Khaski means in Japanese Husky. Also Methane sounds like a male name to me aswell than a female one.
I prefer a more creative and fitting name than isnt just a pronounce of an object or thing like Methane but i cant really find a good name sadly. If some of you got an idea let me know oki?
I didnt dared to upload anything at all because of certain events which turned me paranoid which is also why i never been around any groups for maybe one and a half year or so.
I started to actually handle my problems, traumas and paranoia instead just accepting this as a punish i deserve to suffer. I still think so honestly, but i see that i make my friends suffer from this aswell and i do not wanna hurt the people i deeply care about. I know if i dont change anything it will just continue.
Being open about myself started atfirst to be extremly easy and nice as i was open to loterally everything. Many of my friends actually know me before i even was 18 years old they maybe remember that i was able to talk about everything, yet over the years way to many things happened to me and i closed up myself and it hurts to be open ever again and it is torture which i must try to overcome the closing up. Im currently trying to over come the self-isolation i was doing again without really noticing it. I must be more active to my friends. I know that way too many friends are feeling left behind me and i really cant see this for much longer.
Now anyways, here are some page updates too! I started to do folders for all my characters and categorised them too with some side info of them.
I Even categorised between new and old designs too!
Some may saw that i have a folder for my 2nd OC even tho it never been uploaded yet or the new design for Leon. Leons new design is still in making and currently i only got a sketch from him. I wasnt so happy anymore that he looks like a Dreemurr rip-off so i changed his design. Also i imrpoved myself from a negative, rather depressing person both physically and mentally and so should Leon. He represents me after all. Pik, my second OC in the other end will get uploaded on wave 4.
Also the the uploads, some may noticed that i uploaded around 15 drawing every few days in some kind of waves.
I created 5 folders with drawings i categorised in which group they would fit so i dont spam up the notifications all that much. I personaly are not such a huge fan when someone spams up my notifications with 30+ uploads inbetween 3 minutes which is why i try to upload them around 15 commissions and then wait like 3 days before i upload the next wave.
The first wave folder was called "Luwis Alone" which was mostly focused on Luwis and Leon being rather alone or with generic characters than with others, while the second wave was named "Luwis and Friends" where only drawing with other friends were involved and my first OC and sister of my Fursona Cylia. Wave 3 was is called Pokemon since there are all drawings in which have Pokemon in them. Simply right? Wave 4 is called "different stuff" which is because i have multiple different types of drawings there, such an out dated evolution drawing of every OC i have except of Leon 2.0 and my Leafeon, a 3d modeling, a cool sunflower and Luwuis, the anti Luwis. I hate Luwuis deeply aswell as finally the introduction of Pik the Bobby and as the last wave its called "new stuff" like as the name said, its new commissions i recently got.
And now the last point of this: My 4th OC.
I dont have a new for her yet. For a placeholder i named the file of her involving "Methane" but i dont like it to simply give a character an already excited object/element as a simple name. Like naming a Flareon simple Fire or Flare or in different wording like Fyre and Flair or just naming them the same thing in a different langauge like as example naming a Husky character Khaski since Khaski means in Japanese Husky. Also Methane sounds like a male name to me aswell than a female one.
I prefer a more creative and fitting name than isnt just a pronounce of an object or thing like Methane but i cant really find a good name sadly. If some of you got an idea let me know oki?
I admittedly am not too sure what makes for better names than others. I mean, a person usually receives a name from their parents or guadians. What those will choose for them usually depends on personal bias and perhaps something they see in them. In rare instances a person changes their name on their own accord because they didn't like their original name or just feel like it doesn't fit them.
I took a brief look at the character description as well as one of the artworks just to notice it's a Leafeon character (quickly closed it again, no offense against your interests obviously), though I assume that isn't really that important for deciding on a name. You said you didn't want anything that has specific roots in what the character looks like or the motif. So I just looked for a name list for girls that sound strong:
https://motherhoodedit.com/40-uniqu.....rful-meanings/
Sometimes people name themselves also in a bit of an ironic manner. Like giving themself names based of positive traits they see in themself or with that they playfully compare themself with something that has the most popular traits. Like someone calling themself Amaryllis or any other pretty flower or Goldie because of how glamorous they see themself.
https://bigthink.com/the-present/to.....en-in-history/
You could of course also just pick a name you find in any way attractive if that character is supposed to embody your desires and instincts, I guess.
I wish you the best anyways!
Projects? Uhm.... i didnt really mentioned any projects honestly. The re-design isnt something i would call a project tho.
yeah, if only it would go that way and not that asking strangers what a fitting name is only to live up by a name i never even liked.
Im really happy for the links and im glad for the links. Something like Athena or Elizabeth could work, but i dunno yet. I dont really need a meaning to a name. For me its importend that the name sounds good and is fitting. Of course everyone has different preferences, yet for me it is that way tho